size xl

sw: 137lbs cw/hw: 145lbs lw: 113lbs gw: 100lbs

[genterie]

[100lbgoals]

i am feeling horrible. i hate myself so much.

[be-artistic-deactivated20230306]

[100lbgoals]

yesterday was bad. i ended up eating some ice cream, pasta, 2 breakfast sandwiches and orange soda and probably more that i can’t remember (and that was after i ate 2 slices of pizza earlier in the day which i was feeling bad about all day which probably pushed me to say fuck it and eat more) . i feel so much regret today. and the past few days i don’t really have motivation to workout but i really want a gym membership because that would probably push me more to be more productive instead of laying in bed and eating like the fat pig i am. i’m disgusting and i wish that when i’m about to binge that i could just remember that and remember all my strategies i use to not eat but sometimes it just all clears my mind.

[100lbgoals]

i was doing great today besides working out and then i ended up eating 2 slices of big pizza that ended up in 500 calories and i feel so disgusting. i literally feel the grease on my hands and i feel so much heavier.

[skinnybxtchxo]

[skinnythinner09]

2020 is THAT year. we are gonna be skinny. mark my words. LET’S GO

[i-willbethinfr]

Me walking into the New year with new motivation to reach my GW:

[casslovesgass]

Nature is such a beautiful thing

[be-artistic-deactivated20230306]

[inactiveafff]

[jetsetter-life]

[100lbgoals]

life update:

things are meh

right now i’m having a lot of family issues, my mom relapsed in staying clean for about a decade to my knowledge and as everything for her falls apart all i can do is watch and hear the judgement from her own family. it’s crazy how a person can go from someone who loves you to someone who barely recognizes you anymore. and for myself i am at my highest weight, the past year i’ve just been binging and drinking a lot of wine and i’m finally getting back into restricting but i’m so scared of binging again and falling back out. i’ve been restricting/fasting and then binging and then restarting the cycle for so long in my life and i just need a new way out of this hell and the problems it’s causing my body physically and appearance wise. i just need to remember that if i don’t start now i never will.

[skinnyd3vil]

Hi, may I ask how this is possible?

(I know I don’t post that much thinspo, and I got my reasons, but I’ll post some now and then.)

[hungryy-for-skinny]

collar bones are everything😍

[100lbgoals]

i’ve been fasting more lately and binging less and i am starting to feel a little more in control of my eating but overall really worried i’m gonna binge again its been 4 days minus my wine binge yesterday.

[pro-ana-borboleta]