A Look into my Mad Mind

Wazzup? I'm 26 years old (as of my last time updating this description), pan, ace, demisexual, demiromantic, and nonbinary! He/they pronouns please! This blog used to be zillyart32 but I've moved that url to my main blog. This blog is kinda dead, might use it at times, but enjoy what's mostly an archive of art and obsessions, feel free to message me, and have a nice day. Icon is by smeargle!

[andwithinme]

Benrey being a cat

(can't believe I forgot to post this)

[starshapedspider]

GAME NIGHT!!!

art collab with @astroadonis that was ridiculously fun to create together!! thank you for doing this with me. i heavily recommend checking out her work!✨

color editing (top), tommy, items/tv/miscellaneous all done by @astroadonis / benrey, background, lighting/shadow effects done by me (tagging as tomrey is okay!)

[halflifebutawesome]

tomrey :) (tomry? whortever) for the doodle req. could be platonic or otherwise idc i just love them so much :)

yellow 2 blue means ME & U

[starshapedspider]

hey do you want to be something like close best friends but be a little more than friends an. no? ok

[traumasaurusx1]

zib zub zab!

tomrey fanart because why not :D

[starshapedspider]

sketches im not finishing/fixing

[kannonxe]

Gift for @passport-guardian-benrey !! Love wins

[alexinmotion]

The full performance of “I Lied to You” from “SINNERS” at the Oscars 2026

[darkmaga-retard]

[querulousglare]

If only there were some sort of facility where teenagers could be taught new skills.

[grimthetransman]

Anyway, here's a helpful diagram. When I was hit on the temple this was one of the harder things I had to reteach myself. Don't be shamed into not asking questions, and it's alright if it takes you a while to figure it out. Don't let someone make you feel bad for learning new things, or relearning old ones.

Sometimes, unfortunately, you have to teach yourself. YouTube is a valid option.

[yeahokayillreblogthat]

yeah okay ill reblog that :]

[fishwolfcrow]

Drawing @halflifebutawesome 's tommy and benrey designs>:]

They're so cool

Tried to keep it like the original images but I added a bit of my own style

[brinkydinky]

You will meet her very soon, don't worry!

[starshapedspider]

[the-going-down-system]

the girl

[taffybee]

sighh he's become my favorite so fast. attempt at a colored stain ref

[andwithinme]

The sneetly sniler

[renoott]

I need more references of his chainsaw help

[glorpagungus]

i just realized i dont think hlvrai gordon has a ponytail to begin with if we're looking at the thumbnail arts as his canon design

i was gna make a post wondering if tommy would've cut off his ponytail inbetween hlvrai and hl2vrai kind of like how actual hl2 gordon lost his ponytail but like yeah