This Is My Death Note

Sandra.

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Grzegorz Kowalski

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“The Doom Generation”

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Hello everyone who still follows me after years of inactivity which are probably bots,

Lately I have been feeling uninspired, uncreative, and it really sucks. When I was in high school I felt like anything was possible and that I had a bright future ahead of me. Now I am on my last semesters of college and shit is starting to get real for me. I want to have a job involving media, and marketing but of course my dumbass decides to major in graphic design. Now I really have to be creative AND stand out from the other graphic designers if I really want a chance at a good job. As I am writing all of this I think I haven't had enough experiences to feel inspired and plus living with my narcissistic mother doesn’t help either. I have no friends, I wish I could get more tattoos, and I wish I had money. Life isn’t how I want it to be, but then again I am sure this is all for a reason. 

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Young Hindu priests take a holy bath together as part of a ritual during the sacred thread festival at the Pashupatinath temple in Kathmandu, Nepal, on July 28, 2017. Navesh Chitrakar

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I guess my life hasn’t always been happy, or easy, or exactly what I wanted. At a certain point, I just have to try not to think too much about certain things, or else they’ll break my heart.

Jonathan Franzen (via quotemadness)