kaz

sw: 250 cw: 231.8

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maintained 231.8 this morning which is don’t love so i’ve fasted all day at work and i’m gonna get my nails done then go to bed

maybe get coffee we will see

hoping to be 230-229 tmr☺️☺️☺️

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fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

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at this point it’s not even that i wanna be super thin, i just want to look normal

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also there’s this very cute boy at my work and all i want is for him to like me back

if i lose weight maybe he will ugh

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i will say working 60 hours a week has done amazing things for fasting !

so easy when all i do is sleep and work☺️

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i wanna be skinny so bad

231.8 today GROSS

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235!

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237!

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feel like i needa do full update so:

i weighed in at like 239 this morning.

i fasted all of today and i haven’t been eating much in general. my work is extremely physical and i never have time to eat their.

i started talking to a boy and i’ve convinced myself he won’t date me until im thinner so that’s awesome. he’s great tho.

my goal for this month it finish the month at 230 at the most. it’s possible as long as i keep with my fasting and whatnot.

anywho welcome back to my absolute shit show.

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WELP IM BSCK

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i’ve been maintaining and i am losing it but 235.2 is better than the 240s so

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235.2 today !!!

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heheheheh only a 10 lb difference and my dad is already commenting on me losing weight

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god passing food u can smell in a store is a real test of self control

on day 2 of my fast

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237 today can’t wait to be out of the 230s

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okay i think my stomach is all back to normal bc i weighed myself and im back to 237.4 so i think all is well and the we can resume the scheduled program

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back down to 237.4 even with the insane eating i did yesterday !