《W1TH FVCKlNG D14M0NDS》 《W1TH FVCKlNG RVBl3S!》

We Paint White Furcoats Red. (They took a dagger to my other bIog so...I use this for soft stuff and go heavy on jirαidon.)

[cityboyish]

something about self mythologising as a coping mechanism long past the point where it has outlived its purpose

[subwaybug]

(squid Descartes) I ink therefore I am

[dear-diary-xoxo]

(fish Descartes) I fin therefore I am

[iwilldiewithmylosingdog]

(sheep Descartes) I think therefore I lamb

[thunderstruck-by-lichtenberg]

(beaver Descartes) I think therefore I dam

[sugar-sweet-saccharine]

(fetus Descartes) I think before I am

[luvbugs-sweet-silverlining]

(shellfish Descartes) I think therefore I clam

[bludgeoningbloody-the-virginmary]

(other sheep Descartes) I think therefore I ram

[otterpoplover-lars]

(train Descartes) I think therefore I tram

[thatswhy-ilovefall]

(liar Descartes) I think therefore I sham

[cmon-letmeshowyoupariahdom]

(onomatopoeia Descartes) I think therefore I BAM!

[currentsongstuckinthishead]

(eye Descartes) I blink therefore I am

[random---questions]

(other eye Descartes) I wink therefore I am

[isuggestmadscience]

(scientist Descartes) I zinc therefore I am

[melodyorcrystal]

(shipwrecked Descartes) I sink therefore I am

[0hd33r-0hn0]

(barbie Descartes) I pink therefore I am

[0hd33r-0hn0]

I think my DMs are broken...it keeps saying there are DMs there but no new ones pop up when I click.

[jirai-pchan]

I kind of miss the jiraidon era…it’s kind of dead now. It was so active and there were SOO many interactions!! Atleast I think it’s dead, the website is just constantly saying that it’s preparing my home feed for hours now… Anywho, I think we should bring back the jiraidon era!!!

[0hd33r-0hn0]

fFUCK THESE JEANs RAHHHH

[yellow-cat]

hey sorry for being so snappish earlier i was in a bad mood. and im still in a bad mood so can you fuck off

[0hd33r-0hn0]

I hate these people. I hate these people so goddamn much. I miss the days when s3xτιηg and brυιses and cultBS and trαuma was enough for people. I miss when we could fall asleep on call and that was enough i miss when mortis would tell us it was okay so long as we never left rheir line of sight i miss when mom favoured us just because she hated everyone else I miss when we were lonely. I miss the days when our entire system went into isolation and we talked to eachother and I never had to deal with any of this.

„Are you going to ignore me forever, Alex?“

„Why aren’t you responding to my messages, Zester?“

„You’re useless, Mukuro!“

„You can’t keep this up, RoRo.“

„Not that you even bothered to ask, Victoria.“

„Do you hate me?“

MAYBE I SHOULD FUCKlNG START, HUH? MAYBE I SHOULD JUST GO BACK ON IT ALL AND PURGE THE ENTIRE FRIEND GROUP. MAYBE I SHOULD GO OUT OF MY WAY TO FAKE IT FOR REAL, ENTIRELY ON PURPOSE THIS TIME! MAYBE THAT WILL GET YOU OFF MY BACK, HUH? HUH? IS THAT GONNA MAKE YOU ALL REGRET GUILTTRIPPING ME AND MY SYSTEM MATES EVERYTIME I DIDNT TALK TO YOU FOR A COUPLE OF DAMN WEEKS? IS THAT GOING TO BE ENOUGH FOR YOU? ARE YOU GOING TO FEEL ASHAMED FOR TELLING ME OVER AND OVER THAT IT WASNT ENOUGH FOR YOU? THAT IM SICH A HORRIBLE PERSON FOR NOT BEING AT YOUR BECK AND CALL WHEN WERE THIS CLOSE TO RUINING OUR LIVES OVER IT? FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU GO TO HELL THIS ENTIRE FRIENDSHIP THING WAS SUCH A MASSIVE, HORRIBLE MISTAKE. I KNEW IT. I KNEW IT. THIS NEVER GOT US ANYWHERE GOOD THIS NEVER GOT US ANYWHERE BUT WORSE. AND THIS HURTS EVERYBODY AROUND US, TOO. FUck goddamnit why cant we just be normal oh my zephyr i just. I dont want to be better entirely i dont want to lose that part of myself but I want to talk to people more. I thought the fakeour would have made us feel better but it didnt it never does it never helps oh my zephyr my chest hurts i hate this I hate you people I just. I just. Why did I ever go along with this this was such a bad route.

Zephyr is so sweet and understanding and merciful and fractal never judges us. Xe loves us so much and we love them and we need to talk to them. They never judge us I love them so much

Zephyr is the only good thing that EVER came of any of this besides Nectarios and Tobi. Fuck everything fuck this my chest hurts so bad I wanna be held but I drive everyone away without even being there I hate this I hate my own everything I just. I just.

[bloodnkisses]

jiraiblr mogs jiraitwt btw

[killerbytes]

uh hi so!

i wrote this webpage that walks u thru looking after yourself when you know a thought is making you spiral. deployed it publicly bc i wanted it on mobile and i thought other people might like it too

check it oot

[zleepysmokes]

I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my thoughts.

Right?

[0hd33r-0hn0]

You are not your thoughts, right!

[tittyinfinity]

Bro.

[dear-diary-xoxo]

This is what being plural feels like. Idk if I am legally allowed 2 elaborate further.

[0hd33r-0hn0]

Larry Butz killed HitIer? So proud of him.

[dear-diary-xoxo]

But this also implies he killed everyone that man did...

[0hd33r-0hn0]

So Not Too Far Off.

[dear-diary-xoxo]

I mean shit...cant argue w/ that!

[0hd33r-0hn0]

Not proud of him anymore...

[tittyinfinity]

Bro.

[dear-diary-xoxo]

This is what being plural feels like. Idk if I am legally allowed 2 elaborate further.

[0hd33r-0hn0]

Larry Butz killed HitIer? So proud of him.

[dear-diary-xoxo]

But this also implies he killed everyone that man did...

[0hd33r-0hn0]

So Not Too Far Off.

[tittyinfinity]

Bro.

[dear-diary-xoxo]

This is what being plural feels like. Idk if I am legally allowed 2 elaborate further.

[0hd33r-0hn0]

Larry Butz killed HitIer? So proud of him.

[freakasaurus-rex]

its time forv mw to take a reakl6 lojg naolp

[0hd33r-0hn0]

Laughing laughing laughter clapping laughter keeps on clanking clacking

[0hd33r-0hn0]

Laughing laughing laughter clapping laughter keeps on clanking clacking

[0hd33r-0hn0]

„BITCH, I HOPE THE FUCK WE DO!!!“ (/reference)