Apologies and Admissions
For the sake of the subject, I’m going to forego OoC brackets for this post. I’m aware I’ve been sporadic on my blogs (this and 100percentfullbloom), and I’ve been rather hesitant on posting whenever I’ve even managed a muse for tumblr. I figured I’d explain a few things as to why I’ve been like that.
I’ll freely admit that I’m a bit more sensitive emotionally than I’d like myself to be, and at times that affects my mood and comfort zone. This would be the main reason as to whty I’ve been rather inactive on Tumblr. One part of that actually stems from the “anonymously tell me what you think of my character” post I did a good while ago. The first answer I got in my inbox hurt a bit, saying how my Reimu was her “in name only” and that it was more of a sexual outlet than anything. I’d grab proof, but in my hurt state, I blocked whoever that was (something I fully regret to this day, even if it only blocks that person from posting anon towards me).
Even so, that’s only a small bit of the reason I’ve been relatively dead here. The bigger part would actually be that I’m rather unsure if I’m even liked in the community. I mean, I’m sure I am, and I’m probably stupid for thinking that, but the doubt’s always been there. Doesn’t help that I’m inconsistent in replying recently, either. Anyways, I hope you’ll all forgive me in my constant absence, and I’ll try getting back into the swing of things. Just needed to get this off my chest first.
