Lonely Tile

My name is Kuroto Hourai, I am a first year high school student but more importantly I am a Zweilt. we are in charge of protecting the world from Duras or Demons as most people call them.

[kaminohikari-a]

Can you believe that in the five years I’ve had Yuki’s blog I’ve never made a promo??  Can I get a LIKE / REBLOG if you’re interested in interacting with literally the sweetest bean on the planet with a target on his back from world ending bad juju demons known as DURAS? 

This is an INDEPENDENT && SELECTIVE rp blog for YUKI GIOU of Uraboku / Uragiri wa Boku no Namae wo shitteiru / The Betrayal Knows My Name.  I am MULTI - FANDOM , MULTI - SHIP && OC FRIENDLY. 

[zweiltoftheblackblade]

“You scared the shit out of me. I’m never going to stop hugging you.”

Things had went bad, real bad but no one died so that’s what really mattered. An attempt to take down some Duras ended with injured Zweilt and a incredibly emotional Yuki. As the Zweilt filed in to the twilight manor Yuki clung onto each and everyone as Kuroto tried to slink away without the god light noticing him, sadly he was caught. He felt a warm hug from Yuki, the feeling of light and warmth flowing into him even if it wasn’t on purpose. He huffed in the hug, attempting to pretend that he wasn’t enjoying it when he heard what Yuki said, almost wanting to laugh but resisting. “Everyone’s fine” he pats Yuki’s shoulder a couple of times. “All thanks to you” If the god light looked close enough he could see a chain around Kuroto’s neck which went under his shirt

[platonicrpmemes]

Send “Hold still!” to find my muse injured.

Or “That hurts!” for mine to find yours.

[splattermemes-deactivated202007]

protective sentence starters

as requested. Feel free to change pronouns or anything else !

“Don’t you hurt a single hair on his/her/their head.”

“Hands off!”

“What do you think you’re doing to him/her/them?”

“I’ll never let you go.” / “Don’t ever let me go.”

“Don’t ever leave my sight again.”

“I got your back.”

“Where are you going? It’s not safe out there!”

“Do you trust me?”

“Be more careful next time. I don’t want to bandage you up again.”

“Hey, it’s cold outside. At least wear a jacket.”

“I’d die for you.”

“You’ll back off if you know what’s good for you.”

“Get behind me NOW.”

“Here, I have an extra weapon.”

“Duck, you idiot!”

“Go on without me.”

“Well what did you expect would happen while you’re walking alone at night? Come on, let’s get you away from that creep.”

“Hey. Pal. I’ve got a gun/knife/fist/weapon and I’m not afraid to use it.”

“You can stop hugging me now.”

“You scared the shit out of me. I’m never going to stop hugging you.”

“Quit babying me! I can protect myself.”

“I’ll always be there to save you.” / “I know you’ll always be there to save me.”

“If you even THINK about touching him/her/them, I’ll kill you.”

“[choked up] I thought I lost you.” / “[choked up] I never thought I’d see you again.”

[platonicrpmemes]

Tell my muse how your muse’s life would be without them.

[zweiltoftheblackblade]

lays on him, too.

{gladly accepts the yuki love in and out of character <3}

[spctlessminds]

based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

[gunshotlullaby]

Halloween approaches

[zweiltoftheblackblade]

“Who’s turn is it to take tsukumo trick or treating?”

[zweiltoftheblackblade]

“You need to rest now. Don’t move.”

Kuroto looked at the fellow Zweilt, annoyed, even though he knew he was right. the raven haired Zweilt had fallen ill, the cold or the flu he wasn’t sure but it was nothing life threatening. Nether the less Tsukumo and others had insisted that He rest, Kuroto wasn’t fond of the idea even if he felt bad. “Tsukumo, I’m fine, I don’t need to rest”

[gunshotlullaby]

Tsukumo huffs before sitting down on the bed and partly on Kuroto, Senshiro was at school as such there was no one here t o make sure that the youngest of their family actually took care of himself. “You do, you got sent home from school today and have been dizzy at multiple points in the day, if you don’t listen to me I’m going to call sen!”

[zweiltoftheblackblade]

Kuroto growled to himself, unable to remove Tsukumo from on top of him as this illness seemed to drain some of his strength. As he listened to Tsukumon’s reasoning he knew it was true but refused to acknowledge it.

He huffed slightly in defeat. “It was just a dizzy spell and don’t you dare call Sen” He muttered still trying to wriggle his way out from under the taller Zweilt,

[zweiltoftheblackblade]

Losing Hope

The fight had taken place close to home, very close. They had been visiting when everything went wrong so quickly, a Duras attacked, neither of them were ready and before they knew it they had already suffered a causality. 

Kuroto had been taken out of the battle far too quickly for his liking. He was flung to the side, quickly losing feeling, as he could only watch Senshiro and Tsubaki suffering. Everything seemed to go by in a flash, before he knew it Yuki was bringing him back from the brink of death but there was one that couldn’t be brought back.

As Kuroto stumbled his way back up to his feet his partner approached. His expression one of a broken man, he dropped the ring in Kuroto’s hands and said his goodbyes. The Zweilt felt himself break as his partner turned and began to leave, his heart was in pieces and he felt tears stinging his eyes. He couldn’t imagine a life without Senshiro, he couldn’t even think of his purpose without Senshiro. 

“Wait!” He shouted out, voice slightly shaking as he grabbed the back of his former partners coat. “I screwed up, if . . . if I had just been more focused none of this would have happened” If the Zweilt could trade his life for Tsubaki’s he would if it made Senshirou happy. “If I lose you . . . If you leave, I don’t know what I’ll do” He could feel the tears start to overwhelm him, as his grip on Senshiro’s jacket tightened. “I’m sorry I’m so weak but . . . please don’t leave me”

[zweiltoftheblackblade]

Quiet Me:

The pair had spent awhile together now, both suffering frequently from bouts of insomnia. Tsukumo seemed to be having a very tough time that night. Kuroto found his fellow Zweilt in the common room crying quietly and even though the moment he noticed his company he tried to hide the feelings, it didn’t take powers to see the white haired boy’s feelings. 

The younger teen was never good with emotions or words for that matter but he knew he needed to comfort Tsukumo in some way. So he went with the simplest plan, he walked over to where Tsukumo was sitting, who had a gentle smile even with his tear stained cheeks, and put his hand on the Zweil’s. He didn’t speak, he had trouble even looking at the other without blushing intensely. He finally worked up the strength to look at Tsukumo and as he did he offered an awkward kind smile.

[zweiltoftheblackblade]

" goodbye... "

Kuroto watched in horror as the situation unfolded. If someone had forced the Zweilt to guess how Yuki life when end this would be his guess. Taking one too many attacks for another and this last one, this one was meant for him.”Yuki!” The Zweilt screamed, blood splattered on his face from the god light as he fell.”No, no” He couldn’t help but find himself shouting as he scrambled over to Yuki’s fallen body. “Hold on, please. The others are coming they’ll-” He cut himself on, mind racing to try and figure out what could be done. He quickly attempted to apply pressure to Yuki’s wounds, when he heard the boy’s last words. His eyes widened, holding back tears. “Yuki, no, You can’t die yet!”

[zweiltoftheblackblade]

💞

“This doesn’t involve you Zess” the name felt odd on his tongue. “Your job is to look after Yuki, it shouldn’t matter what I do” He summoned the Izanagi at his side, starting to unsheathe the black katana. “I will however do what it takes to get away from here.We don’t need to make this hard Zess”

[zweiltoftheblackblade]

💞 -kurotosbabysitter

It was the first person that made him hesitate, as he made his escape from twilight manor he came face to face with his partner, who looked disappointed in him. “Senshiro” His features went from anger to sadness. “I . . . I need you to understand this, I have to leave here. I have lived too many lives watching human screw things up, I can’t just sit by and help them anymore.” He paused his thoughts for a second. “You should leave, You shouldn’t have to waste your life fighting for these people. Just- just run, find Tsubaki, get married, have a happy life, away from this” “Away from me” Kuroto couldn’t help but think. He walked towards his partner planning to walk straight past. “I’m going to find Cadanze and finish what started in my life before, even if it takes my last”

[zweiltoftheblackblade]

💞 NUUUU! Not cute Kuro-Pii! That would be too scary!

“Tachibana, get out of my way before I make you regret it”

[zweiltoftheblackblade]

💞

“Nothing could be said to convince me to join our ‘cause’ again” Kuroto glared at Yuki, “We have done so much, sacrificed so much for these ungrateful humans. What have the done to deserve it? The only things humans do is hurt and make others suffer, I have been on this world long enough and seen enough humans to know they are all the same!” At the point his hands were balled into fist. “If you remember what happened in your last live you wouldn’t stay with the Zweilt or protect humans”

[rp-memes-atyourservice]

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