A/n I'm sorry for not post anything for week,I got a cold. I know I said I will rewrite the cuddling in bed fic, but I'm not ,not right now.
You are heading to the hospital for surgery, your stomach was hurting mostly because you can't eat anything before.
The ride felt forever but you still were a bit worried, it's always a risk for any surgeries, you notice how Bucky was sweating.
You: it's going to be okay.. it's just sugary.
Bucky: .. I know it's just .. when I saved you and you.. lost so much blood I thought you would make it and the motorcycle accident I..
You: I will make it out alive.. I promise.
You promise that, you hopefully hope you make it.
The rain drops running down from the window, this day and next month will be a long time.
You felt his hand on yours, it made you feel calmer than ten seconds ago.
The hospital, everything felt so long to wait, you felt very nervous and dizzy.
The big lights made your head hurt, the sound of everyone around. Bucky sat across the room looking out the window.
The nurses come over and make you ready for the surgery, Bucky was very worried about this, he had a feeling something was wrong.
It's been mostly a few minutes after you left the room, Bucky looked around to see if Steve or the others would show up for support but.. he saw a few doctors running down to the operation room where you were.
Now his heart rate was up.
Steve: BUCKY!
Bucky turned around and saw Steve running down to him, Steve looked between him and you inside of the room.
Bucky: .. He's.. the doctors..
His words just stumble over each other, he thinks he's going to lose you.
Steve: Bucky.. he's going to be okay.. the surgeons will make sure he survives.. he's been so near death so many times.. and still walking around on this planet.
It felt like forever, it's been eight hours.. The surgery is supposed to only be 1.5 to 4 hours.
Bucky: he's been in there for a long time now.
Steve: Buck.. let them.. they know what they are doing, I promise he's coming.
Bucky just sighs and looks over to the clock.
about to leave but then you come back from the operation room and still under anesthesia.
Everything felt so unreal, but you made it out alive like you promised.
You: Bucky..??
He didn't answer but he hugged you very tight he was afraid to lose you.
Steve: How do you feel?
You: Drugged..
Steve just laughs a little and Bucky ruffles your hair.
Bucky: .. you made it.
You: Told you.. I would.. Have you been crying.?
Bucky: No.
You knew that was a lie but he was happy you are still here after all and are happy for you to be the man you are.
Summary: After a long day, you just wanna cuddle with your future husband.
Bucky Barnes x male!reader
Word count: 1k ,ish
A/n I was really tired when I made this but I hope it's okay even tho with some grammar mistakes and it's very shitty writing, will probably rewrite someday when I have time, right now much with my work and stuff.
You come home from a long mission, you are all dirty,mud over your clothes, your hair it's wet.
You look around if anyone is home but no, where is Bucky? Maybe he was on a mission or at the grocery store.
You decide to take a warm bath while waiting for him to come home.
You didn't even realize that he had come home so when you were about to leave the tub he opened the door and you two stared at each other for a few seconds before closing the door. You immediately took the towel over you and sat on the floor your face was red, his are probably too but still he saw you full naked.
Bucky: You okay? I really didn't mean to ..
You: it's fine I'm… just.
You really couldn't form any sentences right now.
The sound of rain outside was just perfect for this evening, a feeling of existing somewhere you couldn't really tell.
You made your way into your room and changed clothes, that picture in your head still was there.
That was the only thing your mind was on, you went over to the kitchen where Bucky made some warm soups for you and him.
You sat next to him and took a sip of the beer and knew this would get messy, after a sip again you are already having fun in bed with him.
The feeling of his fingers on you,skin touch, sweating running down your face.
You buried your face into his neck while he was kissing you over your body.
After a while, the room was very hot.
You went over to the window and opened it to let the rainy wind in,
Bucky was still holding you around.
Bucky: You know that you are very good in bed.
You: oh shut up.
Bucky just chuckled and ruffled your hair.
Bucky: Let me take care of you the rest of this night.
You knew you didn't have a choice to say no.
You: Bubble bath.
Bucky: A bubble bath? Alrighty then.
He went to the bathroom and started to get it ready while you were still in bed and just realized what happened.
Walk over to the bathroom and be in the tub again but you need it now.
Summary: You got into a motorcycle accident when you didn't pay attention around you.
Word count: 1K
Bucky Barnes x male!reader
You had just finished a mission and were driving home but this time something different happened. You didn't pay attention around you as you do all the time.
It happened so fast and quick all at the same time.
The sound of a crash, yelling from everyone around, sirens. You try to hold your eyes open as much as you can.
Everything is blurry, blood dropping from your leg, hands, making a blood puddle around you.
It felt like forever, until the ambulance came, you felt how they picked you up, your vision started to be better, you saw your motorcycle crash, police cars,news reporters.
Something made your stomach drop, you knew that Bucky was watching the news and he was now heading to the emergency room.
You could hear how the paramedics tried to get a connection with you but your mind was spinning like hell and couldn't figure out what was real or not right now.
When you got to the ER you saw Bucky was waiting for you.
You are still shocked and scared but you felt a bit calm when he was here with you at this moment.
Bucky: Idiot! Pay attention in traffic.
That was the first thing you heard from him, you just nodded and giggled a little.
You: I'm sorry.. for crashing one of your bikes.
Bucky: Don't worry about that, I'm just happy that you are alive, that is what I care about most then over a stupid bike.
You: I'm sorry for scaring you.. everything was just..
Bucky didn't answer but he hugged you which never happened,he really didn't want to let go.
Bucky: I shouldn't let you go alone.
You: Hey it is not your fault.. it my dumb ass who didn't pay attention like I should.
He dry your tears from your cheeks and dry the blood on your helmet.
You: Let me guess I'm not alone on the bike without you.
He didn't answer but just chuckled and ruffled your hair.
It took awhile for you to drive on a motorcycle again but after that Bucky surprised you with a new brand bike
Summary: Being sick isn't the best thing to have but spending time with Bucky Barnes is the best thing to have.
Word count: 2K
Bucky Barnesx x male!reader
You woke up in a cold sweat, freezing.
You glanced over to the night table and saw that the alarm clock was only 7:00 am.
The sound of the rain drops hitting the windows, you look at the door which was halfway open, the smell of morning coffee and tea.
You went up and walked over to the kitchen half asleep.
Bucky: Well you don't look great.
You felt how his cold hand touched your forehead.
Bucky : Warm, I guess I have to take care of a sick husband today.
You just nodded and buried your face into your arms.
You look at your calendar and remember that you had a doctor appointment today.. blood test, the problem now you are sick but you didn't want to wait or have another doctor, Dr. Smirnov was the only doctor you trust.
Bucky noticed that you had trouble making a decision.
Bucky: Hey, do you want me to call Dr.Smirnov? That you can't do it today.
You: I.. don't wanna wait longer and..
Bucky: Honey, you are sick.
Before you could answer he cut you off.
Bucky: Alright.. I'm taking you to the appointment then we are going to the grocery store, after that we are staying all day home.
You didn't even answer, you know that was no idea to start arguing about this.
Bucky was already heading out to the car while you were changing your clothes quickly and trying to get the papers.
The ride felt like forever, but it was very quiet for a Tuesday morning.
You sit in the waiting room and flashbacks start to come back,panic, you try to control your powers but it feels like they are trying to escape from you.
You felt Bucky's hand on your shoulder and everything immediately released from you.
Bucky: Take it easy alright.
You just nodded and took a deep breath before it was your turn.
You: can you come in with me?
Bucky: Sure if that you want.
You sat in the car while Bucky went into the grocery store, your arm felt a bit sore but you had to do it. It's still raining and it will probably rain all day long. You really like the rain,it felt nice somehow, the smell and the sound.
After what felt like years Bucky was back to the car and you just hoped he brought your favorite drink and ingredients to lunch.
You: You got the right things?
Bucky gave you a nod.
You look at the road the rain drops running down from the window, even you are sick it's day felt something that you never had experience before, begin take care of.
The ride home was quiet and longer
Maybe he took a longer route than usual.
Bucky: Hey don't fall asleep yet.. you can sleep when we are home.
You: sorry..
Bucky just sigh and chuckle that you apologize literally for everything.
After a long trip from the health center to home, you felt safe and relaxed.
You decide to take a warm bath while Bucky was making lunch for you two, the feeling of water touching your skin, sounds outside of thunder.
Bucky comes in with extra clothes for you.
Bucky: The lunch it's soon done so better to get up before it gets cold.
You could smell your favorite soup Rosół.
After a while you went up and changed into the clothes, and you noticed that he had offered his Red Henley shirt for you to wear. It was a bit bigger on you but it was warm and cozy that's what all matters right now.
You walk over to the kitchen table and sit down, the smell of Rosół and your favorite drink Tymbark with cherry apple flavour.
This day has been long but you are happy to spend it with Bucky.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 3/3
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Reader, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers, Steve Rogers/Reader
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Winter Soldier Characters (Marvel), Reader
Additional Tags: References to Drugs, Needles, Blood and Violence, Violence, Work In Progress, Injury, POV Male Character, Moodboards, Y/N Used for Reader-Insert
Summary:
Due to your actions in a mission something different happened, you couldn't control your actions, now people s ee you as a war criminal rather than a hero. The government was after you and you had to flee somewhere.
Back home at the avengers tower they were looking for you all day, night but no you yet.
Tony: God damnit where is he?!
Tony was panicking about what went wrong he thought.
Clint: Tony. We found his phone off and it looks like he decided to take a vacation.
Tony: WHERE!?
Steve: We don't know yet.
Tony: He can literally be around the world or been taken away.
Clint: Let the kid have his little vacation and it is very quiet here, sounds nice, no jokes, no yelling, hyper.
Steve: Barton! You realise that the kid is literally on a runway.
Clint: Yeah, a wanted criminal.
Natasha: I think I know exactly have he could be hiding Moldova.
Tony: Moldova, you think he's there?
Natasha just nodded, she remembered the first time she met you there at a bar late summer night, she heard you were on a secret mission and rented an apartment.
You sat on the wooden coach on the balcony and took a sip of your beer.
But you knew you couldn't stay long, the cops were after you.
You heard someone knock on the door, you didn't answer it and immediately ran off jumping from the balcony, to the roof you felt how helicopters were after you.
You ran down to the train station but the last train just left the station so you decided to go into the forest and try to find the train tracks.
You wait almost for two hours until a train drives by. It slowly stops by you and jumps on and hides. didn't know where you went off to but it doesn't matter.
Tony felt everything was his fault if he hadn't let you out that day maybe everything had been normal.
Tony: I shouldn't let him go out that day .. It's all my fault.
Steve: No, we didn't know something like that would happen.
Tony couldn't stop blaming himself. He hopes that you are still alive and fine.
Your phone starts to ring, you pick it up and that number you felt you seen before.
You: Hello?
You just heard someone say stay right there we are coming, the call just cut. But the voice you remember was Bucky Barnes. You felt relaxed and happy but still a bit scared.
Steve: I have news about him.
Tony immediately looks at Steve with worries in his eyes.
Steve: Bucky has found him in Russia.
Clint: Why the hell is he there?
Steve: No idea but we have him.
Natasha: let's go then! We don't have all day long.
You sat waiting, maybe he didn't come until you saw him on the motorcycle with cops behind him.
You immediately jump on and hope they would lose the tracks.
You felt how you got shot in the arm.
The air was cold and you felt dizzy but tried to keep your eyes up.
You: DRIVE FASTER!
You yelled and try to get air,Bucky looked at your arm full of blood, tried to hold still he said and drove into the suburbs until they lost them.
Bucky picked up and immediately ran into the abandoned apartment he found.
Bucky: Idiot! You know that!
You didn't say anything but you know that Bucky and the others were very mad and annoyed at you right now.
You: They want me killed right?
Bucky: Yeah, it looks like it.. what did even happen?
You: I don't.. don't remember.. just blood.. blurry..
We are safe here right?
Bucky: Yeah.. right now.
Bucky: found some bandages and first helped kit he carefully took out the bullet from your skin blood was running from on the couch everywhere while biting into your jacket to not try to bring anything to your attention.
Bucky took it out and held it in front of you, you took it and placed it into a little box you couldn't leave it behind.
Bucky: Why are you doing? You know you can just throw it away.
You: you never know if they find it.
Bucky was about to answer but instead he just silently agreed.
It started to rain very much, the roof had small holes just great,and couldn't sleep without getting wet.
The night wasn't so great, barely no sleep at all, just sounds of rain,wind. You really hope the others will be here soon hopefully.
The sun started to rise up and you felt how the sunlight through the window lay on your eyes, the rain drops from the rooftop.
Bucky: Hey wake up, we have to go!
You open your eyes and see Bucky was about to leave you alone, you walk over to your bag, pick it up and follow after him.
Bucky: What have you in the bag?
You: nothing really, just some stuff.
Bucky grabbed the back and to roam around he found Cash it least had to be around 1K dollar, he found some drugs too.
He looks over at you with a serious look.
You try to explain but he didn't gives a shit about it.
Bucky: Are you try to kill yourself or what?
You didn't answer his question.
Bucky: Answer the question.
You: I .. can't take it anymore.. everywhere I go.
Bucky: I don't wanna hear about it, just don't try to end yourself. You hear me!?
You just nodded, felt guilty, tears started to build up but you tried to not let it out.
You both felt how the air got windy then before, the sound of a helicopter too.
You saw Tony come over and you immediately ran over to him and hugged him, you never hugged someone before but this time was different.
You: I'm so sorry! I didn't know..
Tony: It's okay.. just happy that you are alive.
You look over to the others with guilt but now you are happy that they found you.
You got house arrest for a while now, you weren't happy about it but you are home that mattered.
Summary: Your addiction has been got worse then before, many hospitals appointments so mostly of the worker know exactly who you are.
Steve and Bucky try to help you to stop but no nothing work yet, they both feeling they losing you both mentally and physically.
Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers x male!reader
🔞: Warning mention of drugs, blood, needles and addictions.
Word count: 1.6k
A/n : If you struggling with addiction or other things just know that you're not alone and help exist for you. ❤️🫶
The morning as usual you woke up late and Bucky, Steve was already gone, there was only you and Bucky's cat Alpine. You took your meds but you took more than you should, drink too.
You decide to go and take a shower everything felt normal you locked the door and went into the shower you felt how the water start to touch your skin but then you start to feel dizzy start to panic try to reach the towel quickly,try to hold still, but then you passed out everything turned blurry and black.
Steve and Bucky had just got home after a mission they both notice that Alpine was mowing non stop at the bathroom door, they heard the water was still running on.
Steve: y/n honey.. are you doing okay!?
No answer.
Bucky: Y/N! Open the door before we break in!
Steve just break down the door and saw you laying down on the floor unconscious.
Bucky,Steve: SHIT!
Steve immediately look if you're still breathing and you are.
You woke up in a hospital bed, the sound of electricity, beeping sound,voices , how needles stuck into you skin,the light of the lamp hit your eyes hard.
The only word you could hear was I'm glad you guys came on time, otherwise it would already be too late for him.
You: Steve.. Bucky..
They both look at you and are happy that you survive.
Bucky: You idiot! You know that.
Bucky was not that happy to found your lifeless body on the bathroom floor.
Steve: Buck.. take it easy on him.
You: ... I'm sorry I..
Steve: No need to apologize honey.. it's not your fault.
You just look at them with tears build up in your eyes.
You: yes! It's my fault.. I have a problem.. big one.
Steve dried your tears and looking for something,he picked up your old childhood plushie in that moment you just felt like a little boy who just wanted his father. You immediately hug it and smile a little.
Bucky: Y/n we all have problems.. some gets us ending up in a hospital bed even.
Steve: Honey.. please let us help you through everything, you don't have to be alone in this.
You knew at that moment you had to stop not yourself but for your husband's.
Summary: Natasha love to do the aftercare but this is something different you had a top surgery and she really wants to make you feel special tonight, how about a warm bubble bath with living candles.
🔞 Warning: Fluff mostly.
Natasha Romanoff x male!reader
Word count: 1K
A/n Sorry if the there's some grammer mistake, made this very late at night and was not that focus.
You sat in the living room and watch TV while you notice that Nat was up to something she went to the bathroom and kitchen back and forth.
You: Nat?
You try to get her attention but no, you went over to her and you saw the candles, bubbles.
Natasha: Hop in and let me take care of you rest of this night.
You knew that there was no idea about arguing about it.
You: you really made a warm bubble bath from me?
Natasha just nodded and shampoo your hair and tracing your surgery scars back and forth.
Natasha: you know.. those scars are very pretty she said will gave you kisses.
You: Guess what is more pretty.
Natasha: what?
You: Your loving mood to take care of me, ma lady.
She just splash water at your face.
You two talk mostly like over two hours you start to feel how the water start to get colder and colder. You took the towel and dried yourself meanwhile Natasha was getting change and waiting for you in the bedroom .
When you walk in you glanced over at her the red bra and underwear that you brought her for her birthday, she surprisingly was wearing it.
You: well I never thought you would like it.
Natasha: well I decided to make it up for you.
You just laugh little and she kiss you too make you shut up.
Natasha: How about having little cuddles before sleep?
Never in a lifetime you thought going be in the same room with Tony Stark himself.
Tony Stark x male!reader
🔞Warning: Alcohol, condoms.
A/n This is my first fanfiction.
You woke up by the worst headache mostly a hung over, open your eyes everything is blurry trying to looking around the room but it's not your's this one is way fancy.
You found some painkillers on the nightstand before you could take them you felt a warm fingers on your hand.
Tony: Next time try not to drown yourself in a fountain when you get drunk.
That voice sounds very familiar you heard it before but who's ,It was Tony Stark in the same room as you
You: Fuck.... My head..
You try to get up but Tony immediately pull you down.
Tony: Well that's happened when you decide to drink a whole night.
He was holding you next to his chest and you can feel how your heart beating faster.
Tony: Take it's easy boy no need to get so flustered right now.
You look around and noticed the used condoms laying over floor.
You: Fuck.. me ..
Tony: Yeah fuck you.. or more like we have little to fun last night boy.
You: I'm.. so sorry.. I didn't know.. I was drunk.. and I -
Tony: shh it's okay stuff happens darling when you have fun,now is me and you with a really pretty hangover
Before you fall asleep on Tony's chest you felt relaxed and two warm kiss on your forehead.
