et in Arcadia ego

just my dairy, nothing special ~ tryna be and live healthier ~

[patroclusdefencesquad]

hey help i can't stop thinking about her

[zzireaell]

it's funny

how i don't see the difference between ~130 lbs and 120 lbs

i mean

i lost 10 fckn lbs and still fat?

haha, how's that?

next week -- fast

🌸🐝🌸🐝

[thinmeansprettyy]

watch these instead of binging:

shows

🍯freaky eaters (w)

🍯 man vs food (w)

🍯 supersize vs superskinny (w)

🍯 epic meal time (w)

🍯 mukbang (w) 🥀 i recommend hyunee eats, she’s sweet and pleasant to watch; trisha paytas also does these and while she is obnoxious to me it’s still entertaining

🍯 10k calorie challenges (youtube)

🍯 addicted to food (nw)

movies/documentaries

🍯 fed up (nw)

🍯 to the bone (w)

🍯 fat, sick & nearly dead (nw)

🍯 the man who ate himself to death (nw)

🥀 i tend to find watching shows about binging and bad diets calms down any cravings for food, so try watching these

the (nw) means not watched, so i can’t say if they are good or not and i apologise if they aren’t

[zzireaell]

my heart is freaking out

i didn't eat anything for 5 days in a row, except water, coffee or tea with a little amount of milk

and im not feeling good like for real

so

haha

i ate two spoons of nesquik 😅

actually i was feeling pretty okay these days, but today i barely got out of bed

[innaaahh]

:)

I hate my dad with a passion.

I hate my dad with a passion

I hate my dad with a passion

I hate my dad with a passion

I hate my dad with a passion.

[anaxlove]

Reblog if your weight, diet, and daily calorie intake is the first thing you think of each morning.

[aannoorreexxiicc]

the longer you starve, the easier it gets

the less you eat, the less you want to eat. It’ll get to the point that even though your stomach is completely empty and you have hunger paints, you have absolutely zero appetite. It’s nice.

[thatfatcow]

[wow-so-thin]

One time I read somewhere that anorexia can be the result of puberty and wanting to remain childlike and not wanting to grow up (Or something like that I read it years ago) And I identify with that so much?? Any hint of curves on my body I’m repulsed by. I hate how big my hips are, I despise my boobs, and can’t stand how big my butt/thighs are And my eating disorder really formed at the height of puberty and not fitting in/not wanting to act the way other people were beginning to act (trying to act mature and sexualize themselves) Does this apply to anyone else?

[lightasafeatherlove]

Current mood: looking at my thighs and screaming

[takein-spknfr]

Fasting schedule

Wake up: around 10

Have some coffee

Check social media

Pet the dogs

Talk to family

Brush teeth

Clean room: 12:00

Read

Watch YouTube

Watch Netflix

Drink some water

Do laundry/chores: 3:30

Make a playlist

Drink some water

Scroll through tumblr

Stretch

Chew gum

Duolingo

Draw/write

Have some tea

Paint nails

Plan some meals

Bake (not if you’ll eat it) but if you want to make some muffins with measured calories for later on and you think you’re strong enough go for it

Go outside: 6:00

Listen to music

Jump on trampoline

Play volleyball

Swing in hammock

Play catch

Shower: 7:00

Take melatonin

Drink water

Do skin routine

Brush teeth

Watch tv

Sleep early

These are just suggestions for things you could do tomorrow. You don’t have to follow it exactly but the day goes by slow when your fasting if you don’t have something to do.

Don’t forget to:

Drink water

Keep tally marks for how long you’ve fasted

Stay motivated

Don’t give up!

If they notice you haven’t eaten all day take some food to your room and flush it or go for a walk and throw it out at the dumpster

[inritum]

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

[ghostdog07]

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

[j-aws]

yay its back.

[moondoll]

so… I half jokingly reblogged this yesterday cos I thought it was a nice picture… and was like oh wow I only get wishes on birthdays what would I wish for?!?!?! how about gainful employment L0L … and like… I have a job now? That I never applied for? That someone just called me up and said “here, have this”? In a place I really really like? So like… h8ers gonna h8 or something

[words-unleashed]

Hey hey hey hey I don’t like writting in posts, but I need to. Because THIS. FUCKING. WORKS. And I asked for something almost impossible,

[cat-satan]

I reblog this every time I see it

[cancerleolibra]

plz plz plz

[heckingaesthetic]

Guys, I just saw this and I remember reblogging it before, and I wished that my crush would tell me his true feelings about me, and like five days ago, he confessed to liking me, and we started dating. This shit works. Thanks tumblr

[happygirlsthinspo]

I wish to be under 50kgs before April.

[cxffeeandteaforme]

i wish to book something this week and to get skinny by summer

[cxffeeandteaforme]

WHAT TH E HE L L I ACTUALLY BOOKED SOMETHING THIS WEEK OKAY THIS IS MAGICAL

[this-is-blankxxx-deactivated201]

I’ll always wish for the same thing

[sofia-stvdies-deactivated201804]

❤

[jawlinewanted]

i wish to be 112 pounds before summer

[bloomlets]

I wish to be the skinniest bitch you’ve ever seen

[bonescigarettesandvodka-deactiv]

Plz plz plz!!!

[zzireaell]

hELP

i was thinking about that party on the weekend, which i really can't skip (my friend is getting married ;;;;)

as a result i ended up crying, imagining all that calories that ill have

i just bursted into tears and couldn't stop like for 10 min

im so afraid that im gonna gain weight

i think I'll have a dinner tonight to speed up a little my metabolism (different amount of kcal will do it i hope)

and instead of fasting for 2 days, ill have a breakfast as usually tomorrow + a lot of cardio (cycling?)

and ill fast the day after tomorrow

eVERYTHING'S UNDER CONTROL

[zzireaell]

#6

♪ stop, baby don't stop ♪

so

i was fasting for 36 hours (+-)

felt pretty okay, but weak a little (i know for sure now, that it's much easier to fast if you've been restricting yourself like for 3 or 4 days! ~~~)

🌸 had breakfast around 6 am (my only 350 kcal for today)

🌸 did 30 min workout

expect hen party on the weekend (!), so im going to fast next 2 days

let's stay strong, angels 🌼 ✊ 🌼

[thin-princessss]

🌻 Reblog If You Relate To

2+ 🌻

- You have a eating disorder

- Want Encouragement In Your Messages

- Have 50+ Pounds To Lose

- Post Thinspo

- Are positive to others

- Are obsessed with ribs

[johnnyjoestarrelatable]

rb if you’re a bi bitch who loves carbs

[zzireaell]

#5

i just wanna shine ~

🌸🐝🌸🐝🌸

coffee ☕ and water🥛 are my besties for today

fOOD? i don't know what is this 🤔