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1 of 2 simplified. Six months since the descent into uncharted but familiar territories as in two weeks it will be Mindy, two years and a half there. No more unhappy complaints I burnt the garlic bread to a charcoal cinder block or the cookies that somehow magically refused to cook. No more chocolate cupcakes food poisoning incidents weekly with a, âWhat the hell, Avi,â as youâd help me clean up my own vomit.
Iâve learned the words, âI love you,â after years of you telling me it daily, never understanding it until three months ago. Itâs bittersweet knowing I never told you it with truly feeling it ever until after.
Surely youâre happy and nonexistent anymore. Just blackness after one last laugh at death with the stars in the sky. All in the one place where darkness was pure and unbroken in a city of broken lights polluting the skies.
Iâm going to begin focusing. Stop getting distracted. Keep studying, keep aiming for computer forensics, keep dreaming. Nugget is by my side right now dozing in and out of sleep.
You didnât make it out. I wish you had, Skylar Marcus Lee. The world is truly beautiful and the stars are out tonight.
I love you dearly, good night.
âItâs the field of dreams
Runninâ in the blood streams
And I only dream of youâ
Roll for Initiative
JD-
Nobody here is interested in starting a D&D campaign. Apparently slaying Goblins loses its appeal when you know theyâre real and are currently in possession of all your money.
153 days.
Hey Skylar I got us some cheesecake. Iâll end up eating your slice alone, though, again.
Open Sesame
Now, apparently itâs pretty well established that muggle tech and magic donât seem to work too well together. This very quickly drew disappointment from the Headmaster, who admitted with an air of defeat that he had neglected to write down or even attempted to remember his login password because he assumed he could use Alohomora to unlock his laptop. It took some pressuring from me for him to not set the password as Alohomora, simply because half the school is already using it as theirs.
My golly this is so darling.
Friendly reminder to have secure and unique passwords!
âThe earth breaks, it falls and set your beatâ
I came to IAH with taquitos in mind. Ended up falling in love with enchiladas all over again.
The life of travelling for business. Look out for those food carts.
I could really go for waffles right now.
âRight to my bones, yes my sinew shook, I feel this ground is breaking, nothing is there underfootâ
Before messaging me about Skylar,
I am breathing. I am living. I have been alive for 20 years. I wake up every day, listen to music. Eating cookies nonstop all day, drinking San Pellegrino, cheesecake in the fridge.
Many people have pictures with Skylar posting them to social media. I have my own photographs with Skylar prior to Skylar and I becoming ourselves. I love those photographs. Theyâre mine and his, both of us mutually. If I do not consent to those photos being posted in full then Skylar certainly wouldnât have either.
I have aspirations and goals in my life.
Skylar was a large part of my life from when I was 3 years of age until I moved away at 18 years. I watched Skylar grow: first words, teaching xir how to use a computer and internet. We hid in the closets (physically and expression wise) together. We both came out of them on our own respective terms.
Hold onto that message before sending it to me.
You had Skylar for yourselves entirely that one and half year I was not there. Growing up I had Skylar at home, when we went out for waffles on Sundays, playing at the parks. At many points all I had was xir and him only.
Blue is my favourite colour.
You do not know me. Do not treat me any less than you would to another person because I am living. I am not invisible in the world, I am physically present.
I am trans. I am nonbinary. I am queer.
I will not say âtooâ after all of those because my identity and life is valid. Do not tag on âtooâ to your words when relating Skylar and I. We are two individuals who came out on our own terms. Is it unusual that two siblings would both be trans and queer? Probably. Yet we both always were. No âtooâ for that.
If trans lives are beautiful when theyâre alive start treating them like they are than wait until they die to lament about the state of the world. Some of the worst responses from all of this has come from the trans and queer community. Prodding for answers regarding Skylarâs death, the gossip and assumptions, theyâre disgusting.
Skylar had all the friends, support, help and resources in the world.
He couldnât see them because thatâs what depression does to you.
It clouds your ability to think and judge a situation rationally.
Trans Lifeline: http://www.translifeline.org/ US: (877) 565-8860
We are siblings. That does not mean I am inherently at will to repeat the same actions as my brother. To even remotely say so in any form disregards my humanity, my life experiences, my struggles and happiness, and says that I am not valid as a person.
If you want to use me as a resource to get what you want then leave it at that, do not masquerade your actions with false words of âcareâ and âconcernsâ. I will respond to all of them because thatâs how I am. If youâd like to genuinely talk then state that.
That said I will get a cup of hot apple cider with any who need it or want it.
Cheers and self care to you all, happy winter.
Tl;dr
Tumblr is a really weird place, I get weird messages from people here, the LGBTQ community here is rather appalling for a place that touts inclusive and healthy behaviour. I am real, I am valid, I am human. Take time for self care. Apple cider is delicious and I like to share.
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Whoa.
Winter
Iâm rather glad I didnât go travelling this week. 63.5cm and a little over 48cm of snow reported from the area I was going to be in, oof.
âI wanna hide Inside of A Faraday cage To stop the transmissions The calls And the radio waves I wanna hide, I wanna hide, I wanna hideâ
Take-Out Sushi
People: No.
Avi: It's delicious. You haven't lived life until you've had take-out sushi.
People: What.
Avi: Joking, I won't tell you how to live your life. Eat whatever you desire which will make you happier. Since food is really delicious and I'm hungry. Except I'm still sick.
Really though try some take-out sushi it's so delicious.