selfishlyinlove

you and me. just us.

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It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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he was a shooting star

completing all of my wishes

oh, but how did i forget

at the end it had to crash into pieces

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enemies in an arranged marriage trope

as both of them walk down to their room, his hand still on her waist. as they reached their room, he was struggling to open the door with one hand because deep down he didn't wanted to let go off her.

"you know you can admit how much you like me pressed against you that you wouldn't let go off me, or wait is my darling husband here clingy, aw-" he didn't let her finish the sentence and swiftly turned her back against the door facing him. they were in so close proximity that he could hear her heartbeat pick up rate. he smirked and leaned towards her , "and what if i do like us against each other, wifey" straining on the last word. before she could reply she heard a click sound, telling that the door was open now.

she pushed him and marched inside the room, while that smirk never left his face.

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i want flowers. i want cute picnic dates. i want to stargaze all night. i want to build a snowman. i want to just lay on grass and soak sun. i want to hold hand while we walk through cute little stores. i want to go cafe hopping. i want to try new food. i want all of it, but only with you. 

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“i thought he’ll wait for me”

“how long? how long do you think he would’ve waited for you? you cannot show up randomly after two years in someone’s life because YOU are ready, a relationship isn’t one sided bub, it involves two people, he won’t wait for you to wake up from your denial period life long, everyone has a life ahead of them, the only thing you can do is move forward”

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do you ever question where did it all go wrong? do you ever think what would the future would look like if things went how you wanted them to ?

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“you hate him that much?”

“ no, you know what i hate? i hate how he is the person i remember everytime i’m low, i hate that my comfort still lies in his words, i hate things didn’t work out for us. i fucking hate that i still want him back in my life despite knowing things would go terribly wrong if we even saw each other again, i hate it all.”

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now just bc you're a famous fic writer, that doesn't give you the right to forget your tumblr acc so get your ass back up here and post something ffs

🙂🙂🙂 you could’ve said it directly to me

[recsbylotte]

Muse A’s parents did the worst act one could do out of love: they hired muse B to become muse A’s best friend. And A, although shy ( or having another social limitation of sorts ), really falls for someone who seems to understand them so well. They trust B. They laugh with B. They share their unpopular opinions about milk before cereal all the way to how summer is the worst of the four seasons and when they’re finally alone in A’s room… they get their hands on making some paper planes or who draws the other better but wait- hold on- what are these weekly payments from my parents for ?? This sort of betrayal just breaks muse A and makes them break with both muse B as well as their parents. Now A’s on their own and feeling oh so alone until… Muse B comes knocking on their door again. A’s got no money nor no trust left so why does B seem so desperate to get their friendship back?

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i am writing this 🥺 thankyou for the prompt 🫶🏻

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“.. i love you , i love you enough to walk away from you, because i know this isn’t going anywhere , this will only make us hurt each other the most , we might start to hate each other , i .. i don’t think this is good for us”

“why? why is it always YOU. YOU love me. YOU walking out on us. YOU assuming this isn’t ending well. YOU thinking this will make us hurt each other. where am i? what about my feelings? do they not matter? why is it always you and me and never us? why?”

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“do you think you still love him?”

she gives a small laugh “no, i don’t , i lost all the respect for him the day he stomped on mine with his words , i might not hate him but love? feelings? never and the fact that my heart is emotionally incapable of going back to him says alot for itself , i will be selfish in love , but this time for my own self. ”

[lostsoulinvoid]

my best years seem to be like a forever ago. where i was truly happy and nothing was wrong and when we were together for the longest. my worst years seem to be like yesterday and when we were so apart. when you were there, i was happy. when you weren't, i was nothing at all.

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i miss your writing so post something uaaaan

omg my love 🥺 i’m busy with my entrances plus call it a writer’s block but i’m getting back soon. also this made me so happy genuinely ❤️

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but your scars to me are like those spots on moon, you are just as pretty as them , my eyes will always stop on you , always.

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“seek the best moments”

“.. and what about the bad ones what do we do with them”

“learn and grow”

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Niharikaaaaaaaa I’m hereeeeeeee

hii my love 🥺

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“sooo.. everyone left, it’s just us right now”

“that i can see ..”

“and..” “and what about it”

“we can kiss now”

“wha- where did that come from no c’mon”

“but we kissed last night”

“because we were DRUNK?”

“only YOU were drunk , i was completely sane before .. before my lips met those insanely addictive ones of yours”