Sticks And Stones May Break Her Bones, But Words Could Make Her Starve Herself To Death My alias on here is going to be Zuli :) I used to have an Eating Disorder, went into treatment after years of starving myself. Gained weight when I was thrown into a deep depression and self loathing, where all I did was binge and sleep. I have reclaimed my life and now I am trying to reclaim my body. I hate hearing my name. It usually means I am in trouble. I love being hungry. I hate mirrors. I like taking pictures, and I am hardly ever in them. I am complex, imaginative and original, I drive myself hard and I am in a constant state of turmoil under my outwardly cool exterior. I work 50 hours a week, and when I get home I taking care of my fiancee and my dog, and anyone else that needs it. This leaves hardly anytime for myself, and I am okay with that. Everyone else is more important that I could ever dream of being. They have dreams and goals. I have only one. To be thin. Pretty. And Smart. To move up at my job, be married and be the perfect wife. NONE OF THE PICS ARE MINE UNLESS I POST OTHERWISE HW-185 LW-96 SW- 175 (may 9th) WI-156(June 19th) (No reward cause I am a broke bitch right now) CW-12/01/11- 140 lbs CW-12/08/11 - 135 lbs GW1-160 √ - Weightloss Is It's Own Reward √ GW2-150√ - Weightloss Is It's Own Reward√ GW3-140-√ Weightloss Is It's Own Reward√ GW4-130-Another Piercing/Tattoo No Longer Powered By Hunger
been gone for a bit!
Well not gone, but focused on my other Tumblr. Send to my ask if you want to know what it is, it's a bit more interesting. Not a weight loss blog. Gotta keep it a bit hidden though
Down to 135. Lost 5 lbs this week. Struggling to keep a positive mentality and body image. I've been struggling a lot lately and it scares me. I don't want to relapse. I don't want to be 96 lbs again. But I look in the mirror and I can spot atleast 20 more lbs I want to lose. And Fiancee said I had to stop losing weight at 130. I don't like this. I really really don't.
I did reach out to a friend, I am just worried no one will care or believe me, and than I will just continue on my self destructive path as always.
Look, my view is quite straight forwards on the subject. You only have the one life, the ONLY chance to live you will ever have. Whatever the fucks going on in your life the chances you will have, over and over again to make it better, and the experiences you could have, are worth working...
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