vanilla

criminologist ( going into psychology classes) i spam post a lot 🐾

[zroarmy]

wanting to post more on here so… strawpage is more information tbh

looking for mutuals 👀🐾🧁

zerodayarmy's strawpage

introduction i suppose

name : vanilla, vani, van whichever floats ur boat

interests : zeroday, twd, tlou, lis, skyrim, stranger things, byler, caldre, reading, cmbyn, percy jackson, DDLC, yandere sim, digital novels games in general lol, music!!!! specifically esha tewari, KMFDM, negative xp, SALES, ella woolsey, Cocteau twins, a lot more just ask honestly.., i also love anime specially jjk, csm, and bllk, i love recommendations so lmk what i should watch ^ i’ve watched more than that lol

- i like to write fanfics, i don’t really write often but i will take commissions if requested, i currently do smut (experimentin’ have done it before), fluff, etc. i write for twd, zeroday, tlou, anything if ik the character

DNI - basic dni ( like pdfs, homophobia, racism) .. i don’t really mind anything like proshipping and darkshippimg doesn’t really bother me as much as it does others

true cat community - i’m very iffy about this, i accept and am in the community to an extent i do not glorify nor idolize the perps but i do enjoy learning about them and what led up to whatever happened or what they did. if you do idolize it doesnt rlly bother me, i just personally dont condone the actions ( ps, no bro im not a fan of what they did 😭😭) i wouldn’t say im a fan in general. i just find them interesting, and believe that some things wouldn’t have happened if they got the mental and emotional recognition they needed.

regardless, you need help if you idolize them and most of you are aware of that.

[chainslaught3r]

Something that I’ve been thinking about for months:

“Mental health matters!” Until it’s a 🍵🌊🌊 person who takes comfort in perps.

“Mental health matters!” Until it’s a person who was genuinely struggling and was driven to the edge and committed a crime.

“Bullying is bad!” Until it’s a person who couldnt take it anymore and decided to hurt others.

“Bullying is bad!” Says the same person who bullies 🍵🌊🌊 members for finding comfort in perps not knowing that they’re only making it worse.

[zroarmy]

contrary to my last post, some of my mutuals on tiktok are amazing editors and i love seeing them edit and their edits pop up on my feed.

i also forgot to mention, i don’t really care what people do in the true crime community unless it’s genuinely affecting themselves or others. most people are misanthropists, so it’s understandable why they’re in the headspace they are

there was genuinely this one beautiful fanart of eric in one of my mutuals edits and i didn’t know how to feel about it, specifically because ive stated before i wont edit them. but it, idk. i like seeing edits of perpetrators i just wont do them myself

i can’t stop rambling …

lord do i love writing how i feel

[zroarmy]

i like when people understand that i’m not some future perpetrator and they understand i just like learning about them

i mean, i’m trying to go forward for the future into criminology, why not start now?

the first thing that got me into criminals and perpetrators was criminal minds, forensic files, and overall just shows like that i used to watch with my mom.

a while ago i ended up watching we need to talk about kevin and it piqued my interest in crime only more, to see the backstories of perpetrators and mass killers and to understand why they did what they did

i watched zeroday a while ago aswell and it made my fascination with school shootings get more intriguing, zeroday for me opened my eyes a little bit towards the mind of them.

for example, adam l. ( not saying name for reasons i don’t want to get reported, this is all educational purposes only ) i watched a documentary on him and thought, maybe if he had gotten the mental help he clearly needed when he was younger , although he did get help he didn’t get nearly enough. and his mother giving him easy access to firearms didn’t help at all. i mean it’s clear he was on some sort of spectrum autism wise, and nobody payed enough attention to that.

see it’s stuff like that, that i like to learn about and look into. i don’t condone the actions whatsoever and i guess people seem to forget that when you’re in such a based community full of people who don’t actually care about the perpetrators nor the victims and are just trying to appear edgy and mentally unstable.

i myself am mentally ill, but you don’t see me doing that and i’m not trying to appear edgy either

idk, rambles i guess

[andrekrgmn]

how would you describe cal?

-🦤

hmm, how would I describe cal.. stupid and faggy.

[zroarmy]

i’m ctfu 😭😭

[marlboro111princess]

i love this clip sm

[zroarmy]

nothing got on the lenseuh!!!!

[marlboro111princess]

i love this clip sm

[huntingdeer]

𝒞alvin 𝒢abriel ℳoodboard,

[iamavictimofmyself]

i hate cal he looks sostupid and punchable i'm gonna punch his stupid little head little dumb thing stupif little shithead

[zroarmy]

I’m fucking crine

[sugarysanity]

○o。.ARMY OF MEOW!!!(　＾ω＾).。o○

[zroarmy]

just two cats….

[perfumeonmeat]

you're my ride-or-doll! (⸝⸝๑﹏๑⸝⸝) the army of two put together.... so cute.......

[zroarmy]

AW OMG THEYRE SO CUTE

[laceboundd]

his resting bitch face

[operationandre2]

mel who meows at the dinner table after andre dies. mr. and mrs. kriegman sit silently, eating their food, only to be interrupted by the loudest noise they’ve ever heard mel make. for a while they wonder why she cries every time they eat, but finally they realize why. andre used to sneak bites of his food to her. whether it was a small piece of toast in the morning, part of the meat from his sandwich at lunch, or some sort of vegetable at dinner, he always made sure she was full. now she’s confused. she doesn’t know where her snacks are, and most importantly, she doesn’t know where the boy who normally feeds her is.

[zroarmy]

i’m gonna cry stop

[zroarmy]

i like internalized homophobia andre x idgaf about what people say cal trope someone write me something…..or should i….

[operationandre2]

andre sticking his fingers in cal’s mouth after cal gets his braces off. he wants to feel the ridges on cal’s teeth and enjoys the texture of the newly uncovered bones. cal drools over his fingers and hums whenever andre asks him questions. a couple times andre goes too far back into cal’s mouth and causes cal to gag, which makes andre laugh. cal acts annoyed with him, yet he still doesn’t make andre take his fingers out of his mouth.

[zroarmy]

oh keep it coming…

[heartkaceyy]

we miss you everyday calvin

[zroarmy]

and andre too

[zr0daydreamr]

i absolutely need to ruin that white boy.

[zroarmy]

oh white boy