stellar damnation

multifandom, multishipper!! DNI: the basics. i have an unhealthy obsession with ultrakill and metal gear

[zhouguang66]

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#variable star: general, random as hell. quality is variable

#protostar/#wip: as the title suggests, work in progress(usually art)

#inside zhou's mind: just usual posts, imagines, etc!!

#zhou's demented thoughts: rants, fandom related essays, NOT SPOILER FREE, fandom and literature based(usually)

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#impromptu: very RANDOM writing, may or may not include fandom.

#zhou's shoujo life: stupid slice of life things, mutuals, etc.

#VESTIGE/#vestige: my own little oc things that may or may not be heartbreaking or silly. no inbetween

#zhou’s creation pile: OC general things, includes multiple characters and universes

[55555000033-deactivated20260404]

yeah I also made this and now I carry this cute little thing everywhere.hh

[55555000033-deactivated20260404]

yeah I also made this and now I carry this cute little thing everywhere.hh

[friedri-ce]

dvnte1 and v2ergil

[zhouguang66]

this works so well. oh my god.

[zhouguang66]

revived by the inherent joy of creation

woe, colourised traditional drawings be upon ye

left: casandra, acut15/acutis, and ezrafel in order of left to right, then top to bottom.

right: arcius, suriel, and patientia top to bottom, then left to right.

[themurmuring]

im gonna get you.

[zhouguang66]

what.

[okthatsgreat]

*gripping the table in front of me so fucking hardd* GRGAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *throws books off of shelves with my mind* that character would NOT BE A MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *somewhere in the world a building explodes

[themurmuring]

exactly how i feel ab gabriel. his ass would NOT be a father and if he was hed be a horrible one bc daddy issues, not bc hes bad w kids.

[zhouguang66]

i know i'm so late to this, but still

i like to explore like this part like, i KNOW this mf would have favourites if he had mentees(i cannot picture him having kids but fankids are fine ig), like i just feel like the council would have the most insane parental trauma(it's christian and catholic, what do you expect) and i'm so sorry but he would *bangs head against wall* sorry but like we NEED to explore this part it would be SO FUNNY if like someone made a fanfic or shit abt mentees like he'd be the worst strictest dad ever. do you get what i mean. *bangs head against wall* he isn't just petty it's just because he has horrible daddy issues and that is a generational trauma disaster bomb waiting to implode. i just KNOW it(in fact i have SEEN it first hand from my peers) but it would be such an emotional rollercoaster for all of us. i would love it. i am scared if like people don't have media literacy and try to kill me but yk, *bangs head against wall* goodbye.

[rockin-wolfin]

The mononoke fandom on Tumblr is everything to me bc it's been super active even before the movie and 50 % of it is amazing media analysis explaining the niche cultural things that are always in the background and 50% just horny af comments about kusu and I treasure all of it equally

[zhouguang66]

like i just stumbled upon it thinking there would be like only 3 fans but SHABAM THERES PLENTY i love this niche thing

[zhouguang66]

has anyone listened to The Enigma of Heaven and Other Daily Delusions by Hakita on youtube yet. i am going insane over the album. this is exactly what i feel like a heaven level in ultrakill is like.

like the first part "The Enigma of Heaven: 9,999,999 Channels, Finding Faith in White Noise... The God Stimulation!" feels like v1 walking into the gates, or rather forcing themselves in. the place is pristine with marble, with some blotches of blood here and there. seems like somebody forgot to clean it up.

the second part "The Hierarchy of Equality: Angelic Voices Echo Through the Halls of Heaven, Under the Railroad Bridge" is like you're fighting some angel idk who, but definitely gentler than gabriel. they don't want to kill you, they're afraid of you. they step back from v1, knowing its lethality.

"The Paradox of Faith: There's a Knocking at the Door! God is in, God is in!" is third part of the song and it sound EXACTLY like a combat mix for it. it's the perfect mix of like angelic choir and the usual chaos of hakita's breakcore in levels, it's reminiscent of/giving "A Shattered Illusion" or "A Complete And Utter Destruction Of The Senses" and like the synth at 10:02 is so chaotic and I LOVE IT IT JUST MAKES MY BRAIN TINGLE

and obviously the last part. "The Senselessness of Endlessness: Returning to an Empty Apartment with a Grocery Store Guardian Angel". This shit is like you just finished killing EVERY angel, every virtue in heaven and now v1 is either facing god or its just revelling in the immeasurable amounts of violence, and the ending of that song also is like a cacophony of such noise until like 15:47, where it finally quiets down(i imagine this part is where v1 dies because it's basically killed everything in sight and now they're shutting down for eternity, and yes robots dream of eternal sleep.) a fitting end to the franchise. do you get what i am saying.

[zhouguang66]

revived by the inherent joy of creation

woe, colourised traditional drawings be upon ye

left: casandra, acut15/acutis, and ezrafel in order of left to right, then top to bottom.

right: arcius, suriel, and patientia top to bottom, then left to right.

[themurmuring]

whenever ppl draw gab without his top scars//whenever they draw him white w eurocentric features its like an angel losing its wings

that man is MIDDLE EASTERN he is NOT WHITE his CANON SKINTONE IS LITERALLY BLACK!!!!!!

also coming back from my lil break thang ill be posting a drawing prettay soon

[jestervomit-deactivated20241210]

I've never seen him drawn as white but I fully agree in everything you have said

I love when people use abrahamic biblical characters and make them not white and use the correct face features and stuff like that

Also god is all skin colors so any color is right and wrong

I headcanon that god has the face and body of the viewer... Yes I have biblical headcanons

in his crop top you can see that he is, indeed, not white

my boy is black, trans, proud and prideful of that

also nonbinary but it gets confusing so I have no fucking idea of what he/they is/are

this post is a cry for help I need their pronouns I don't want to misgender my they

[themurmuring]

this is a fucking insane reblog i love this so much omg

a pretty popular artist drew him white and another artist i saw drew him white as well. they always have the sickest v1 designs but make gabriel look eurocentric and its giving internalized racism, like hes...do you know where the events of the bible took place?? if ur going to make him human his features should reflect that vro

u get me its so crazy

[zhouguang66]

for me i always felt angels could just shapeshift into any form to appeal to humans so i feel like all the gijinkas are canon to me :33 albeit i DO want to see some more poc gab i don’t mind if they’re not since i make my ultrakill ocs poc anyway!!

[themurmuring]

hey chat reminder!!! bc i am having a ptsd episode i figured i should post my rules again. PROSHIPPERS 'FICTION DOESNT AFFECT REALITY' AND PRO PARA BITCHES ARE NOT WELCOME HERE. i hate your kind and will get you. thats the kindest thing i can say but do not click on my shit.

[themurmuring]

there is a difference between someone w a harmful paraphilia getting help in an attempt to get rid of said paraphilia versus those 'people' who embrace and act on them. i have no sympathy for the latter.

[zhouguang66]

REAL OH MY GOD.

fiction affects reality so much it hurts like hello, martin cooper, the inventor of the first mobile phone, cited Star Trek’s communicator as an inspiration??? protesters in Thailand and other countries adopted the Hunger Games three-finger salute as a symbol of resistance against oppressive governments??? did we fucking forget about the slenderman murder case?? where two young girls attempted to kill their friend, claiming they were influenced by the Slender Man?? like if you’re denying it i’m just going to assume you have NOT actually thought about the issue and you’re just trying to justify your ignorance. i can forgive mistakes, i can forgive errors but i do not forgive ignorance. it is the conscious choice to ignore and to not educate yourself on this matter. and if you think ‘oh but it’s not that deep’ read my fucking post again.

please just go read a fucking book. /th

[themurmuring]

i retract my statement we are already mutuals. glorious rant sire

[zhouguang66]

shsbsbshsjkws what omg ty…/gen

i have now earned a mutual!!(i keep forgetting what they mean) ><

dhsnsbsjkwkwsjsnshshs sorry hdjsjssijsnswjsj

[loopy-lupe]

The Execution of King Minos ARTIST: UNKNOWN (CIRCA. 20TH-22NDc.)

[zhouguang66]

sorry for not posting, it’s because i was held in a chokehold by @raptorrobot ‘s violent sun. icarus has now infected my entire brain. i need my VESTIGE ocs to interact with him. scrimhblo. ough…

if y’all wanna see the fic just go to their page and search for #violent sun it’s amazing

also gabriel you absolute IDIOT . i am literally so fucking like banging my head on the wall but he’s such a interesting moron

[zhouguang66]

THEY LIKED AND COMMENTED I AM WINNING LETS GOOOOOO

I SHALL LIVE WITH THIS MEMORY AND POCKET IT LIKE A CRYSTAL AND SNEAK BACK INTO MY CAVE AGAIN

[themurmuring]

hey chat reminder!!! bc i am having a ptsd episode i figured i should post my rules again. PROSHIPPERS 'FICTION DOESNT AFFECT REALITY' AND PRO PARA BITCHES ARE NOT WELCOME HERE. i hate your kind and will get you. thats the kindest thing i can say but do not click on my shit.

[themurmuring]

there is a difference between someone w a harmful paraphilia getting help in an attempt to get rid of said paraphilia versus those 'people' who embrace and act on them. i have no sympathy for the latter.

[zhouguang66]

REAL OH MY GOD.

fiction affects reality so much it hurts like hello, martin cooper, the inventor of the first mobile phone, cited Star Trek’s communicator as an inspiration??? protesters in Thailand and other countries adopted the Hunger Games three-finger salute as a symbol of resistance against oppressive governments??? did we fucking forget about the slenderman murder case?? where two young girls attempted to kill their friend, claiming they were influenced by the Slender Man?? like if you’re denying it i’m just going to assume you have NOT actually thought about the issue and you’re just trying to justify your ignorance. i can forgive mistakes, i can forgive errors but i do not forgive ignorance. it is the conscious choice to ignore and to not educate yourself on this matter. and if you think ‘oh but it’s not that deep’ read my fucking post again.

please just go read a fucking book. /th

[zhouguang66]

sorry for not posting, it’s because i was held in a chokehold by @raptorrobot ‘s violent sun. icarus has now infected my entire brain. i need my VESTIGE ocs to interact with him. scrimhblo. ough…

if y’all wanna see the fic just go to their page and search for #violent sun it’s amazing

also gabriel you absolute IDIOT . i am literally so fucking like banging my head on the wall but he’s such a interesting moron

[zhouguang66]

anyway let me just

*dumps all of this trad drawings here*

[boycritter]

one must imagine sisyphus livin la vida loca