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"...why?"

he turns back. i couldn't force stop the tears coming out of my eyes now, i was at my limit , i was hurt , in pain , i needed my answers. I grabbed his collar , pulled him "... why the fuck do you pull me close every time and then ask for space from me, what is going on with you? what the fuck do you want"

"im confused .. about us .. i know i have feelings for you but .. it's only eight letters but i .. "

".. NO those are not /only/ eight letters "

selfishlyinlove

“don’t look at me like that”

“like what”

“like you’re going to pin me against the wall and kiss the fuck out of me”

“what if i want to?”

“huh-” he pulls her by her waist pins her against the wall and they are so close that every breath he is taking is falling on her lips, “i said what if *pecks the corner of her lips* i want to”

selfishlyinlove

“.. i love you , i love you enough to walk away from you, because i know this isn’t going anywhere , this will only make us hurt each other the most , we might start to hate each other , i .. i don’t think this is good for us”

“why? why is it always YOU. YOU love me. YOU walking out on us. YOU assuming this isn’t ending well. YOU thinking this will make us hurt each other. where am i? what about my feelings? do they not matter? why is it always you and me and never us? why?”