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Day 15: HBD !!!!

yey !!  Happy Bday by :) How’s your day? I dont know your plan for today but I wish na maging happy ka today and have time to spent your day with your family. :)

So yeah ano bang sasabhin ko. haha nako hah and dami ko nang nasabi for 15 days, walang sinabi yang long post nila sa fb. mas pak na pak tong akin. HAHA competitive. 

Andito ako nakatambay sa fb mo ngayon, imomonitor ko kung sino mag greet sayo haha  joke lang. 

I think I have lots of “Thank you”s na sa previous posts ko pero di ko mapalagpas na hndi pa rin mag thank you because I am so blessed to have you. You are one of the best gift na nareceive ko. Thank you for being there. your presence is so powerful that It can easily change my mood from sad to happy, minsan from happy to badtrip to happy uli. At least happy ending lagi HAHAHA Also thank you for your smiles, I hope matulungan din kitang maging happy

I wish you happiness, good health and success. You know I am very proud of you, shy type lang ako pag may nang aasar haha, pero natutuwa talaga ako sa mga achievements mo. I know malayo pa mararating mo because mabuti kang tao and masipag ... minsan. Sana sipagin ka din maligo. haha joke Let’s do our best na maging masaya and always put God first in everything. :)  We can overcome lahat ng problem na darating satin as long as we have God as the center of our relationship and we haveeach other. shocks korni !!!  HAHA AYun happy birthday to my boyffriend/bestfriend. Tuloy lang natin ang kabaliwan and lets pray for you and your family sa susunod nating pagkikita. 

aylebyuuu babuuuuy <3

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Day 14

Naaks just one sleep before his Birthday! haha I am not your ate uli, were on the same age na uli. 

usual Saturday bantay ka nanamn sa tindahan. haha hanep lol  natatawa talaga ako nung one time akong pmnta sa bahay nyo tapos naka polo shirt ka na white  muka kang promodiiser. HAHAHAHAHA cute cute mo e noh

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Day 13

Yiees magkikita nanaman us today. haha Friday is jowa day. lol mema This past few days medyo hindi ako okay, ewan ko ba parang nawawalan ako ng interest sa mga bagay bagay (or its just katamaran? just keddeng) . It’s always you who comforted me and do his best to reach out. Ganon naman e, ask me If I am okay , sasabhin kong OO kahit hndi. Pero ngayon I think its easier for me to open up to you. for these reasons:

- You give me assurance that you will always listen to me

- You know when I am not okay

- You always reach out

- Even though I don’t say anything you will patiently wait until mag salita ako

- You’re always there right beside me

- I am one of your priorities

- You make me smile

- You treat me SWEETS!!! un talaga e haha

- You always make me feel loved

San pa ba ko makakakita ng katulad mo. Thank  God for giving me such a sweet jowa like you. :) I love you

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Day 12

hmmmm.. ano bang meron ngayong araw? wala naman , ikaw at ako patuloy na in love sa isat isa.. wew ayie kilig yan o, bilog na utot. 

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Day 11

haha so naghahabol ako ng posts kasi late na e.. sorrry na lagi pagod after work 

today were just a normal day for us. Sabay tayo papasok sa office nun as usual ikaw nanaman nauna sa meeting place natin. And as usual ulit, badtrip ka nanaman (pero this day hndi naman masyado) pero pag nasa bus ayun si kuya mo marupok. nag papalambing lang pala. haha joke. What I like about us is hindi tayo nag papatagal ng away. :) hirap kaya nuh. 

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Day 10

Ganda ka? ganda ko e. wew epal lang haha

Yihey! today is our first evah whole day gala :) so we went sa isang amusement park in Manila, It was actually you who initiated to go there as you have good memories sa place nung childhood mo.  haha I am not really fan of all day walk gala pero sa tooto lang enjoy na enjoy ako. haha oh well THANK YOU for this :) So we took less selfie but more of pictures of the attraction. Gustong gusto ko yung line mong, “Wag kang papatalo sa magandang camera”. you know nahihilig kasi ako these days sa photography and you’re very supportive sa mga interests ko. Well thank you for always believing in me even though ako mismo walang tiwala sa sarili ko.  So andaming ganap this day, meron pang muntik na tayong mag away (di ko na tanda reason) pero we chose na hndi sirain ang buong araw. haha pwede naman pala un e, Away is a choice. lol Tapos tawa na lang tayo nun after kasi muka tayong tanga e haha anyway I really love this day. bsta kasama ka :)

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Day 9

wala uli masaydong ganap nuh. Pero may ganap man or wala our relationship will never be boring. muka mo palang nakakatawa na e HAHHAHAHA so kinabukasan na dapat ung sinet nating lakad pero I asked you if pwede natin imove kasi HALER?! sayang ang double pay. haha Ayun nanaman si babae attitude ko na pabago bago ng isip but there you are kahit badtrip na willing mag adjust. haha kahit na bwisit na bwisit ka na, wala e cute ko lang talaga. joke Pero sympre ang nang yari pinush pa rin natin ung naka set na date, hiya ko na lang di ba. haha first gala ever right ... excited na sya ooooo

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Day 8

sa pagkakatanda ko, well sorry na late post na kasi HAHA, wala naman masyadong ganap today. Di naman tayo nagkita, konti lang din usap kasi parehas busy pero what’s good about us is that we always find time to talk and connect to each other. #goals ba? HAHA char. simula ayun nagkakasomething na tayo, never pa atang nangyaring wala tayong contact sa isat isat for a day kahit na magkaaway us. You know, maybe you always complete my day haha sana ako din sayo :)

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Day 7

haha hala andami kong hahabulin . sorry na medyo naging busy.  Today is Saturday, as usual kanya kanyang buhay sa bahay. You know what, One of the things that I love about you is that you also love your parents. Your just kind to everyone pati sa parents mo. Kabataan these days are often selfish, siguro minsan tayo din, pero I appreciate you being considerate sa parents mo. Imagine busy weekdays sa work, plus iinisin kita, and then weekends tulong ka naman sa bahay. Considering na lalaki ka and you love to play games pero you still find time to help sa house chores every weekends. I know I have nothing to worry about once na ikaw na maging partner ko kasi napaka responsible mong tao. haha sana mamana ko yan sayo. You’re a true LODI! haha swerete ko na lang talaga sayo, I mean blessed. <3

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Day 6

This day we went to a shopping mall and since my sale inaya kitang tumingin ng shoes. Kaso sobrang dami nating dala and we can’t just entrust your bag with laptop sa baggage counter so we decided na ako na lang pumasok and maiwan ka sa labas. So ayun nakapamili ako ng medyo mabilis for the first time haha. you know girls matagal talaga mamili. 

Before that I have these two pair of shoes on my hand and I asked you which one is better. Of course yung pinili mo din ung kinuha ko, somehow I trust naman your taste sa fashion, or dahil honest ka lang talaga.  hahaha

While asking you which shoes should I pick I realized na dependent na ko sayo sa maraming bagay. hehe ang hirap na siguro pag nawala ka. ultimo papaya soap na gagamitin ko ikaw pa tinatanong ko haha I always take you in consideration whenever I have big decisions to make. Ewan ko feeling ko your opinion always matter, kaya wag kang assuming na hindi ako nakikinig sayo haha You are my boyfriend and my bestfriend and ang laki ng naging impact mo sa life ko. Thank you for helping me to become a better person. 

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Day 5

haha really not in the mood to write right now, pero para sa pag ibig PUSH! joke

This day is my birthday .. as usual just an ordinary for me not until I met you. My birthday isn't really not the day I get excited to (mas excited pa ko mag new year kasi madami food haha), pero since nakilala kita I know it wouldn't be just a plain day.

So we eat again in this restaurant  and there you are holding a box of cake. Well Thank you, another reason to gain weight huh. LOL Thanks for spoiling me with sweet treats. Those were just sweet as you. You always put effort to make me smile, I am so blessed to have you. 

Since mas matanda ako ulit sayo for few days I told you to call me “unnie” but you refused. Sabi mo malabo yun kasi alagain ako HAHAHAHA , sabi mo pa para akong little sister mo. (LITTLE hah sa taba kong to) haha tawa na lang ako kasi legit naman. and you look like ermitanyo naman  JOKE haha

Thank you for taking care of me when I’m sick, sad, being clumsy, etc. Thanks sa pag aalala at pag iingat sakin. IIngatan din kita at ang relasyon natin.You’re the best man next to my father. haha 

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Day 4

Tonight you called through phone ... Di ko matandaan usapan natin masyado yung pagkanta mo lang ng "mundo" pinaka natandaan ko . Hahaha hanep ganda talaga ng boses, kakainlab. Hahahhaha how blessed I am to have a man who can make me laugh, smile ... :)

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Day 3

This post is a little bit late, muntik ko pa makalimutan but how can I totally forget this one if I always feel your presence even when we are not together. :) It's always you who completes my day. I was struggling today in choosing my next step on my career. I am afraid of regrets that is why it is really hard for me to make decisions. Thank God I have you. I always have someone to talk to and I know that you are always willing to listen. Today you also told me that God has a plan for me. I was surprised hearing that from you but thank God I know he is doing something on your life, on our relationship. How blessed I am to have you. :)

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Day 2

around 12:30 am pa lang may ganap na agad tayo. Hahaha We had a little fight because you posted something na as if you lose your interest sa lahat ng bagay. And I that night you were already cold to me (naiinis na dn ako ksi hindi ka nagrereply sakin) so when I saw this post i asked you if ano ang problema but you didn't gave me any answer. Honestly, naiiyak na ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit, not sure if dahil sa inis or tampo or baka both... after mahabang usapan, hindi na rin na ko nagreply para matigil na, bigla ka nagsend ng long message. Sabi mo nalulungkot ka bigla. Though nasabi ko na sayo to, paalala ko na lang para di mo makalimutan .. " Yo. Hindi mo kailngan maging malakas lagi para sakin dahil lang sa alam mong mahina ako. Kahit maliit na bagay pa yan, sabhin mo. Di lang naman ako nandito para pasayahin ka. Gusto ko din maging part ng kalungkutan mo. Kahit na maliit na bagay pa yan, kahit feeling mo walang kwenta sabihin mo pa dn. Lahat ng bagay bsta tungkol sayo may value sakin. Makikinig naman ako lagi. Lagi mo kong kino comfort, hayaan mo din akong ako naman ang magcomfort sayo sa panahong ganyan. Goodnight" "Wala naman pake ang facebook sa problema ng tao, ako may pake ako sayo kaya sana sa akin ka magrant or magkwento. Or ewan ko baka yun ung way mo to feel better, then go ka lang. Bsta dto lng aq" Let me na maging part ng struggles mo kaya nga tayo partners e. Kaya ko din maging malakas for you, don't worry.

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Day 1: 15 days to his bday II

here we are again... Ito yung first bday gift ko sayo simula nung makilala kita. Wala random thoughts lang uli about you. 😂 Though ewan ko if may maisusulat ako lagi kasi hindi naman tayo araw araw magkasama .. Going to my first post.. so magkasama tayo kanina lang. Today is Sunday galing tayong church and I was reminded how blessed I am na nakakasama na kita sa church. ❤ #goals 💜🐖🐕. While having lunch you asked me if I am happy sa relationship natin, to tell you the truth .... YES, I AM VERY HAPPY! 😄 haha pasuspense pa e. From first day up to now, lalo akong sumasaya. I love you even more. Iba e, ang lala. Haha sayo ko lang naramadaman lahat ng to. Para akong teenager na nakaranas ng first love. Hahaha. Don't worry about me, masyado akong masaya sayo. Im sorry if i fail minsan na mai-express sayo un. I just want you to know na I appreciate even ung little things na ginagawa mo for me. Especially yung pakikinig sakin all the time. Thank you for putting me on your priority list. You are very important to me. Thank u ❤

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How can I say "I love you" in more intense way ? Iloveyoumorererer . 💜 Lalo lang akong naiinlove sayo. Iba ka talaga

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random  .. 03312018

so everything were just because of my kapraningan .... HAHA 

forgive me for being praning. I know you’re doing everything to gain my trust. I am very sorry. just want to let you know that I appreciate you a lot not just for being my boyfriend but as a person. you’re a good guy. Thanks for loving a praning girl like me. <3