caught in webs and childhood friends || daniela avanzini
in which you are daniela's childhood best friend but also spiderman, you've been keeping this secret from her for years until one night when she comes back from the dance studio and someone decides to attack her.
daniela avanzini x gn spiderman reader
authors note: first fic, kinda nervy chat
you still remember that day at the science center like it was yesterday, even though itâs been six months since everything changed. sixth period, mrs. chenâs biology class field trip to the metropolitan science institute.
daniela had been bouncing in her seat on the bus ride there, going on and on about some new choreography sheâd been working on, her hands moving animatedly as she described each move. youâd been friends since third grade when sheâd shared her fruit snacks with you at lunch after you forgot yours, and since then, youâd been inseparable. sleepovers every weekend, inside jokes that made no sense to anyone else, showing up at each otherâs houses unannounced because you were basically family at this point.
that day at the science center, youâd wandered away from the group during the genetics exhibit. daniela had been pulled aside by some of the other girls who wanted to take pictures, and youâd found yourself in a restricted hallway, drawn by some weird humming sound. thatâs when it happened. a sharp sting on your neck, and youâd slapped at it instinctively, watching a spider with an iridescent blue glow scurry away into the shadows.
you hadnât thought much of it at first. told daniela you were fine when she asked why you kept rubbing your neck on the bus ride back. but that night, everything changed. the fever, the strange dreams, waking up stuck to your ceiling at three in the morning. and then the abilities started manifesting. the strength, the spider-sense, the ability to climb walls, shoot webs from your wrists.
it took you two weeks to figure out what was happening, another week to make your first suit, and by the end of the month, you were swinging through the city stopping robberies and helping people. but you couldnât tell daniela. how could you? she was already stressed with her dance training, the pressure from her family. and more than that. youâd seen the news reports, the way spider-man. (the name the daily bugle had given you) was already making enemies. people whoâd want to hurt you, hurt the people you loved.
so you started making excuses.
the first time was two months ago. daniela had texted you about grabbing boba after school like you always did on thursdays, your thing since freshman year. but youâd gotten an alert on the police scanner app youâd downloaded armed robbery three blocks from school.
the guilt had eaten at you even as youâd changed into your suit in an alley and stopped three guys from robbing a convenience store. youâd made it up to her the next day, surprising her with her favorite pastelitos from the latin bakery across town, and sheâd squealed and hugged you so tight youâd worried she might actually crack one of your now-enhanced ribs.
but then it kept happening.
study sessions youâd had to bail on because someoneâs car was dangling off a bridge. movie nights canceled because a building was on fire. that saturday youâd promised to help her film content for her channel, but youâd gotten caught up stopping a smuggling operation at the docks and hadnât gotten home until four in the morning, passing out immediately. youâd woken up to seventeen missed calls and a text that made your heart sink:
youâd called her immediately, spinning some story about your phone dying and your mom needing help with a family emergency. daniela had been understandingâshe was always understanding, always so sweet and caring, which somehow made it worse. you could hear the concern in her voice, the way she kept asking if you were sure you were okay, if there was something you needed to talk about.
âiâm fine, dani, i promise,â youâd said, the lie tasting bitter on your tongue. âjust been a weird couple of weeks.â
âyouâd tell me if something was wrong, right?â sheâd asked, her voice small in a way that was so unlike her usual bright energy. âlike, you know you can tell me anything? weâre best friends. weâve been best friends since we were eight years old.â
âi know,â youâd whispered, closing your eyes against the sting of tears. âi know, dani. i promise everythingâs okay.â
but everything wasnât okay.
it got worse after youâd missed her dance showcase. youâd circled the date on your calendar in red, set five different alarms, promised her youâd be in the front row cheering louder than anyone else. but that night, a subway tunnel had started collapsing during rush hour, and by the time youâd finished helping evacuate everyone and stabilize the structure enough for emergency services to arrive, the showcase was over.
youâd swung by the theater still in your suit, perched on a rooftop across the street, watching through the windows as the crowd filtered out. youâd spotted danielaâs family, her mom and brother, but not her. found her finally, sitting alone on the back steps of the theater, still in her costume, mascara running down her cheeks.
youâd changed faster than you ever had, running the six blocks back to where youâd stashed your clothes, then sprinting to the theater. but by the time you got there, her family had found her, and they were loading into their car. youâd called her immediately.
âwhere were you?â her voice had been flat, emotionless in a way youâd never heard from her before. âyou promised.â
âdani, iâm so sorry, there wasâmy aunt got sick and we had to rush to the hospital and my phone died andââ
âstop.â the word had cut through your rambling excuse like a knife. âjust stop. i donât⊠i donât even know if i believe you anymore.â
the line had gone quiet for a long moment, just her breathing on the other end.
âyouâve been my best friend for almost ten years,â sheâd finally said, her voice cracking. âand i feel like i donât even know you anymore. youâre different. youâre always tired, youâve got bruises all the time that you wonât explain, you barely look me in the eye anymore. and you keep lying to me. i know youâre lying, and i donât understand why.â
âi miss you,â sheâd whispered, and you could hear that she was crying now. âi miss my best friend. and i donât know where you went.â
sheâd hung up before you could respond.
youâd tried to make things right after that. really tried. showed up at her house the next day with her favorite flowersâsunflowers, because she said they reminded her of happinessâand her favorite candy and a whole speech prepared. sheâd answered the door in sweats and one of your old hoodies that sheâd stolen sophomore year, eyes red and puffy.
âiâm sorry,â youâd said immediately. âdani, iâm so sorry. i know iâve been a terrible friend lately, and i wish i could explain, butââ
âbut you canât,â sheâd finished, crossing her arms. âor you wonât. which is it?â
youâd hesitated, and that hesitation had been enough of an answer.
sheâd taken the flowers and the candy though, had let you come inside and sit on her bed like youâd done a thousand times before. youâd watched her arrange the sunflowers in a vase, her movements careful and precise like everything she did.
âiâm not going to push you to tell me whatâs going on,â sheâd said finally, sitting down next to you. âbut i need you to know that whatever it is, you can trust me. weâve been through everything together. remember when my parents were fighting all the time in fifth grade and i used to sleep over at your house like four nights a week? or when your dad left and you didnât talk for two months and i just sat with you every day until you were ready? thatâs what we do. weâre there for each other, no matter what.â
sheâd turned to look at you then, and god, those eyes. big and brown and so full of concern and hurt and love, and youâd almost broken. almost told her everything right then and there.
âplease,â sheâd whispered, and her voice had cracked on that single word. âplease just tell me whatâs wrong. i can help, whatever it is. did you get into trouble? are you sick? is it your family? just tell me and weâll figure it out together.â
your spider-sense had tingled right at that momentânot danger, just awareness. through her window, you could see the sun setting over the city, the city youâd been protecting every night, the city that needed spider-man. and youâd thought about the vulture, the guy whoâd nearly killed you last month, whoâd specifically threatened to âfind everyone you loveâ before the cops had taken him away. youâd thought about the kingpin, still out there somewhere, putting prices on spider-manâs head.
âiâm okay, dani,â youâd said softly, even as everything in you screamed to tell her the truth. âi promise. iâve just been dealing with some personal stuff, but iâm handling it.â
sheâd looked at you for a long moment, and youâd watched something in her expression shift. a wall going up that had never been there before, not between you two.
âokay,â sheâd said quietly. âif thatâs how you want it to be.â
and that had somehow been worse than her anger.
things had been weird between you after that. she still texted you, still said hi in the hallways at school, but that easy closeness youâd always had was gone. sheâd stopped sharing the little details of her day, stopped sending you random memes at two in the morning, stopped asking you to hang out. when you ate lunch together, there would be these long silences where there used to be constant chatter. she was pulling away, protecting herself, and you couldnât even blame her.
the other katseye girls had noticed too. sophia had cornered you after english class one day.
âwhat did you do to daniela?â sheâd demanded, hands on her hips.
âwhat? nothing, iââ
âsheâs been sad for weeks, and whenever anyone asks about you, she changes the subject. so iâm asking you, as her friendâwhat. did. you. do?â
âitâs complicated,â youâd muttered, and sophia had given you a look that said she thought you were being ridiculous.
âuncomplicate it then,â sheâd said. âbecause that girl loves you more than anything, and youâre breaking her heart.â
those words had haunted you for days afterward. youâd wanted so badly to fix things, but how could you? every day there was something new, a car accident to prevent, a mugging to stop, a fire to put out. the city needed spider-man. but daniela needed her best friend, and you couldnât figure out how to be both.
youâd started taking more risks, being less careful. stopped going to the hospital when you got hurt, just webbed up your own wounds in alleyways and kept going. you were tired all the time, running on maybe three hours of sleep a night, mainlining energy drinks to get through school. your grades were slipping. youâd fallen asleep in calculus twice last week.
but you couldnât stop. wouldnât stop. because every time you saved someone, every time you stopped something bad from happening, you thought about daniela. about keeping her safe, keeping the whole city safe so she could keep dancing and making videos and living her life without fear.
even if it meant she hated you. even if it meant losing her.
youâd thought that was going to be the worst of it, that strange cold distance between you. youâd resigned yourself to it, told yourself it was for the best, that maybe youâd be able to explain someday when things were safer.
itâs a tuesday, and youâre doing your usual evening patrol, swinging between buildings in the downtown area. itâs been a quiet night so farâhelped a lady get her cat out of a tree (classic), stopped a bike theft, gave directions to three separate tourists. youâre actually thinking about calling it early, maybe going home and actually sleeping for once, when your spider-sense tingles.
not the sharp, urgent alarm that means immediate danger. something subtler, more of a persistent buzz at the back of your skull. you pause on the corner of a building, crouching on the ledge, and scan the street below.
thatâs when you see her.
daniela, walking alone down a dimly lit street, dance bag slung over her shoulder. sheâs in sweats and a crop top, her hair up in a messy bun, and sheâs looking at her phone as she walks. you check the time 10:47 pm. way later than she should be out alone, especially in this part of the city.
you feel your chest tighten. she must have stayed late at the studio again, probably practicing until they literally kicked her out. she does that sometimes, gets so focused on perfecting a routine that she loses track of time completely. usually, youâd be the one texting her, reminding her to take breaks, offering to pick her up so she wouldnât have to walk alone in the dark.
but you havenât done that in months. havenât had the right to, not after all the times youâve bailed on her.
you start following her from the rooftops, telling yourself youâll just make sure she gets home safe and then continue your patrol. sheâs only about six blocks from her apartment, and the streets are mostly empty. it should be fine.
thatâs when you notice them.
three guys, early twenties maybe, stepping out from an alley about half a block behind daniela. even from up here, you can read their body languageâthe way theyâre looking at her, the way theyâre speeding up to match her pace. your spider-sense goes from a buzz to a scream.
you watch as daniela notices them too. she glances back, and even from this distance, you can see her shoulders tense. she picks up her pace, clutching her bag tighter, and the guys speed up too. one of them says something, and the others laugh.
âhey, mamacita!â one of them calls out, his voice carrying up to where youâre perched. âwhere you going so fast?â
daniela keeps walking, doesnât respond, and youâre already moving, swinging down to a lower building to stay close.
âyo, weâre talking to you!â another one shouts. âthatâs rude, ignoring us like that!â
âleave me alone,â daniela says, her voice firm but you can hear the tremor in it. sheâs scared.
âaww, donât be like that, baby,â the first guy says, and theyâre getting closer now, almost caught up to her. âwe just want to talk, thatâs all. maybe get your number? pretty girl like you shouldnât be alone out here at night.â
âi said leave me alone,â daniela repeats, walking faster now, almost jogging.
thatâs when one of them reaches out and grabs her arm.
you donât remember dropping down from the building, donât remember the moment your feet leave the ledge. one second youâre three stories up, the next youâre landing directly between daniela and the three guys with enough force to crack the concrete beneath your feet.
âshe said leave her alone,â you say, and your voice comes out lower than usual, darker with an edge you didnât know you had.
the guys stumble backward, and the one whoâd been holding danielaâs arm lets go immediately. you can feel her behind you, hear her sharp intake of breath.
âwhat theââ one of the guys starts, but you cut him off.
âyou have three seconds to walk away,â you say, taking a step forward. your fists are clenched so tight your knuckles are white under your suit. âthree.â
âyo, chill man, we were justââ
they look at each other, and you can see them calculating, trying to figure out if they can take you. thereâs three of them, one of you, but youâre literally dressed as spider-man and you just dropped from the sky like an avenging angel.
you watch until they round the corner and disappear, every muscle in your body still tensed, ready to chase them down if they come back. your spider-sense slowly starts to quiet, settling from a scream to a whisper.
and then you remember. daniela. you just landed in front of daniela. saved her as spider-man. sheâs right behind you.
you turn slowly, and there she is. pressed back against the wall of a building, her bag dropped on the ground beside her, one hand over her mouth and her eyes wide. sheâs staring at you like she canât quite believe youâre real.
âare you okay?â you ask, and you try to modulate your voice, try to make sure she wonât recognize it, but it comes out rough with leftover adrenaline and fear.
she nods slowly, then shakes her head, then nods again. âiâyeah. yes. thank you. oh my god, thank you so much.â
you can see her hands shaking, see the tear tracks on her cheeks that you hadnât noticed before, and something in your chest cracks. you want to hug her, want to hold her and tell her sheâs safe and that youâre sorry, so sorry you havenât been there, but you canât. youâre spider-man right now. not her best friend.
âare you hurt?â you ask instead, taking a small step closer. âdid they hurt you?â
âno, iâmâiâm fine. just scared.â she wipes at her eyes with the back of her hand, smearing her mascara. âi should have taken an uber. i justâthe studio is only usually six blocks from my place and i didnât thinkââ
âitâs not your fault,â you cut in firmly. ânone of this is your fault. those guys are assholes, and you have every right to walk home safely.â
she gives you a small, shaky smile, and even now, even terrified and crying, sheâs beautiful. your best friend. your person. the girl who knows you better than anyone in the world and who youâve been lying to for six months.
âthank you,â she says again, softer this time. âseriously. i donât know what would have happened if you hadnât shown up.â
you donât want to think about what would have happened. canât think about it without wanting to hunt those guys down andâ
no. youâre a hero. you donât do that.
but for daniela? you might make an exception.
âdo you live far from here?â you ask, bending down to pick up her dropped bag and holding it out to her.
âum, like six blocks that way,â she points west, back toward her neighborhood. âi can make it from here though, i donât want to keep you. iâm sure you have, like, important spider-man stuff to do.â
ânothingâs more important than making sure you get home safe,â you say, and it comes out more intense than you meant it to. you clear your throat. âi mean, uh, thatâs literally my job. protecting people. so. let me walk you home? or, well, swing you? if youâre okay with that?â
she blinks at you, and you can see her processing the offer. âyou want to swing me home? like, through the air?â
âif youâre comfortable with it. itâs faster than walking, and definitely safer. but only if you want to. no pressure.â
she looks at you for a long moment, and you wish you could see what sheâs thinking. finally, she nods. âokay. yeah. that would be⊠actually, that would be really cool.â
âcool. okay. so, uh, iâm going to need to hold onto you. is that alright?â
she nods again, stepping closer, and your heart is pounding so hard youâre sure she can hear it. this is daniela. youâve hugged daniela a million times, but never like this, never as spider-man.
âyouâre gonna want to hold on tight,â you say, trying to keep your voice steady. âwrap your arms around my neck and your legs around my waist. like a piggyback but, uh, front ways.â
âa frontpack?â she offers, and thereâs a hint of her usual humor in her voice that makes your chest ache.
âsure, a frontpack,â you say, and you can hear the smile in your own voice. âready?â
she steps into your space, and you try to be a gentleman about it, really, but itâs impossible not to notice how perfectly she fits against you as she wraps her arms around your neck. her face is inches from yours, separated only by your mask, and you can smell her perfume, something vanilla and warm that sheâs worn since tenth grade.
âoh my god, this is insane,â she mutters, more to herself than to you, and you canât help but laugh.
âyou good?â you ask, wrapping one arm securely around her waist.
âask me again when weâre back on the ground,â she says, but sheâs holding on tight, her fingers locked together behind your neck.
you shoot a web up to the nearest building and pull, launching both of you into the air. daniela shrieks, burying her face in your neck, and you hold her tighter, making sure your grip is secure.
âitâs okay, i got you,â you say, and you mean it with everything in you. âiâve got you, i promise.â
after the initial shock, she slowly lifts her head, and you hear her breath catch.
âoh wow,â she whispers, looking around at the city spread out below you, the lights glittering like stars. âthis is⊠wow.â
you swing through the city, taking a slightly longer route than necessary because she seems to be enjoying it. she points out landmarks as you pass themââthatâs where we had your fourteenth birthday party!â and âsophia lives in that building!â and you realize sheâs not scared anymore. sheâs smiling, actually smiling, her earlier terror forgotten for the moment.
too soon, youâre on her street, landing gently on the fire escape outside her apartment window. she unlocks her arms from around your neck but doesnât step back immediately, and neither do you.
âthat was incredible,â she says, breathless and grinning. âlike, actually incredible. i canât believe people give you crap in the news when you do stuff like that every day.â
âsome people are just scared of what they donât understand,â you say with a shrug, reluctantly letting her go.
she moves to her window, then pauses and turns back. âcan i ask you something?â
your spider-sense gives a little pulse, not danger exactly, but a warning. âsure.â
âearlier, when you saved me⊠you seemed really angry. like, more than just âhero doing their jobâ angry. personal angry.â
you freeze. âi donât like bullies,â you say carefully. âor guys who think they can intimidate women.â
she studies you for a moment, and youâre suddenly hyperaware of how well she knows you, how sheâs always been able to read you better than anyone. can she recognize you just from your posture? your voice? the way you tilt your head?
âwell, thank you,â she says finally. âfor being angry on my behalf. and for the lift. and for, you know, being a hero and stuff.â
âanytime,â you say, and you mean it. âseriously. if you ever need help, iâll be there.â
she gives you one last smile, then climbs through her window. you wait until you see her light turn on, see her shadow pass by the curtain, before you swing away.
you make it three blocks before you have to stop, perching on a rooftop and putting your head in your hands. that was too close. way too close. the way youâd reacted when they grabbed her, the protective fury that had taken overâthat wasnât spider-man. that was you. and if youâre not careful, if you let your feelings for daniela dictate your actions as spider-man, sheâs going to figure it out.
and then sheâll be in danger. real danger.
but even as you think it, you know youâd do it all again. would do anything to keep her safe.
the next day at school, daniela is the center of attention.
you spot her in the hallway before first period, surrounded by the other girls. sheâs talking animatedly, her hands moving in that expressive way they do, and you catch snippets as you approach your locker.
ââand then they just dropped from the sky! literally dropped from the sky like some kind of superhero angelââ
âbecause they are a superhero, dummy,â manon says with a laugh.
âyou know what i mean! and then they swung me home and it was like flying, but better? i donât even know how to describe it.â
âi canât believe you actually met spider-man,â lara says, bouncing excitedly. âwere they cute? i bet theyâre cute.â
âi mean, they were wearing a mask, but theyâre voice was nice? and they had a really good buildââ
âdaniela!â sophia gasps, laughing.
âwhat! iâm just saying! the suit doesnât leave much to the imagination!â
you slam your locker shut harder than necessary, and the sound makes all of them turn to look at you.
âoh, hey,â daniela says, and thereâs something in her voice you canât quite read. âdid you hear? i met spider-man last night.â
âyeah, i heard,â you say, trying to sound casual. âsounds like quite the story.â
âit was pretty amazing,â she says, and sheâs looking at you with this weird intensity. âthey saved me from these guys who were following me. i was walking home alone from the studio andââ
âyou were walking home alone?â you cut in before you can stop yourself acting dumb and worried well you were worried but you didnât wanna blow your cover. âdani, thatâs so dangerous, especially that late at night. you should have called someone, called an uber, calledââ
you stop yourself before you say âme.â you donât have the right to say that anymore.
âyeah, well, i didnât think i needed to,â she says, and thereâs an edge to her voice now. âitâs only six blocks, and iâve done it before. but donât worryâapparently i have spider-man looking out for me now.â
the other girls are looking between you two, clearly picking up on the tension.
âwe should get to class,â megan says diplomatically. âbut dani, you have to tell us more at lunch. i want every detail.â
they scatter, and youâre left standing with daniela in the slowly emptying hallway.
âiâm glad youâre okay,â you say quietly. âseriously. when i heard what happenedââ
âhow did you hear?â she asks, tilting her head. âi only told the girls just now.â
shit. âuh, i saw manon this morning. before homeroom. she mentioned it.â
âmanon wasnât there when i told them,â daniela says slowly. âi texted the group chat last night, but manon said she fell asleep early and didnât see it until this morning.â
double shit. âmust have been one of the other girls then. i donât know, someone told me.â you hitch your backpack higher on your shoulder. âlook, i gotta get to class, but we shouldâwe should talk. soon. thereâs stuff iââ
âyouâve been saying that for months,â she interrupts, and she sounds tired. âi donât think you actually want to talk. i think you want me to stop asking questions and just accept that my best friend isnât my best friend anymore.â
âdani, thatâs notââ
âi have to get to class too,â she says, already turning away. âiâll see you around.â
you watch her walk away, and that crack in your chest from last night gets a little bigger.
the next few days are weird. daniela keeps bringing up spider-man, telling the story over and over to anyone who asks her about it. she posts about it on her social media, and the video gets hundreds of thousands of views. local news picks it up. suddenly everyone at school knows that daniela avanzini met spider-man, was saved by spider-man, and sheâs basically famous for it.
and through it all, she keeps looking at you. these searching glances when she thinks youâre not paying attention, like sheâs trying to figure something out.
on thursday, she corners you after school.
âwalk with me?â she asks, and itâs not really a question.
you fall into step beside her, and for a few minutes, neither of you says anything. itâs almost like old times, this comfortable silence, except thereâs nothing comfortable about it now.
âiâve been thinking,â she finally says. âabout- about that night.â
your heart rate picks up. âyeah?â
âthere was something familiar about them. i canât put my finger on it, butâŠâ she trails off, shaking her head. âitâs probably nothing. just my brain trying to make patterns where there arenât any.â
âwhat do you mean, familiar?â you ask, trying to keep your voice neutral.
âjust⊠the way they moved, i guess? and the way they talked to me. they seemed really protective, more than i would have expected from a random superhero doing their job.â she glances at you. âand then thereâs the timing.â
âyouâve been acting weird for months. distant, secretive, always tired, always with bruises you wonât explain. and you have the worst excuses for where you are.â she stops walking and turns to face you. âand i started thinking about when it all started. when spider-man first showed up in the news, and when you started being weird. and itâs around the same time.â
your mouth goes dry. âdaniââ
âiâm not saying youâre spider-man,â she says quickly. âthat would be crazy, right? youâre my best friend. iâve known you for almost ten years. if you were secretly a superhero, iâd know. iâd definitely know.â
sheâs looking at you so earnestly, like sheâs waiting for you to laugh and tell her sheâs being ridiculous, to confirm that of course youâre not spider-man, what a crazy idea.
âright,â you say weakly. âthat would be crazy.â
âso where have you been?â she asks, and her voice cracks. âbecause if youâre not off being a superhero, then what? whatâs so important that youâve basically ghosted your best friend?â
you canât do this. canât keep lying to her face, canât keep watching her hurt because of you.
âi canât tell you,â you say, and it comes out barely above a whisper. âdani, i want to. god, you donât know how badly i want to tell you everything, but i canât.â
âwhy not?â she demands, and sheâs crying now, tears streaming down her face. âwhy canât you trust me? what did i do that was so wrong that you canât even be honest with me anymore?â
âyou didnât do anything wrong,â you say urgently, reaching out to grab her hands. âdani, youâre perfect. youâre the best person i know. this isnât about you, itâs about me trying to protect youââ
you cut yourself off, realizing youâve said too much, but sheâs already picked up on it.
âprotect me from what?â she asks, her eyes wide. âwhat do you need to protect me from?â
your phone buzzes, the police scanner app. robbery in progress, six blocks away. your spider-sense is buzzing too, urgent and insistent.
âi have to go,â you say, and you hate yourself for it. âiâm sorry, i have toââ
âno,â she says firmly, squeezing your hands. âno, you donât get to do this again. you donât get to start saying something important and then just leave. weâre finally talking, really talking, and youâre going to stay here andââ
your phone buzzes again, more urgent this time. shots fired.
âiâm sorry,â you say again, pulling away from her. âiâll explain everything, i promise. just not right now.â
youâre already backing away, already planning your route to the nearest alley where you can change.
âdonât bother,â she calls after you, and her voice is sharp with hurt. âiâm done waiting for you to trust me. iâm done.â
you want to turn around, want to tell her youâre sorry, want to explain everything, but people need help and youâre the only one who canâ
the robbery is a disaster. youâre distracted, sloppy, and you take three hits you should have dodged easily. by the time the cops arrive and youâve webbed up the suspects, youâre bleeding from a cut above your eyebrow and your ribs are screaming.
you swing to your usual spot, a rooftop garden on an abandoned building that no one knows about. your first aid kit is stashed here in a waterproof box, and youâve gotten worryingly good at stitching yourself up.
youâre halfway through cleaning the cut on your forehead when you hear it. footsteps. on your rooftop. your private rooftop that no one should know about.
you spin around, ready to fight if necessary, and freeze.
daniela is standing there, ten feet away, still in her school clothes, staring at you with wide eyes.
âi followed you,â she says, and her voice is shaking. âafter you ran off. i justâi had this feeling, so i followed you. and i saw you duck into an alley, and then spider-man came swinging out, andââ
âdani,â you start, but she holds up a hand.
âlet me finish. please.â she takes a shaky breath. âi watched you stop that robbery. watched you get hurt. and then i followed you here, andââ her voice breaks. âand itâs you. itâs been you this whole time.â
you donât bother denying it. canât, really, when sheâs looking right at you, when youâre sitting here in your torn suit with your mask off and blood dripping down your face.
âyeah,â you say quietly. âitâs me.â
she walks closer slowly, like sheâs approaching a spooked animal, and sits down next to you. for a long moment, she just looks at you, really looks at you, taking in the suit, the injuries, the exhaustion that you know is written all over your face.
âhow long?â she finally asks.
âsix months. remember that field trip to the science center?â
âthe spider bite,â she says, and itâs not a question. âthatâs why you kept rubbing your neck. thatâs when it happened.â
you nod. âwoke up the next day stuck to my ceiling. took me a while to figure out what was happening, and by the time i didâŠâ you trail off with a shrug. âsomeone had to help people and i could, so i did.â
âwhy didnât you tell me?â she asks, and she sounds so hurt. âwe tell each other everything. we always have.â
âbecause i was scared,â you admit, setting down the first aid supplies. âscared that if you knew, youâd be in danger. the people i fight, dani, theyâre not good people. theyâd hurt you to get to me. and i couldnâtâi canât let that happen. i canât lose you.â
âso instead you just pushed me away?â she asks incredulously. âmade me think you didnât care about me anymore? do you have any idea what these last few months have been like? thinking iâd done something wrong, thinking you hated me, thinking i was losing my best friend and not knowing why?â
âi never hated you,â you say urgently, turning to face her fully. âdani, i could never hate you. youâre the most important person in my life. you always have been.â
âthen why did you lie to me?â she whispers, and fresh tears are rolling down her cheeks. âall those times you canceled, all those excusesâwere you out doing this? being spider-man?â
you nod miserably. âthe dentist appointment was a robbery. the family emergency was a building fire. your showcaseâŠâ you close your eyes. âthere was a subway tunnel collapse. i had to help evacuate people, and by the time i was done, iâd missed it. iâm so sorry, dani. iâm so sorry about all of it.â
sheâs quiet for a long moment, and you canât bring yourself to look at her, canât bear to see the disappointment in her eyes.
âlet me see,â she finally says, and you look up in confusion. sheâs gesturing to your forehead. âthe cut. let me see it.â
âi can do it myself, iâveââ
âyouâve been doing everything yourself,â she interrupts. âfor six months. let me help you.â
she doesnât wait for permission, just picks up the first aid kit and moves closer. her touch is gentle as she examines the cut, and you try not to think about how close she is, how you can count every eyelash.
âthis needs stitches,â she says softly. âhave you been doing this yourself? stitching yourself up?â
âyoutube tutorials are very helpful,â you try to joke, but it falls flat.
âyouâre an idiot,â she says, but thereâs no heat in it. âthe biggest idiot iâve ever met. you got superpowers and decided to take on the entire cityâs problems by yourself without telling anyone.â
âi told you, i was trying to protect youââ
âand i get that,â she says, cutting you off. âi do. but you donât get to make that choice for me. you donât get to decide what risks iâm willing to take or what i can handle. weâre supposed to be best friends. weâre supposed to face things together.â
sheâs threading a needle now, her hands steady despite the tears still on her cheeks.
âthis is going to hurt,â she warns, and then sheâs stitching, quick and efficient. you hiss at the pain but donât move.
âwhere did you learn to do that?â you ask through gritted teeth.
âyoutube tutorials are very helpful,â she echoes your earlier words, and thereâs a hint of a smile on her face. âalso, my momâs a nurse. iâve picked up a few things.â
she finishes the stitches and sits back to examine her work. ânot my best, but itâll hold. you need to actually go to a hospital though. you could have a concussion.â
âiâve had worse,â you say without thinking, and her eyes flash.
âworse? how many times have you been hurt like this?â
âhow many times?â she demands.
you look away. âi donât know. i stopped counting.â
âdios mĂo,â she breathes, and she sounds horrified. âyouâve been getting hurt, really hurt, and just⊠what? patching yourself up in alleys and on rooftops?â
âi heal fast,â you offer weakly.
âthat doesnât make this okay!â sheâs standing now, pacing. âyouâre seventeen years old! you should be worried about homework and college applications, notânot fighting criminals and getting shot at!â
âsomeone has to do it,â you say tiredly. âpeople need help, and i can help them. what am i supposed to do, just ignore it?â
âyouâre supposed to let me in!â she practically shouts, and sheâs crying again. âyouâre supposed to trust me enough to tell me when youâre scared or hurt or overwhelmed! thatâs what best friends do!â
âi was trying to keep you safe!â
âwell, congratulations, you failed!â she gestures around wildly. âbecause here i am, on your secret rooftop, knowing your secret identity. and guess what? i would have been here months ago if youâd just trusted me. i could have been helping you, supporting you, instead of crying myself to sleep thinking you hated me!â
the words hit you like a physical blow. âyou cried yourself to sleep?â
âof course i did!â sheâs fully sobbing now. âyouâre my best friend. youâve been my best friend since we were eight years old. weâve done everything together. and then suddenly you were just⊠gone. and i didnât know why, and i thought maybe iâd done something wrong, maybe youâd outgrown me, maybe youâd found better friends and didnât know how to tell meââ
âno,â you say urgently, standing up despite your protesting ribs. âno, dani, never. you could never do anything wrong. youâre perfect, youâreââ you stop, aware that youâre about to say too much, reveal feelings youâve been hiding even longer than your spider-man secret.
âiâm what?â she asks, looking up at you with those big brown eyes, and youâre lost.
âyouâre everything,â you say helplessly. âyouâre my best friend and my favorite person and the reason i do this. every time i put on this suit, every time i stop something bad from happening, i think about you. about keeping you safe, keeping the city safe so you can keep dancing and making people smile and just⊠being you. youâre what makes this worth it.â
she stares at you, and you can see her processing your words, understanding what youâre really saying.
âhow long?â she asks quietly.
âhow long have you been in love with me?â
your heart stops. âiâm notâi didnât sayââ
âdonât lie to me,â she says, stepping closer. âplease. no more lying. how long?â
you close your eyes, exhausted and hurt and so, so tired of lying. âsince sixth grade. since you performed in that talent show and sang that song and i couldnât breathe because you were so beautiful and talented and bright. since you laughed so hard at my stupid joke that you snorted and then got embarrassed but i thought it was the cutest thing iâd ever seen. since forever, dani. since forever.â
the silence stretches between you, and you canât bring yourself to look at her, canât bear to see the rejection in her eyes because youâve just ruined everything, ruined the last good thing you hadâ
âyouâre such an idiot,â she says, and then sheâs kissing you.
for a moment, youâre too shocked to respond. daniela is kissing you. your best friend, your person, the girl youâve been in love with for years is actually kissing you. and then your brain catches up and youâre kissing her back, your hands coming up to cup her face gently because sheâs precious and perfect and you canât believe this is real.
she pulls back after a moment, just far enough to look at you. âiâve been waiting for you to figure it out for two years,â she says, breathless. âtwo years of dropping hints and trying to make you jealous and wearing your hoodies and you never said anything.â
âyouâwhat?â youâre pretty sure youâve short-circuited. âyou- you-â
âiâm in love with you, you absolute dumbass,â she says, and sheâs laughing and crying at the same time. âi thought maybe thatâs why youâd been avoiding me, because youâd figured it out and didnât feel the same way and didnât know how to let me down easy.â
âthatâs theâdani, thatâs the dumbest thing iâve ever heard,â you say, and you canât help but smile. âhow could i not feel the same way? youâre you.â
âwell, youâre you too,â she says, poking you in the chest. âand apparently you is spider-man, which iâm still processing, but you is also my best friend who iâve been in love with since you gave me your jacket at homecoming freshman year because i was cold.â
âthat was three years ago,â you say, doing the math.
âyep. three years of me pining after my oblivious best friend.â she shakes her head. âand then you got superpowers and decided to become a vigilante instead of just asking me out like a normal person.â
âto be fair, the spider bite was not part of my plan,â you say, and she laughs, really laughs, and the sound fills something in you thatâs been empty for months.
âso what now?â she asks, turning serious. âyouâre spider-man. people want to hurt spider-man. where does that leave us?â
âi donât know,â you admit. âi meant what i said before, about wanting to keep you safe. the people i fight, dani, theyâre dangerous. if they knew about you, about how much you mean to meââ
âthen weâll be careful,â she interrupts. âweâll be smart about it. but you donât get to push me away again. weâre in this together now, okay? all of it. the superhero stuff, the danger, everything. you donât have to do this alone anymore.
âyou could get hurt,â you say quietly. âyou could die. because of me.â
âand you could die every single night when you put on that suit,â she counters. âbut you do it anyway because you want to help people. well, i want to help you. so let me.â
you look at herâreally look at her. at the determination in her eyes, the set of her jaw, the way sheâs standing like sheâs ready to fight the whole world if necessary. and you realize sheâs not going to back down on this. daniela avanzini has never backed down from anything in her life.
âokay,â you say finally. âokay. together.â
âtogether,â she agrees, and then sheâs hugging you, careful of your injuries but holding you tight like sheâs afraid youâll disappear. you wrap your arms around her and let yourself have this momentâno mask, no lies, just you and her and the truth finally between you.
âwe should probably get you home,â you say eventually, reluctantly pulling back. âyour momâs probably worried.â
âi told her i was studying at sophiaâs,â dani says. âbut yeah, we should go. and you need actual medical attention, not just my mediocre stitching.â
âyour stitching was great,â you assure her. âbut iâm not going to the hospital. too many questions.â
âthen youâre coming to my house,â she says firmly. âmy mom can look at you properly. weâll tell her you got mugged or something.â
ânope. no arguments. youâve been making all the decisions for six months, now itâs my turn.â she crosses her arms. âand my first decision is that youâre not bleeding alone on rooftops anymore. got it?â
you canât help but smile. âgot it.â
âgood. now put your mask back on and take me home. the right way this time, i want to actually enjoy the swinging without being terrified.â
you pull your mask on, and she steps into your arms like she belongs there. because she does. she always has.
you swing through the city with her in your arms, and for the first time in six months, everything feels right. she points out buildings and laughs when you do a flip, and when you land on her fire escape, she kisses you again before climbing through her window.
âsame time tomorrow?â she asks. âyou can show me your whole spider-man routine. and we need to set up a better communication system. maybe i can monitor police scanners while youâre in class? oh, and you need better first aid suppliesââ
âdani,â you interrupt, laughing. âyes. tomorrow. weâll figure it all out tomorrow.â
âokay,â she says, smiling so bright it rivals the city lights behind you. âtomorrow. but heyââ she grabs your hand before you can swing away. âthank you. for trusting me. finally.â
âthank you for following me,â you say. âand for not giving up on me. even when i gave you every reason to.â
ânever,â she says firmly. âyouâre stuck with me now. best friends and⊠whatever we are now.â
âdating?â you offer hopefully, and she grins.
âyeah. dating. spider-manâs girlfriend. thatâs going to take some getting used to.â
âyou could be my sidekick,â you tease. âwe could get you a suit, call you spider-girlââ
âabsolutely not,â she says, laughing. âi am not getting bit by a radioactive spider. iâll support you from the ground, thanks.â
you talk for another twenty minutes before she finally shoos you away, reminding you that you have school tomorrow and you need sleep. you swing home feeling lighter than you have in months, and for once, sleep comes easily.
the next few weeks are an adjustment. dani throws herself into helping you with the same intensity she brings to everything else in her life. she sets up a whole system, police scanner feeds, a burner phone just for spider-man emergencies, a better first aid kit that she keeps stocked. she makes you promise to check in every hour when youâre patrolling, and if you donât, she spam calls you until you respond.
âyouâre worse than my mom,â you complain after she calls you fourteen times because you were mid-fight and couldnât answer.
âgood,â she says, unapologetic. âsomeone needs to worry about you since you clearly donât worry about yourself.â
she studies videos of your fights that people post online, points out mistakes youâre making, suggests better strategies. itâs annoying and helpful in equal measure. the other girls notice that you and dani are suddenly close again, closer than ever actually, and theyâre thrilled even if they donât know the full story.
âi knew you two would figure it out,â sophia says knowingly one day at lunch.
âfigure what out?â dani asks innocently.
âthat youâre crazy about each other,â megan says, rolling her eyes. âyouâve both been obvious about it for years. we were starting to think weâd have to lock you in a closet or something.â
you and dani exchange glances, and you can see her fighting a smile.
âyeah, well,â you say, threading your fingers through hers on top of the lunch table. âbetter late than never.â
that night, youâre patrolling downtown when your spider-sense goes haywire. you barely have time to dodge before something slams into the wall where your head was a second ago.
âspider-man,â a voice growls, and you look up to see a man in a mechanical suit hovering above you. âyouâve been a thorn in my side for too long.â
you donât recognize him, but that doesnât mean much. youâve made a lot of enemies in six months.
the fight is brutal. heâs strong, stronger than most of the people youâve fought, and his suit has weapons you have to constantly dodge. youâre so focused on the fight that you donât notice the second person until itâs too late.
pain explodes across your back as someone hits you with what feels like a baseball bat. you go down hard, rolling to avoid a follow-up strike, and thatâs when you see her.
a woman in black, holding some kind of electrified staff, grinning at you.
âtwo on one isnât very fair,â you manage to say, getting back to your feet.
âlife isnât fair, kid,â the man says, and he shoots something at youâa net that you barely web away in time.
your phone is buzzing in your pocketâdani, probably wondering why you havenât checked in. you canât answer. can barely breathe as you dodge and weave and try to fight back against two opponents at once.
you manage to web the womanâs staff and yank it away, but the man grabs you from behind, his mechanical arms crushing your ribs. you can feel them cracking, can taste blood in your mouth.
âany last words, spider-man?â he asks, and his grip tightens.
your vision is going dark around the edges. you think about dani, about how you promised her youâd be careful, how sheâs probably panicking right now because you havenât responded to her texts.
iâm sorry, you think. iâm so sorry.
and then thereâs a scream, high-pitched and furious and suddenly the pressure releases. you drop to the ground, gasping, and look up to see dani. sheâs hitting the man with what appears to be a metal pipe, screaming spanish curses at him.
âget away from them!â she shouts. âdonât you touch them!â
âdani, no!â you try to yell, but it comes out as more of a wheeze.
the man backhands her casually, and she goes flying. she hits the ground hard and doesnât get up.
you donât remember much of what happens next. later, dani will tell you it was terrifying and amazing in equal measure, the way you took apart both attackers in under a minute, the fury and precision in every movement. you webbed them so thoroughly they looked like mummies, then called the cops before swinging over to where dani was lying.
âdani,â youâre saying, and your hands are shaking as you check her over. thereâs blood on her temple and her arm is at a wrong angle. âdani, please, please be okay.â
âiâm okay,â she mumbles, trying to sit up. âow. okay, maybe not totally okay.â
âwhat were you thinking?â you demand, angry âyou could have died! you could haveâwhy would youââ
âbecause you were dying,â she says simply, like itâs obvious. âand i wasnât going to let that happen.â
you want to yell at her, want to lecture her about safety and staying away from your fights, but you canât. because she saved your life. your untrained, unpowered best friend saw you in trouble and didnât hesitate.
âyouâre insane,â you say instead, pulling her carefully into your arms. âcompletely insane.â
âyeah, well, you love me anyway,â she says, and even hurt and bleeding, sheâs smiling.
âi really do,â you say. âcome on. hospital. now. and donât even try to argue.â
you swing her to the nearest emergency room, and you wait with her through everythingâthe x-rays fractured arm, mild concussion, the stitches six, on her temple, the concerned questions from doctors mugging gone wrong, she tells them, same story you told her mom that first night. you hold her good hand the whole time, and when she falls asleep from the pain medication, you sit in the chair next to her bed and watch her breathe.
she could have died tonight. because of you. because she was trying to save you.
âi know what youâre thinking,â she says suddenly, and you jump. her eyes are still closed but sheâs smiling slightly. âand stop it.â
âi almost got you killed,â you say quietly.
âno, some bad guys almost got me killed. thereâs a difference.â she opens her eyes and looks at you. âand iâd do it again. every time. because thatâs what you do when you love someone, you protect them, even if itâs stupid and reckless and dangerous.â
âiâm supposed to be the one dying for you not you dying for me,â you say, but youâre smiling despite yourself.
âwell, looks like the roles have changed,â she says. âwe protect each other. thatâs the deal. you donât get to martyr yourself for me, and i donât get to martyr myself for you. we both just⊠try our best not to die. together. okay?â
âokay,â you agree, because what else can you say? âtogether.â
it takes another month before things settle into a real routine. daniâs arm heals, and she makes you promise to train her in self-defense. you make her promise to stay away from your fights unless itâs absolutely necessary.
âdefine absolutely necessary,â she says, and you know youâre not winning this argument.
the city starts to notice that spider-man seems to favor certain areas specifically, the routes between daniâs house, her dance studio, and school. thereâs speculation online about whether spider-man has a girlfriend, and dani thinks itâs hilarious.
âyouâre not even trying to be subtle,â she teases one night when youâve swung by the studio to walk her home for the third time that week.
âcan you blame me?â you ask, pulling off your mask now that youâre on a private rooftop. âthose guys were following you. iâm not taking chances.â
âthey were asking for directions,â she says, but sheâs smiling as she kisses you. âmy overprotective spider-hero.â
âyour spider-hero,â you agree, pulling her closer. âonly yours.â
âgood,â she whispers against your lips. âbecause youâre kind of stuck with me now.â
âbest thing that ever happened to me,â you say honestly. âeven better than the spider powers.â
she laughs, bright and happy, and you think about how close you came to losing this, losing her because you were too scared to tell the truth. how many months you wasted pushing her away when you could have had this the whole time.
âi love you,â you say, because you can now. because she knows everything and sheâs still here, still choosing you. âi really, really love you.â
âi love you too,â she says, and then sheâs grinning mischievously. âhey, you know what we havenât done yet?â
âthe upside-down kiss. you know, itâs basically a spider-man tradition.â
you laugh, shaking your head. âare you serious right now?â
âcompletely serious. come on, itâll be cute!â
âseriously?â you tease, but youâre already shooting a web to the building above you.
âitâs called being efficient,â she calls up as you climb. âplease!â
you position yourself on the edge of the building, then flip over, hanging upside down by a web. dani is already smiling.
âperfect,â she says, and steps closer.
she reaches up to cup your face or technically the bottom of your face since youâre inverted and you lean down as she stretches up, and then youâre kissing. itâs awkward and weird and perfect, and when she pulls back, sheâs giggling.
âthat was so impractical,â she says. âlike, all the blood is rushing to your head, right? this canât be comfortable.â
âtotally worth it,â you say, grinning down at her. âbut yeah, i should probably flip back up before i pass out.â
you right yourself and drop back down next to her, and she immediately wraps her arms around your waist.
âthank you,â she says softly.
âfor the kiss? because iâm pretty sure that was your idea.â
âno, dummy. for trusting me. for letting me in. for being you.â she looks up at you, and in the glow of the city lights, sheâs the most beautiful thing youâve ever seen. âfor being my best friend and my hero and my person.â
âalways,â you promise, pressing a kiss to her forehead. âalways, dani.â
your phone buzzes, police scanner alert, robbery in progress ten blocks away. dani sighs and steps back.
âduty calls?â she asks.
âunfortunately.â you pull your mask back on. âtext you when iâm done?â
âyou better,â she says, pointing at you sternly. âand be careful. i mean it. no unnecessary risks.â
âyes, maâam,â you say with a mock salute, and she rolls her eyes but sheâs smiling.
you swing off into the night, and for the first time since that spider bit you six months ago, you donât feel alone. you have your partner, your person, your dani. and whatever comes next whatever villains or dangers or challenges, youâll face it together.
just like you always have.
just like you always will.
because thatâs what best friends do. and you and daniela avanzini? youâve been best friends since you were eight years old, been through everything together, and not even superpowers and secret identities can change that.
some things are just meant to be.
and as you swing through the city with her goodnight text already lighting up your phone;
you canât help but think that getting bit by that radioactive spider might have been the second-best thing that ever happened to you.
the best thing? thatâs easy.
meeting daniela avanzini in third grade, becoming her best friend, and eventually finally becoming something more.
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