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I did read everything and I’m shy right now but thanks very much to everyone who sent responses I did read and see them and consider and think no I’m not being sarcastic I’m being true. I just didn’t realize time happened.

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i feel the most myself when i'm with my friends, and especially when they let me talk about something i'm invested in. that's when i feel like i'm really taking any kind of mask i'm wearing off

Hi. I really appreciate you answering.

I also made u a candy because I don’t really know how to express how much any sort of response means. I think maybe I’m starting to understand a little.

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Hello, regarding your question in your most recent post, the moments where i feel more like myself are when i am doing things that i like just like dancing, drawing and singing, i love hobbies a lot these are a few i got that dont involve spending lots of money, maybe you can also found your own dressing style clothes are something that define your personality on the outside

Hi wow thank you.

I don’t know if you care for Gorillaz at all or stumbled upon my post by accident but I have a candy for you.

Thanks you again.

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Hi sorry I have a favor to ask but can you guys answer a question for me.

1. When do you feel the most yourself - and how do you know that?

You can inbox reply whatever I don’t care. I’m kind of desperate and I don’t like talking. Things were very quiet for a while.

Also pretending is not the answer unfortunately and sorry if I don’t make any sense I haven’t talked to anyone but my wife yes wife in a really really really long time and it’s scary to do anything again but please answer my 1. question if you can sorry it’s kind of two questions in one but I’m nervous to ask for a lot.

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Are you okay friend :(

I pretend I don’t have mental illness anymore and honestly it’s working sooooooo goooooooooooood

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Im missing more teeth than last time ha ha

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Visit Original Link

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Playing the piano for my dog while he sleeps 

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My dog died.

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Hi just wanted to let you know I miss you ane i hope youre doing well.Hope you can give us an update on your life ❤️

okay I will give you an update, I I recently got out of the mental hospital which was very boring and nothing although I think they let me out too early because I’m convinced I’m the Worlds first time traveler and time travel is actually very easy but scary and currently my hands are covered in blood and my roommate is trying to clean it up but I’m trying to type and he’s like “William put your phone down” and I’m too busy typing to say anything. And I’m also not allowed to drive right now or go anywhere alone and I saw Dr Edwin today and he was like William you have a personality disorder and I was like aye aye captain and he gave me my meds and I got to get a slushy and I took a klonopin with it because it helps But now everyone’s concerned about me and it’s way too much pressure So my gf took me to the art store and I got a pen and now I’m trying to draw to relax everyone is treating me like a bomb that is about to explode.

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I know you probably get this all the time but are you okay?

No <3

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drawings. also I made an instagram,

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if only

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Anyone: Hey what's up dude good to see y-

Me:

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Do you take any medications? Do you find them helpful? I'm considering going on meds but I'm a bit nervous...

I take vraylar 3mg and so far it’s O.K., I just started it because Abilify was ruining my life. I’m still hallucinating and delusional but it supposedly takes time to kick in. I also take 150mg Zoloft for OCD “tendencies” and the amount it works for that is debatable, I still have ticks but it works well for depression there was a noticeable before and after. And 300 mg of Wellbutrin and I think it works pretty good. And of course 10mg of melatonin for sleep. I was on Desyrel before for sleep but it didn’t help much, I find melatonin actually makes me tired.

I used to think medications were pointless and I have this irrational fear of having seizures so I was very cautious about it to begin with, but if you express your concerns and have a good psychiatrist you shouldn't worry too much.

Good luck if you do decide to take meds.