"Where's Your F*cking Head At?"

Formerly @0minous0utcast. 26 // female // NOT a c*ndoner True Crime researcher on the down-low. This blog will contain INFORMATIONAL tc posts along with occasional vent, random, or other various interests. The only set theme here is dark, sad, or morbid.

[0minous0utcastt]

i always regret interacting with people

a couple messages in and they already manage to break me

i’m sick of being alone but if people always hurt then alone is safer…

[mournfulroses]

Albert Camus, from a letter to María Casares featured in Correspondance, 1944-1959

[0minous0utcastt]

i am so alone in this world.

[0minous0utcastt]

i found my best friend, my grandmother, dead.

i’ve never felt so much immense guilt and regret.

i’ve been trying to adjust to life without her, but it isn’t the same at all.

i’m exhausted, i’m tired, i’m ready to go.

this grief is immeasurable… i’ve never felt this low.

i pretend to be fine for everyone but i’m not.

please, let me go. let me quit. i’m tired.

i don’t want to be here at all.

let. me. go.

[0minous0utcastt]

people don’t realize just how DONE i am,

i gave up on so much.

i’m tired.

there’s nothing on this earth for me.

i only have barrowed time left.

i’m done.

[0minous0utcastt]

People think i’m so fucking stupid and treat me like an idiot…

It’s not gonna be so funny when I finally snap at them for it one day.

[44angelic]

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[0minous0utcastt]

i’ve relapsed a thousand times without anyone noticing

i’m tired and more suicidal than ever

nobody knows because i’ve been happier around them

i need literally any kind of sign to stay because my mind has convinced me nothing is worth it anymore

[0minous0utcastt]

i’ll be ending it all soon.

finally no more pain.

no more suffering.

no more misery.

[0minous0utcastt]

i’m the most suicidal i’ve ever been. i’m seriously considering ending it tonight, i really might…

[selfhealingmoments]

[ojibwa]

[lilsleepyone]

they should invent a brain that doesn’t whisper bad things to you

[drops-of-universe]

There are days that i have to listen to music every second i'm awake and conscious or ill kill myself

[fairycosmos]

i don't understand how i am supposed to live with this profound sadness. to be honest

[dustbinflower]

[0minous0utcastt]

i bother people just by being alive