memento mori @hhoran - Tumblr Blog

When I ask him what he remembers most about Payne, he strings moments together like a supercut: the time they went to the beach and a pair of Payne’s underwear went missing off a balcony, racing around their stadium tour venues on a Segway, “random nights playing FIFA on the bus and just messing backstage.” He especially holds dear the couple of days they shared a room during the bootcamp phase of X Factor, right before they were flung into fame.

“I just got to know him a little bit and then we ended up doing what we did together,” Horan says. “Memories that only he and I can share ’cause you have a team and you have people around all the time, but we always said that only us have that experience, no one else has that.”

Niall on Liam Payne for GQ

#there's a video of that period of time that gives u a glimpse of what he's talking abt here #niall's got that damn guitar of his and he's singing baby by justin bieber while surrounded by a bunch of other shy dreaming teenagers #the camera turns for a second and u see liam just standing there staring at niall. personally i'd say he was admiring him #then he walks around and sits behind niall and starts harmonizing with him. this was before 1d was even a thought in anyone's mind #it's heartbreaking to imagine what his grief process was like after reading him talk abt it #bc even some fans back then could tell how special this tiny window of time was

oh wow i might need to tap in these heated rivalry canadian waters i was an 1d shipper blogger after all

#i did gif tyler seguin once tho do we remember that?

dailyniallnews

niallhoran: AUTUMN

#hold auurrr his twink death kinda cleared i stopped and Looked

i’ve decided to come back to tumblr bc i saw a screenshot of a post on here actually praising being ir ur 30s and i’m tired of being called unc

#i will not fear twink death

there just comes a time when u stop clicking on an 1d member’s name when it comes up on twitter’s what’s happening

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ANORA (2024) dir. Sean Baker

#anora #i mean she wasn't wrong

from 2012 to 2014 i’d wake up everyday and see a new paparazzi picture captioned as “niall seen in” or “harry arrives at” to the point where it became ordinary and part of my routine, so it just feels insane to read “niall, louis, zayn and harry arriving at liam’s funeral” under a paparazzi shot of them

dailyniallnews

niallhoran: 🖤

#that was my favorite picture for years

“liam payne was an abuser who deserved to die” is really just the other side of the coin for “liam payne fell into drug addiction after spending his teen years being abused and sucked dry for profit by the industry”. complex and nuanced situations and/or people get distorted and compacted into a single label, which is to be used not only to determine who is worthy of compassion, but also to sinalize people with shared opinions. and this kind of behavior is sooooooooooo anti-intellectual and, frankly, unchic... like girl you do NOT know all that

#also he's dead #one would suppose that that'd be enough #weirdos really

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Liam with Niall in Argentina - 04.10

#this feels soooo weird to look at

apart from all the self-centered confusion of not knowing how to respond to a situation like this, i think that what also contributes to all of it feeling so surreal and dreadful at the same time is how much sensitive information is being released and spread in an incendiary manner

#why are we seeing pictures of his hotel room

wow has anybody else seen the news

#what even happened

i do believe a tumblr revival is imminent thanks to its uncharacteristic balance between privacy (you can’t really be perceived as anything other than an online figure) and reach potential (you can still obtain attention). we’re still gonna need one direction though

#and a sprinkle of chicness around here!