[zkk4ri]

i fear i’m absolutely gorgeous

[zkk4ri]

new tattoo genuinely hurt like a b:/

[zkk4ri]

men don’t excite me anymore

[zkk4ri]

except my baby :(

he’s so perfect

[zkk4ri]

jk back to square one

[zkk4ri]

now he just pisses me tf off omg i cant stand being around him

[zkk4ri]

another one thank uuuu

[achillesinhighheels]

[zkk4ri]

supa cute!! 💋

[zkk4ri]

so i’m soooo behind in my uni work and i feel it’s best i take a 1 month break until my semester finishes, i pray this helps me not only focus on uni but also regain my identity and separate myself from being on my phone 24/7. i also pray it helps me fall into habits of self improvement as well as supporting the development of my own identity, excluding any previous consumed content from others that’s created a sense of false identity 🤍 in Jesus name!!

[zkk4ri]

why are people so scared of being expressive nowadays?

[zkk4ri]

i definitely need to go to therapy again lol

[auntymurda]

It gets easier once you begin to embrace and just be okay with the fact that you were made to be a multitude of thangs and unable to fit into a box. Literally such a bittersweet experience but as time goes on the bitterness leaves and shit just remains sweet. You got this!

[zkk4ri]

daily reminder that it’s okay to be myself <33

[zkk4ri]

i genuinely spent almost half of this year being so depressed. makes me so sad that looking back at old photos and videos drowning myself in substances, wish i could give that girl a hug fr fr .

[zkk4ri]

i grew up ugly and became hot, honestly fk being humble rs .

[zkk4ri]

guys idk who to talk to about this because i feel like it makes me sound so conceited and self obsessed (which i am sorry) but ever since losing like 20 kgs l im perceived by the public a lot more differently and i would say i get approached wayyy more (it’s not even funny mind u its men that i don’t even want most of the time)

,but the crazy thing is my mind still sees me as the old version of myself. i would’ve thought once losing the weight that mentally i would also become a whole new person but deep down i still feel the insecurities i had before today because in my mind i still look the same, does that make sense? its a really odd feeling and i don’t think many understand unless you’ve lost a heap of weight yourself. in conclusion i might be 10/10 fine shyt on the outside but on the inside i still feel ugly and fat sometimes. idk if this is just me being human or if it’s giving body dysmorphia 💋.

[zkk4ri]

i’m not gonna lie being a black girl is so hard sometimes :/ don’t get me wrong i love my culture, my skin and all the amazing traits i’ve embodied from being black but i feel like i’m being watched and judged by the world twice as hard as any other woman. i can’t get angry and lash out because ill be known as the angry black girl, i can’t be emotional and let my guard down because i’m the strong black girl, i can’t be vulnerable or dependent because im deemed independent. sometimes my presence is too strong for others so they feel intimidated. literally when i walk into a room the mood shifts (not sure if it’s bc im black or fine as shit, i think it’s the second one ngl)

its like i even after tapping into my femininity after years of being forced to be masculine i still feel like its not enough sometimes. idk just a thought. shout out to all my black queens tho <33 love yall .

[zkk4ri]

drunk asl after the club ⭐️ live love laugh <33

[zkk4ri]

bro i’m actually so gorgeous it pisses me off that i don’t post shit :(

[zkk4ri]

i might tell a joke… but NEVER a lie

[zkk4ri]

xx