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THIS IS TAY. that’s it that’s the shitpost
character strengths
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main verses for JAMES (& what to expect/possible plot ideas)
i wish to make a psa and thank yam ( aka @tiimedtm ) for finding all of my kristen stewart content for this blog. thank you. love you.
Kristen Stewart on the Latest Charlie’s Angel’s Trailer
Me too Cassidy, me too…
@conspiiracytm sent ― “Well, what am I supposed to do?“
It’s a struggle and James is aware of that fact. PAINFULLY AWARE. This is not good, it shouldn’t be hard to keep his real voice out of this situation. It shouldn’t be this hard to still act the fool. To give some lighthearted advice, a gentle shoulder bump, a drink offer ― TO DRINK THE SAD AWAY! Well, fuck, now he’s sad. He actually wants to drink the sad away. Okay, not necessarily drink ― but it would be splendid if it could go away. The distraction. James is not used to having those; up until recently, it wasn’t a challenge to keep his head in the game. LOOK AT HIM NOW.
Things would be much easier if James wasn’t pretty sure that he could actually give Wolfgang good advice. Good leads, even. He could assist with his abilities, HELP HIM. That would mean compromising the case, though. Which is the most important thing ― the only important thing for him. IT’S HIS LIFE. What does he have, except from it? What real does he have? ―― A hesitant hand almost lands on the other’s shoulder and it’s James’s hand ― so Tommy pulls it back quick enough for it to be unnoticeable and runs it through his hair. “I usually get absolutely wankered when I’m feelin’ this dreadful,” says Tommy. “But, I mean, whatever ye need. Ye can tell me what the whole story is, clear yer head, get a fresh look, yano.” Now, that’s his voice. That’s James. FUCK.
@hekseritm sent ― “Everybody’s got a secret.” for blue !
Rare smile brightens Blue’s pale features. “I know. I think it’s pretty cool.” That’s the shit she thinks about while talking to strangers. WHO ARE YOU, REALLY? What’s underneath the mask? What intrusive thoughts, what regrets and hidden skeletons keep you up at night? Are there any past ghosts haunting you?
This is exactly what she’s thinking right now, looking at the girl in front of her. Is it mutual? ― Even if so, Blue would much rather listen than talk about her own dirty laundry. It’s a preference of hers that she tries not to put much thought into. “You can never really be sure who you’re talking with. I mean, why would people share anything but the pretty stuff if they just met someone, right?”
@redhoneyhq sent ― * ( MORENO , P ) « i'm trying to stop the bleeding . » + 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐫 , 𝐭
It’s fine. It’s fine, it’s fine, it’s fine. SHE IS MAD AT HERSELF FOR LETTING THIS HAPPEN. Distracted, quick to act, always causing trouble. Philly hates it when her dad is right ― that’s why right now, when their time is so precious, everything HAS TO BE FINE. Either way, she proves everyone who doubts her right. Disappoints those few who believed in her. “Leave it, it’s nothin’! Look, it’s fine, I can walk, I can talk. All’s good, hon, let’s keep going.” The slight dizziness is sure about to pass soon enough. She will feel her fingertips in a minute. IT’S FINE.
Philly doesn’t need the attention being focused on her ― well, not now. How ironic, right? Usually, the spotlight’s hers, whether anyone likes it or not. She doesn’t even cast a glance towards her bleeding side. It can’t be too deep if she barely feels the pain, right? It’s probably just a scratch that doesn’t need a big time patching up. ――― SHE’S NOT ACTUALLY DUMB. See, if this was anyone else; let’s say, if the situation was reversed, she’d be the first to explain is just the body being in a state of shock, blocking the pain out to make the survival easier. It’s just denial, baby. Philly’s mastered that. “Just. Just help me up and let’s go, yeah?”
Screaming Bloody Murder || Starters
“I’m not quite myself these days.”
“I don’t got the patience, or the time.”
“There’s not a thing that I would change.”
“Everybody’s got a secret.”
“I promise not to lie.”
“The choice is yours to save yourself.”
“Guess it’s obvious you would end up this way.”
“I don’t want to say what I don’t mean.”
“I’d give you all I got.”
“Every hit hurts like your kiss.”
“I’m addicted to the pain.”
“I want you.”
“I’ll be your dirty little thrill.”
“I don’t want to go but I feel like I should.”
“I’m falling apart.”
“You don’t need to worry, I’m just fine.”
“Tell me it’s over cause I don’t feel a thing at all.”
“You had your scars but I never thought you would give me mine.”
“Well, what am I supposed to do?“
“I’ve become sick of everyone now.”
“I don’t care at all.”
“I’m not okay, but I’m fine this way.”
“I guess I’ll find the answers some day.”
“What a way to become a man.”
“Hold me now.”
“I don’t want to go, but it’s time I got to say goodbye.”
“I don’t know why this kind of fate was meant for me.”
“You’ve got to be strong.”
“It was never supposed to end up this way.”
“I was supposed to grow old with you.”
“I just want to feel your head laying on my chest.”
“That ain’t gonna happen.”
“How do you sleep at night?”
“And I’m over you, congratulations.”
“Thank you for all the pain.”
“There’s nothing to say now, the feelings are already dead.”
“I don’t believe that you can make all the pain go away.”
“I can’t see straight anymore with all of this blood in my eyes.”
“I’ll leave it all behind.”
“I don’t know what you want and I don’t want to know.”
“I know just what you’ve done.”
“I hope you’ve had your fun, you sure know how to lie.”
“You don’t want to know what I’m going to do when you’re not around.”
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𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐒 𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐕𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐔𝐏𝐎𝐍 𝐀 𝐏𝐀𝐋𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃 , and there is a blink , another . ❝ i think it’s less about wanting you to win and more about me not wanting to play at all , ❞ she retorts , though amusement has slipped under her tone , wine glass rising to press to her cheek . ❝ why not find someone who is actually competitive ? ❞ ( which , she is —- just not in this scenario . )
It’s hard to hide the smile that stretches his lips as they are brushing against the rim of a whiskey glass, but he sure tries his best. He nods, understanding. Of course, he gets it. “See, it’s a smart thing, yer bang on for choosing to retreat. Myself, I’m always the big fecking eejit who doesn’t give up, even if the chances for a win are slim.” A small pause for a few innocent sips of the golden liquid, ice cubes clinking against each other. “Like, y’know, yours right now. It’s fine, no playtime for me. I’ll survive.” Another sip. “Or die of boredom.”
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Just as if they were on some regular organized trip; Tay remembers going on one of those with his mom and sister once. They went to Italy and stayed in a big hostel building with the rest of the people who bought the same trip. THIS BRINGS BACK THESE MEMORIES, BUT IN A WAY THAT MAKES THEM SEEM LIKE A REFLECTION IN A FUN HOUSE MIRROR. Fucking twisted. Even more twisted than the fucking family that called them every fucking day to make sure they’re not being an embarrassment abroad.
That’s what Tay hates with a passion, too. Keeping up appearances. Fake smiles. Hiding the ugly. HE WILL EXPOSE THE UGLY OF THIS PLACE. These are the thoughts echoing through his head as he stretches gently, a soft shy smile upon his lips. The guy is being so awfully nice. “No, it’s fine. I think the excitement woke me up anyway.” A rather embarrassed chuckle shakes his shoulders lightly, hand rubbing the back of his neck.
To be fair, not everyone’s as nice as Matthias is. No, actually the vast majority of the other cult members seem scarily out of it, numb and weird as hell, overall. Sure, some smile at him, but these are soulless smiles, brainwashed smiles, smiles with a hint of crazy. He can also already tell who’s connected to the higher-ups ― THESE PEOPLE ARE ALL PRICKS. Maybe being certain that they won’t be the lucky ones chosen gives them the confidence for that.
He doesn’t trust Matthias though, not one bit. The last person that was being nice to him in the midst of a scary situation tried to slice his head open. HE’S GOT A SCAR AS A REMINDER. Doesn’t need more than one to remember. He gets up, thinks to shy away from changing his sleeping shirt in front of the other ― but then remembers that Chris is fresh out of an orphanage and shared a room and a shower with other boys for his entire life. So, with a clumsiness of somebody who never got a chance to explore his body and relations other than playful shoving, he changes into a nicer button-up. Still closing the buttons, he looks up at his recruiter. “Lead the way!”
――――― ☠
The expression on her face says it all ― guilty as charged. To be fair, though, Blue went through all of the phases. Halfheartedly, out of curiosity more than feeling a connection with any subculture in particular, but still. Blue used to be all of it, once ― and not belong to any of it at the same time. IT’S A CURSE, REALLY. She doesn’t think of it as such. For her, that’s just the everyday life.
She doesn’t let it show, expression deadpan per usual, but Blue definitely catches Sal’s initial reaction for the invitation. He seems genuinely surprised. Perhaps it’s because people are assholes and they treat him different because of the mask. Maybe there’s different reasons. IT SPARKS HER CURIOSITY. Every time there is an opportunity to find out about issues people close to her struggle with, she grabs it. Gives her something to focus her wandering mind on.
Speaking of masks, Blue finds herself not so dead set on wearing hers around Sal. She promised herself to at least try and lead a calm, quiet life after moving here ― and to do that, she had to SOFTEN HERSELF A BIT. Get more approachable. With Sal, it doesn’t exactly seems necessary. She doesn’t smile much, talks about shit that some consider creepy or questionable ― and yet, there he is still. “Cool. We better hurry up with this shit and get going, then. Don’t want any of them evil bastards asking us to stay the extra hours.”
Hopefully, they manage to do just that. There’s something about this fucking hotel that gives her the heebie jeebies; and Blue isn’t exactly easily scared ― and her instincts work well enough. She has yet to share this thought with Sal, though. Maybe that coffee will be a good opportunity.