yours truly, 𝒛

golden hues and his enchanting crimson orbs.

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𝒛. she/her | reality shifter | sept '07 | intj | south-asian

stormy skies, late-nights, the moon, cats, trees, cool breeze on a warm evening, heart-felt laughter, the ocean, katsuki bakugou, early mornings, 3:33, starry sky, red, derealizations, contemplating existence, rainy days, expectations, something to look forward to, summer.

“ the world is quiet, and you have all the time you need.

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why would u like someone shitty as him lmao

forgot the part where i asked for your permission.

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it's four in the morning and i miss you terribly. do you remember few nights ago you held my hand – soft, faded, almost ghostly.

something is always missing. nothing is complete.

a piece of my heart has been lost for as long as i remember, and the empty spot aches. sometimes screaming, sometimes whispering, other times bleeding – the same thing.

“ something is missing, and it doesn't exist here. ”

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Hii!! Just wanted to ask why u deleted ur old posts? If u don't want to answer that's completely fine 🫶

hii !! it's completely fine to ask that, i don't mind.

actually i did so because i wanted to have kind of a fresh (?) start. wanted to sort of revamp the whole thing.

i'm not really active as of late tho because of school and stuff :( so for now it's really barren on here. but once i am, i'll try my best to execute the vision i had for this blog.

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just so you know : you will inevitably save yourself, always.

no matter what, you will figure it all out and save yourself from all the horrors you (might) face.

whether through reality shifting, manifesting, void, or anything else – whatever the means may be – you will save yourself, one way or the other.

even when you don't want to, even when you don't feel like it at all.

you always have and you always will. remember that.

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is your mha dr animated or “real-life” ?

my mha dr - just like every other anime dr i have - is animated. the biggest reason is that i want to see everyone be in reality as they are on screen. 100% authentic (which is kind of a stretch but, tell that to my brain.)

i also think it'll be fun to shift to an “animated” reality. i wonder how it'll feel like. would it be different than here, would it feel just the same. the movements, the expressions, i'm really curious to know how all those things will be executed in reality.

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Hii what's your fav thing about ur s/o? And what's your dynamic and acts of love to eachother?😜

OMG ASFII I LOVE YOU HII thank you for blessing me with this divine opportunity to talk about the love of my life <3333 cause i've been wanting to for a while now !! long post ahead btw.

01. my favorites of katsuki bakugou what i find most charming about him : personality, and appearance.

katsuki’s best quality, to me

my most favorite quality of katsuki would have to be, the way he shows concern for people around him.

given that, in the beginning, we don't see much of it, and he is shown as more : selfish, only focused on being the best, impulsive, rude, and whatnot – a memorable moment for me was when katsuki paid kirishima back the money he spent on the binoculars for the rescue mission.

he doesn't show his care and concern as one would think, but rather does in his own way, in a very katsuki way. and for someone like him who's always put on such a strong front infront of everyone, that i think is big progress.

and as seen later on in the media, he's actually very understanding, attentive, and has a kind heart underneath all that loud and brash personality of his.

what i admire most about him

i would say he kind of reminds me of myself, and i relate to him to some extent, but that was never really my reason for liking him. it just ... happened.

i think it was his will to keep on going despite all the injures he suffered during the fights, only focusing on victory even when in pain, that made my heart open up to him, and a sort of respect and admiration took home in it as i watched him fighting in the final war arc.

that sheer will that made him stand up over and over again, even when shigaraki was talking down on him – which katsuki in any other scenerio would NEVER tolerate, because he's the best, ofcourse – is what i admire most.

and the whole self-reflection thing, recognizing his lacks and that maybe he still has a long way to go, all while fighting someone beyond his level, and still not giving up.

god, i can keep talking about him, but you get the point. i believe he is someone who, as i watch him, can learn alot from. and what he has trouble getting around, can help him out in those areas, even when he doesn't explicitly ask for help.

because i know he won't, and neither would i. so helping each other despite that, and without rubbing it in the others face or making a big deal out of it, means alot to both of us.

favorite physical attribute(s)

from the physical aspect, i love his eyes and his smile the most. oh, and his spiky hair. and his face when he's calm or too focused on something to care about keeping up his angry and 24/7-pissed-off persona. and that cocky smirk that's on his face every other minute. god, he's so adorable :(

02. katrina (katsuki & karina) 's dynamic how our (seemingly opposite yet similar) personalities blend and work together.

hyper x calm

but our places are constantly changing. i suppose it depends mostly on how we're feeling that specific day. it's like matching each other, one way or the other.

hyper (him) x hyper (me) | calm (him) x calm (me) | hyper (him) x calm (me) | calm (him) x hyper (me)

grumpy and loud bf x quiet and reserved gf

oh this boy does NOT lower his volume ever. he's crazy loud, and i think we all know that already. grumpy and touchy most of the time.

while i remain on the quieter and more reserved side mostly (or did so in the beginning atleast), like shoto.

talker x listener

but he does most of the talking. when i do though, hes just as attentive. surprisingly, we talk often, and alot. ever since we became good friends. maybe because of the similarities, or the differences; whichever one it might be.

++ both me and katsuki are very attentive to small details, so that's a huge plus point.

03. acts of love towards each other how the two of us express our love, care, and concern for the other.

my love language(s) : words of affirmation, quality time

i know compliments mean alot to katsuki, even when he doesn't say so himself. when he does something and wants to be praised for it, and the smug look that graces his face after getting that praise – it's childish almost.

or when he feels down, talking to him. trying to console him, but not outright. because he would 100% give you a look and just shut down further, or just get up and leave.

so you talk about other things, even when he doesn't join the conversation at first, and once you feel like he'll be fine talking about what's bothering him, start reassuring him, without even asking what happened, because you know already anyway.

and he knows what you're trying to do, and once you're done he tells you he didn't need that – but you can still tell he's somewhat better than before.

katsukis love language(s) : quality time, acts of service

katsuki is the type of guy to show his love and care more through his actions than wording them. and it doesn't even have to be a grand gesture. it's as simple as holding the door, waiting for you after schools over, or as you're tying your shoelaces – or better yet, tying them for you.

small things, so simple yet they make you feel important. that make you feel like you atleast matter to someone. belong to someone. and one person is enough to belong to.

and when you feel down, he does the same you do for him. he sits around, trying to get you to talk about it. he's not good with that kind of stuff so he struggles. but seeing him struggle like that makes you laugh.

and he gets all embarrassed saying “i'm trying, dammit. don't laugh at me”, so you tell him you're grateful for that – for his attempt at consoling you, and about whatever was bothering you. talking to katsuki really does help. his undivided attention is on you as you open up to him. you feel seen and heard with him, always.