{ WANNABE PARIAH }

cigarette ahegao by Penelope Scott — any pronouns, any terms — genderqueer — diagnosis hoarder (my counselor is hype) — minor — side blog; can't follow or like posts but will spam reblog — my name is Xenia or ξενία

[divineasteria]

I don't need therapy, I need to kidnap my love and keep them in my basement so nobody can lay a single finger on them, they're safer with me

[cmon-letmeshowyoupariahdom]

srry im not xenia im one of the others in the system but im just ranting because im mad that somebody else is trying to spam our fav blogger...nooo thats OUR idol to spam. asshole.

[tranen-eines-engels]

Is there a yan type for someone who is like... really obsessive and all but is always tired and sleepy so they can never be bothered to show that obsessive behaviour but like hey its there!!!

[need-him-pregnant-poll]

NEED👏THAT👏MAN👏PREGNANT *SEASON TWO* ROUND 4 POLL 1

TUMBLR! Who's getting pregnant?

Victor Frankenstein (Frankenstein; or, The Modern Prometheus)

Stanley 'Stan' Pines (Gravity Falls)

Voting ended onJun 3

PROPAGANDA:

[Victor]

"If he wanted to create life so bad then he should've bit the bullet and done it the way God intended. Also getting laid might've fixed some of the shit that was wrong with him.

If Mary Shelley was aware of mpreg, I think she'd agree with me.

Make the pregnancy symbolism literal."

"He's already created one son, now he can birth one from his own body and be just as shitty a parent to it."

"I mean, he's basically canonically a dead beat dad to the Creature already. It makes sense that he'd carry them in some versions of the story. Plus he'd have more good reasons to take care of himself this way."

"Victor's already a dad and he's horrible at it. Make him try again. Get him pregnant so he actually earns the postpartum he has. He would totally hate it and see it as an affront to God, but he's already familiar with affronts to God. Also I want to be the one to knock him up, but that's besides the point."

[Stan]

"It would be funny if the twin of the winner won."

"He would be an amazing dad, even though at first he is gruff and a bit reckless, you can see as the series goes on, how deeply he loves and cares for the people closest to him, he would do anything for his family, and he would be the most dedicated dad out there."

"Gotta get both twins knocked up."

"why should Ford have all the fun? also Stan would be a WAY better dad than Ford."

"HED BE SUCH A SINGLE DAD I NEED HIM PREGNANT AND STRUGGLING WITH A BABY AND RAISING HER THE BEST HE CAN AND SOMETIMES FAILING BUT OVER ALL MAKING IT WORK I CAN PICTURE HIM USING HIS PREGNANT BELLY AS AN ICECREAM TABLE WHILE HE WATCHES DUCKTECTIVE AND PERIOD DRAMAS."

"He's the sexier more breedable brother to me but also I just think it'd be funny if he won the second time around since Ford won the first one :)"

Grunkle Stan propaganda from last season

[resolutelyfantasticparallax-dea]

Soft yanderes make me frustrated..

Dont you just wanna lose it? Dont you wanna make your lover need you but like in the worst way?

You'd rather ask politely if they'd stay rather than getting on your hands and knees practically worshipping them like a pathetic follower. No spam calls? No intense messages?

You'd let them keep friends? Family? You'd rather sit and wallow in jealousy?

What about your longterm plan? Your future is kids and? A normal life?

So you don't wanna live isolating your lover somewhere, devoted to eachother so completely that the whole world is background noise?

[cieledheart]

[secretdere]

It's so hard to define whether or not I'm an extreme yan or a soft yan cause I do go through extreme lengths to keep the people I'm obbessed with but also I sometimes feel bad about hurting the people I'm obsessed with whether it is emotional or physical but I can be emotionally manipulative, someone help!!!

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[secretdere]

Dose anyone have any advise for actually being manipulative? I am not very good at social stuff so some tips on how to be able to manipulate people might be useful.

-🕷🖥

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Mod Advice: A lot of it comes from charisma and understanding other people’s boundaries. You can’t tell a confident person, “if you don’t talk to me I’m going to kill myself”, you have to be like “It’s a shame our conversations go nowhere, I thought you were better than this” - of course, even that doesn’t work on someone who’s demand avoidant. In general, it’s all about careful, personalized phrasing. As a rule of thumb, it’s better to be genuine in your intent and manipulative with your action. People can tell when you’re a fraud. You want to bargain and guide, not change people.

[bloodsoaked-bride]

Punishment does NOT work on me I’ll either get turned on or kill myself depending on what it is.

[selfproclaimed-misanthrope-deac]

But i won’t stop until that boy is mine<3

[hpdhime]

oUGHH fuck my stupιd chud lιfe ιm so borsd AND LONELY ,, 🤔🤔😭 ι wιsh someone would stalkme Onlιne ,,😭😭😭😭

[lovemio4ever-deactivated2026060]

how do we like the retheme ...? ＼(´Ｏ｀) ／ 

[lillipuppy]

I need my breathes synced with yours, my heartbeats slowed to match, fingers intertwined, and blinks timed so I'll never miss a moment when your eyes are open

I need all of me dedicated to all of you ♡

[cmon-letmeshowyoupariahdom]

My FP isn’t able to be my safe person anymore. I’m not letting him. I cannot let him do this anymore. I cannot stop thinking about him and about how much everything has been ruined. The best part of our life...oh, I feel horrible. How am I supposed to vent now? I feel like everyone will hate me for it or drag themselves down with me. I felt accepted and cared for. I felt normal without having to push for recovery. I hate this so much.

[ Plain Text: My FP isn’t able to be my safe person anymore. I’m not letting him. I cannot let him do this anymore. I cannot stop thinking about him and about how much everything has been ruined. The best part of our life...oh, I feel horrible. How am I supposed to vent now? I feel like everyone will hate me for it or drag themselves down with me. I felt accepted and cared for. I felt normal without having to push for recovery. I hate this so much. ]

[iangls-deactivated20260704]

goodmorning guysss!!! I hope ur all well!!! I slept good and decided not to go to school today cause I'm a little anxious... I might go in late though!

[divineasteria]

Ive had a friend come out to me about being plural, they're both traumagenic and endogenic. You might know them, might not, they have a yan blog. They know im making this post. (Its been pre approved) most of their headmates are traumagenic, however they've had headmates from from stress (stressgenic) and other reasons (not going to get specific abt that, thats not for me to speak on) they identify as a trauma-endo and some of their headmates identify as endogenic by proxy merely due to the hate from anti endos. Personally I don't care about origins, tell me, don't tell me, i really couldnt care less, you're still a person to me and that's always going to come first for me regardless of anything. I'm going to support them as an individual so respectfully if any of my followers don't like that, go ahead and block me. I don't want to get into syscourse as thats not my place and I'm not going to argue about it.

Im here to love everyone for whom they are, not to hate and harrass or fakeclaim that for which I cant prove or argue.

Thats all from me 🩷

Much love!

[secretdere]

another yanblr confession blog

start confessing.