i am Her

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[liamsmile]

Why do you still think that ziam is real ?

Wow. Okay, that’s a big question. In all fairness, I quite literally asked for more anon questions, so I can’t really complain, and as I said, I do really love anons and I don’t discriminate; I will answer all of them, the easy ones as well as the hard ones (which this one definitely is). So thanks anon, great question.

But for the benefit of everyone, I’m just gonna do a quick disclaimer that this is gonna be a fairly long response, so read at your own will.

Alright. *cracks knuckles*

Now, how do I even begin to answer such a complicated, albeit great, but definitely complicated question. Well, firstly, I’d like to thank the anon for the wording of the question. THINK is a very important word, because first and foremost, I don’t know, or even claim to know any amount of the truth. I mean I hope (and I’m sure) that no one in my ziam fam has ever claimed to know for sure, I mean we joke about knowing they’re in love and stuff, but we’re not stupid enough to actually 100% think to know anything at all. Which is why ziam being alive is more of a thing you believe in. So yeah, nice wording.

Another thing: when I first read this ask I was a bit shook. Like, damn that’s the question isn’t it? And there are so many ways to approach it, based on the way it was asked. I can’t tell, are you genuinely curious or are you belittling my ship? Are you interested or judgemental? Are you looking for someone to convince you, to give you hope that they are still together or are you looking for someone you can laugh at and point out all of the flaws in their otp? I guess that shouldn’t matter, though, whoever you are and with whatever intention you had behind asking the question, my answer should really be sort of the same. And it will be.

Okay, enough chit chat. Time to actually answer your question. There are so many ways to answer it. I could easily link you to some of my favourite proof masterpost or the i like your skirt mary videos, or even make my own post, but in all honesty, I’m not that smart, and I think the better way to answer this question is probably from a deeper, more personal level. (Although if you would like me to link you to those, drop another ask in my inbox.)

So to finally (I am honestly so so sorry about the rambling) answer your question, the short answer is: I have to. Let me expand on that. I’ve always loved and supported all the boys, but Liam was always my favourite. He was kind and sweet and a loveable goof, and his smile was the most beautiful, precious smile in the world. And I couldn’t help but love Zayn, the quiet, tentative boy who always managed to bring out that beautiful smile in Liam. Zayn quickly became another favourite, for many many reasons besides his love for Liam of course, but for his intelligence, humour and many other traits. (At this point, I would like to really quickly say that I do really love all of the boys, they are all amazing and perfect in their own right.) But there was something more than them as individuals. It was the way that Zayn and Liam always gravitated towards each other, always seemed to have this undeniable chemistry between them. There was something so special about their dynamic; Liam the innocent, kind soul filled with childlike wonder, and Zayn, the reserved, mature and pensive mind. They seemed to be opposites, but also the same in their dorkiness and interests. It was honestly just a magical relationship in my eyes.

Then, of course, came the 25th of March. After Zayn left, there was a huge dilemma for all ziams, one half of ziam was gone, just like that. And I totally understand why there were doubts about the continuity of the relationship. And if I’m being 100% honest, there are days when I continue to doubt whether or not ziam are still together. It seems difficult to imagine, almost a little implausible. But for me ziam always had something that was so unique and perfect between them: they had true love in my eyes. And so to fully answer your question, yes, there have been doubts, there are ‘girlfriends’ and even a ‘baby’, but at the end of it all there is also love and magic. And so, why do I still think ziam is real? Well, because I have no choice. I’m a romantic; I love love. And so I must believe that ziam is still real, because for me, giving up that belief would be to give up the belief in true love. And I can’t do that.

[liamsmile]

Hi I wanted to know your opinion on ziam now like do u still believe its real? Also what's ur opinion on bear and gigi

Okay, so firstly, I got this just after midnight on 1st Jan so I just wanna say Happy New Year to you anon, thank you for making my first ask of the year a ziam ask. :) 

So, in terms of my belief in ziam, well, I answered an ask on this fairly recently, but based on your question I’m assuming you haven’t read it, so here it is. If you can’t be bothered to read all of that (and I don’t blame you because I tend to go on and on and probably will again right now, sorry) the short answer is yes. I do and always will believe that ziam is real, even if it isn’t in the conventional way (which is a whole different thing and I’m not gonna go into that now). 

Although one puzzling thing is the way you’ve phrased your sentence which for some reason - and correct me if I’m wrong - makes me think that you’re implying some new information has come to light which would make me reconsider ziam… If so, do tell because I’m curious. 

And now, as for Bear and G*g*…… Well.

As a ziam, it’s probably fairly obvious where I stand on that. The thing is, us ziams would much rather prove ziam are in love than prove zigi aren’t in love. What’s more, I don’t make anything that happens with G*g* my business, and I will not be that person that hates on someone I don’t know personally (or anyone for that matter). So, all I’m going to say is I accept that G*g* exists and that she is in some way involved in Zayn’s life. I do, however, find it implausible that Zayn and G*g* are in love, or really seeing each other for anything other than it’s public and business benefits. I will not state any of this as fact, and I am fully aware that my arguing of plausibilities seems to be odd seeing as I ship ziam, but there’s something in me, some gut feeling or something that I can’t shake. 

As for Bear, I’m assuming you’re basically asking me if I think he exists. The truth is, I think Cher*l may have a baby, but I doubt it’s Liam’s. This is actually a point of conflict for me, because the notion on Liam and a baby is beyond adorable, but I can’t believe that my Liam would actually knock up some woman he was seeing for less than half a year. Also, there are far too many benefits for Cher*l’s career for me to believe that it is an unintentional coincidence. 

All in all, I guess I’m back to what I always say: I don’t know anything for sure, and I don’t claim to, but I am a woman of belief. And if my belief in true love results in my belief of PR relationships and pregnancy stunts, then so be it. At the end of it, I really have no other reason not to believe, except for love, so I promise you, my attitude towards G*g* and Bear are not malicious, they’re simply necessary for the preservation of my ship. And anyway, none of us are really concerned with them, we only love ziam. Simple as that. 

[jadelaozu]

Are we gonna forget this?!?!?!

[hudana]

Let’s not talk about this. Let’s not talk about the fact that when JT started singing ‘mirrors’, Liam’s first reaction was to look at Zayn. Let’s not talk about the moment after they won, when Zayn turned to Liam first, squeezed his thigh and kissed his neck (maybe even whispered something into his ears). You’re asking me whether we’re going to forget this, I’m telling you it hurts too much to remember it.

[be-my-tired-pony-deactivated201]

“Skin to skin

Breathe me in

Feel of your kiss on me

Lips are made of ecstasy

I’ll be yours for a thousand nights”

[liamstour]

here’s me reacting to liam’s parts in “for you”

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Rita Ora replied to this video on twitter:

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Liam liked the video on Twitter

[midnight-kfc]

Liam.

Reblog if you agree.

[liamsmile]

 Zayn Malik, everyone: smartass cheesy boyfriend sneaking promises into concerts. 

[incorrect-larry]

harry: [making introductions] This is my ex-boyfriend, Louis.

louis: I told you to stop calling me that.

louis: I’m his husband.

[incorrect-larry]

louis: I always have a note in my pocket that says “Harry did it” just in case I’m murdered because I don’t want him to remarry

[menpale]

[thedailypayne]

Liam via IG stories 11/11

[justapayneaway]

Let’s start the year with my fave gifs of Liam in 2017… Happy 2018 🎉

[hhoran]

One Direction - Where Do Broken Hearts Go Live @ The 2014 X Factor Final (w. Ronnie Wood)

[mkposh]

GUYS, A MOMENT OF SILENCE, PLEASE.

The Taliban just attacked a school in Peshawar, Pakistan and killed 104 people, including 84 children. The school is currently under hostage. Please keep them and their families in your thoughts and prayers!

Update: The death toll has risen to 126 children, all between the ages of 9-16. More than a hundred wounded. The operation is still underway, PLEASE PRAY IT DOESN’T RISE ANY FURTHER AND ALL STUDENTS AND TEACHERS ARE EVACUATED SAFELY.

I wish I didn’t have to post this.

[benignsolitude]

[hhoran]

All 6 Taliban suicide gunmen have been killed. 124 children of 132 people have been killed. There were about 19 explosions inside the school and most of the children that are injured are suffering from shots in their heads or chests. R.I.P little angels. We hang our heads in sorrow and grief alongside your friends and families. Thanks to the officers and special forces that handled the situation as well as they could. R.I.P to any who lost their lives attempting to save the children and R.I.P to staff who had nowhere to go and no place to escape to. My heart goes out to all of you. We bleed together. As Australians grieving over the Sydney siege and the loss of Katrina Dawson and Tori Johnson, two courageous heroes. As Pakistanis currently holding in their breath wondering if the child they sent to school will return home. As Canadians, still scared of the possibility of an explosion. As a world, fearing what will happen next but standing together for once in a long time to fight against our fears. Today and hopefully forever, we stand together.

[wooyefan-blog]

Does PAKISTAN not matter? The children dying, held as hostages, the bombs blown up in the school, are they not as important as the Australians held as hostage yesterday?

How dare you not care. How dare you all fight in the name of social justice, but the moment a country stereotyped as a ‘terrorist’ country feels pain, no one fucking cares.