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🞠~☆~🞠 evilendures​

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This can’t be happening. This is  NOT  happening. Any second now, he is going to blink open his eyes, and he is going to be tangled up impossibly in his blankets and pillows. There’s going to be a figure looming just outside the room, with the ever-present reminder to get yourself up now—and your brother, too, while you’re at it.

Any second now, he’s going to be able to catch his breath and this crushing weight in his chest will lift. Their parents will overlook them again, as if there is not a thing there to see (and perhaps it would be better than this frightening alternative).

But no matter how much he furiously blinks, rubs his eyes till they ache, pinches at his skin till it threatens to welt … nothing shocks his body out of this nightmare. And so the teenager remains firmly rooted on the doorstep of their family home, hand hovering just before the doorknob.

If there is any mercy in this universe at all, then Yoichi will be the only one there.

    Yoichi’s been feeling unwell again, it’s the reason why he’s already home and hasn’t been walking home from school with Ichiro; or the two siblings that live three houses down. If his brother isn’t around, then you can bet you’ll find the younger albino sticking like glue to the Ahane siblings, especially Niji.

    Their father is working, as he always is. It seems like the man is rarely home while their mother always is these days. However, she’s also not in---gone off to another neighbor to gossip about the happenings in the world. So the only person to open the door after running downstairs is indeed, Yoichi.

    “Niisama! You’re home you’re home! Welcome home!” A hug follows the greeting, skinny arms wrapping tight around the elder brother and squeezing. He stays like that for a second; then pulls back---smile dropping as he notices the clear distress on Ichiro’s face. That’s odd...Ichiro is never distressed, or upset, or scared.

    Now Yoichi is beginning to panic ( because clearly if Ichiro is upset, the world must be ending ), and drags his older brother in with all his strength. “What’s wrong? What happened, Ichiro?! Are...are they going to put our neighborhood into lockdown too?”

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Gin is very quiet as he listens to the song. It’s definitely comforting, especially in combination with his dad’s voice, the gentle touch and the words. He likes it. Not being alone anymore and having parents who are there for him during these moments is the best. Dealing with it alone was hard and something he never wants to do again. But he has parents now, two very good dads, and he knows they will always do their best to be there. He trusts them more than anyone else in the whole world.

The boy has been aware of how warm both of them are since the moment he met them. He didn’t think he’d get adopted, he’d been an orphan for a couple of years, so hearing that they decided to do it was a pleasant surprise. Now he’s safe and happy and has a good home.

One hand is holding his plushie while the other is still holding Yoichi’s hand as he snuggles closer to the man. Gin finds himself slowly starting to relax a little more and more. It’s helping. The kid even lets out a little yawn. He’s getting sleepy again.

“Pink Dad is really nice… And so are you… Myaaa…”

    Yoichi doesn’t think he has the best voice, it’s a little too...feminine for his liking. Was absolutely teased about it in the past. Of course, if Niji or Hifumi heard bullies saying ANYTHING negative about him, they would rush to his aid. Always his heroes, from childhood to their teenage years and beyond. They’re his TRUE family, along with Gin, of course.

    Having Gin join their family was such a wonderful day. He had been on the fence about having children; for their own safety and the fears that his brother could target them...but seeing this sweet, adorable, thoughtful little boy---it melted something in Yoichi’s heart, and he was able to push that fear aside to open his arms and home.

“Tortoise knight When do you cry? Will I ever see you being weak~?”

“Your honest spirit and ardent life I praise with my heart, I pray that you're safe No need of sacrifice, you don't need to bleed no more but you'll always be gone when the peace is here~”

    As always, Yoichi smiles when Gin compliments him and Niji. Children are so earnest and honest in a way that either refreshing, or a hilarious wake up call. He’s happy for that, to know that Gin is comfortable enough with them to share his true feelings. Absolutely desires their son to be able to tell them anything; open communication is important even at a young age.

    Ah, he’s starting to fall asleep again. Still singing, Yoichi reaches out and turns off the lamp on Gin’s nightstand. The room isn’t completely dark, several nightlights and glow in the dark stars on the ceiling see to that.

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    { I’m moving yes and I’m pretty sure I’ve lost my damn mind since I’m redoing a bunch of headcanon / character analysis posts by hand and not reblogging anything since some info has change lmao pray for my soul y’all. }

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    { If we’re doing lyrics on main, lemme show you what I think is THE quintessential Yoichi song. }

No time for rest No pillow for my head Nowhere to run from this No way to forget Around, the shadows creep Like friends, they cover me Just wanna lay me down and finally Try to get some sleep

We carry on through the storm Tired soldiers in this war Remember what we're fighting for

Meet me on the battlefield Even on the darkest night I will be your sword and shield, your camouflage And you will be mine Echoes and the shots ring out We may be the first to fall Everything can stay the same, or we could change it all Meet me on the battlefield

We're standing face to face With our own human race We commit the sins again, and our sons and daughters pay Our tainted history is playing on repeat But we could change it if we stand up strong and take the lead

When I was younger, I was named A generation unafraid

For the heirs to come, be brave

And meet me on the battlefield Even on the darkest night I will be your sword and shield, your camouflage And you will be mine Echoes and the shots ring out We may be the first to fall Everything can stay the same, or we could change it all Meet me on the battlefield, ooh Oooh-ooh

We carry on through the storm Tired soldiers in this war Remember what we're fighting for

Meet me on the battlefield Even on the darkest night I will be your sword and shield, your camouflage And you will be mine Echoes and the shots ring out We may be the first to fall Everything could stay the same, or we could change it all ( we could change it all ) Meet me on the battlefield

Meet me on the battlefield ( we could change it all )

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LIST FOUR SONGS THAT REMIND YOU OF YOUR MUSE !!! repost, don’t reblog. then tag others!

Tagged by: @machtlos​

Tagging: @simvlacrums ( Niji & En ), @evilendures​ ( Ichiro ), @kindhand​, @symbol-of-terror​

Goodbye --- Ramsey

Where is my home? I don't recognize the faces anymore, no Where is my friend? The one I've known since I was only just a kid

From Me, The Moon --- Lav

To the first boy who lit me a flame Does your heart still remember my name?

Stand in the Rain --- Superchick

So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it's all crashing down You stand through the pain You won't drown And one day, what's lost can be found You stand in the rain

Lemons ( Demo ) --- Brye

I've tried to remain patient with your stupid shenanigans But you've given me no other choice You tried to knock me over by acting like you're above me And pretending that I don't have a voice And I don't wanna encourage your abusive behavior But I just can't let you win I'm legitimately tired of being walked all over By these insecure babies who think that they're men

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♢~☆~♢ simvlacrums​

@0first0holder0​ asked: "Gin, there’s something I really need to talk to you about.“ Yoichi inhales and exhales slowly, sitting with his son. He didn’t want to bring this up, but with his brother out of prison and god knows where, he can’t risk it. "First thing’s first; I have an older brother.”

Gin knows Pink Dad’s side of the family. Already knew his auncle way before meeting his parents and getting adopted. Met his grandparents a couple of weeks ago. And he has also met his uncle who just kind of got accepted into the family by his auncle and then by Pink Dad. But he doesn’t know anything about Fluffy Dad’s side of the family. Hasn’t heard a single thing yet. So the boy has started to assume the man is like him, dead biological parents and no siblings, until now.

He tilts his head a little at the mention of a brother. Oh wow! Is he going to get to meet him? More family! “What is he like? Is he fun, meow?”

But Gin then picks up on his parent’s mood and frowns a little. “… Or is he gone, woof?”

    He wishes he could tell Gin good things about his family; but his father was an abusive rageaholic and his mother severely depressed alcoholic. Osamu and Junko are long dead, his son doesn’t need to learn about them. But his brother...gods, he wishes he could say the same; wishes he could regulate the older man as a boogeyman and not give him a second thought.

    Yoichi can’t, and he can’t continue to allow his son to go about without knowing about the man. Not the details, god no, but enough to not be tricked and possibly go with him. The thought is enough to make him sick.

    “...He’s not fun, and he’s not gone. Gin, he’s...” How to inform the child without scaring him witless?! “He’s a very dangerous man. My brother is mean and hurts people just because he can, he’s hurt me badly in the past. I don’t want to scare you, I just...I just want you to be safe...”

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♢~☆~♢ simvlacrums​

Gin doesn’t remember much of his biological parents. All he has of them are a couple of small things he was allowed to keep before being taken to the orphanage. But, every once in a while, he gets a nightmare that he doesn’t quite understand and forgets completely once he has reached his fathers’ bedroom with his plushie held close to his chest. 

Of course the shock is still there and it’s hard to calm down. He hasn’t properly talked about it yet. It’s difficult to do when he forgets about what actually happened in it so quickly.

All he knows is that he’s scared to be alone again.

Now he’s being tucked in for the second time this night, Gin reaching out to quietly hold the hand that just brushed his bangs back. The boy then blinks at the question. He takes a second to think before nodding. 

“Y … Yes, please…”

    Yoichi allows his hand to be held, anything to help comfort Gin a little more. He wants their son to be able to fall back asleep after a nightmare; not end up like him and Niji, haunting the apartment until dawn breaks. Gin doesn’t need to pick up any of their bad habits and be falling asleep in class.

    “All right, a song about Pink Dad.” The albino thinks, grasping at old melodies in his mind of shows and movies that are now considered past vintage and into ancient territory. Sometimes it feels like just yesterday that some piece of media was released...ah, but this isn’t a time for a crisis of his age; Gin needs him.

    He finally settles on a song he knows fits his husband wonderfully and hums the opening bars.

“Tortoise knight Why do you fight with eyes in a beeline to save my world~?”

“Disguise your sorrow and smile when soul hurts You never look back when you walk away So here I am again, wishing to hold your hand again I wanna sing a song for you someday~”

    His thumb rubs circles on the back of Gin’s hand as he sings, the free one resting on his leg and tapping in time to the beat in his head.

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HERO VS VILLAIN

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♢~☆~♢ machtlos​

@0first0holder0​ asked: bandage patch them up when they get hurt. // nonverbal starters 

toshinori works quietly, and begs for his eyes occasionally meeting the other’s to get the point across. that of disapproval and ultimately worry, too, clear in a slight squint and furrowed brows; a crinkle on the bridge of his nose, too, though that’s caused by the metallic scent of blood. 

compresses piled on the floor, messily discarded after being used to dab the blood; clean as good he could the gash on yoichi’s shoulder. 

                             „you don’t have to prove anything anymore.“ 

it’s final, accompanied for sure by a sharp sting, the burn of gauze drenched in alcohol pressed onto the wound he sustained.

    The albino is almost worryingly silent with his shoulder opened up like this. Most people would be in severe pain, if not outright agony and understandably screaming at the top of their lungs. But the progenitor endures the dabbing and the alcohol with lips pressed firm and a sharp inhale through his nose.

    Truly, he’s more freaked out by the medical supplies than he is the wound.

    “I just wanted to help.” Comes the quiet, almost sullen mutter. Imagining how Niji is going to react and oh, his husband is going to go absolutely nuclear. “It’s not right that people are still angry at you.” So yes, he’d gotten between Toshinori and swung crowbar; at least he has a medical quirk to help the bleeding stop quicker while the blond has nothing.

    Still, the disapprovement sinks into his skin like a heavy fog, makes Yoichi squirm and fidget. “I’m sorry, for making things worse, Toshinori...”

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♢~☆~♢ For @karaktcrs​ | Gin --- Main Verse

    Nightmares are an unfortunate reality in the Ahane household. The two adults have faced several lifetimes of horrors, and Gin seems to be prone to them as well. Perhaps because he was an orphan at one point? His autism? Something else? There doesn’t seem to be a specific thing that they can put their fingers on, can only try to comfort him the best they can.

    He’s sitting with Gin, having taken their son back to his own room after assuring Niji that he had this under control and making his husband promise to try and get some more sleep. Yoichi tucks the child in a little more and smiles gently, one hand brushing his bangs back.

    How to soothe Gin back to sleep? Maybe a story...but he seems a little nervous at the thought of Yoichi moving to get a book. His brain is a little too sleepy to come up with one, so what about...

    “Would you like to hear a song about Pink Dad?”