Getting there.

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Well, your lovely husband misses his lovely wife.

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Maybe my lovely husband should come and show me just how much.

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Where can I find my beautiful wife?

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Well, your lovely husband misses his lovely wife.

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Sounds interesting. Are you excited to be getting back into work?

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I really am. I miss Anne too though. It’s a tough balance to find.

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Yeah? The kids miss you too when you're not home. It's only a couple of hours a day though.

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Sounds interesting. Are you excited to be getting back into work?

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BUNNIES.

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Oh, dear. Have we got a new family member?

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There’s no way you’d let me get a rabbit. They were in the office today.

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Porn and rabbits?

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BUNNIES.

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Oh, dear. Have we got a new family member?

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Gemma,

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*frowns, grabbing her hand* One day he will, okay? He’ll have to open up one day. He’s strong just like you though, so don’t worry too much.

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*smiles, leaning into him* I think you should talk to him. He had Niall and me, but maybe sometimes he needs a friend.

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D-.. Do you think he wants me me back as a friend?

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Gemma,

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*frowns, grabbing her hand* One day he will, okay? He'll have to open up one day. He's strong just like you though, so don't worry too much.

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Gemma,

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I wouldn’t. *shakes his head* Never.

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*smiles, nodding* I know that. I think that’s something I do truly believe. I trust you. *frowns* And I trust Niall, but I don’t know… I feel like Harry wouldn’t be so worried for no reason.

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*shrugs* Harry is the only one who was truly affected in the situation. Niall and I both betrayed him. It'd be hard to gain that trust back.

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Gemma,

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I wouldn't. *shakes his head* Never.

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Gemma,

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No. *shakes his head* I-.. I don’t think so.

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*sighs, resting her head on his shoulder* I still don’t think he’s moved past it y'know.

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What do you mean? *grabs her hand*

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*shrugs, sitting up* He told me the other day that he was worried you two were hooking up again. I just don’t think that trust is there still.

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*frowns* Do you think Niall would cheat on Harry again? With me?

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Gemma,

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No. *shakes his head* I-.. I don’t think so.

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*sighs, resting her head on his shoulder* I still don’t think he’s moved past it y'know.

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What do you mean? *grabs her hand*

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Gemma,

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No. *shakes his head* I-.. I don't think so.

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Gemma,

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Partly, yeah. *nods* I’m really sorry, Gemma. I’m not in love with him now though.

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You don’t need to apologise. *squeezes his hand* It’s in the past. I just want to understand. Why else couldn’t you stop?

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I don't know. *shrugs* I genuinely have no idea why I couldn't stop, knowing that I was hurting Harry and their family. Just thinking about it pisses me off.

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Gemma,

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Partly, yeah. *nods* I'm really sorry, Gemma. I'm not in love with him now though.

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Gemma,

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I-I don’t remember. Probably him and Harry, or just life in general. *shrugs* We were both high. We usually were when we.. Had sex. High or drunk.

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*nods* Did you ever think about Harry while this we’re going on? Did you feel guilty?

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I never thought about Harry while we were having sex, but afterwards I felt guilty. *shrugs* I couldn't stop though.

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Gemma,

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I-I don't remember. Probably him and Harry, or just life in general. *shrugs* We were both high. We usually were when we.. Had sex. High or drunk.