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Former NBA star Dennis Rodman says he received a call from the White House ahead of President Donald Trump’s historic meeting with North Korean leader Kim Jong Un. Rodman told CNN from Singap…
God he was sobbing - wouldn’t it be nice if Rodman and Trump won the Nobel peace price tbqh.
American Collapse Might be the Fastest and Hardest in Modern History. Here’s Why.
(((they))) never said this when BO was in charge.
The incident allegedly took place when Trudeau was 28. The prime minister's press secretary told BuzzFeed News he doesn't recall "any negative interactions."
Ha CALLED IT I knew JT was a creep. Any man as ‘feminist’ as trudeau is doing it to make up for past wrongs.
Remember, gays are marginalized and soft persecution of Christians is a myth.
This is okay crossfit gets you no gains anyways.
ASEXUALITY PRIDE BOOST
Because of PrideMonth, I wanted to share the asexuality and aromanticity spectrum with everyone.
I know this blog is a genderblog, but I feel like there isn’t enough representation for asexual people during PrideMonth. So, I made a list of all of the asexual identities to let everyone know how big this part of the LGBTQ+ community actually is. You heard it, people on the asexuality and aromanticity spectrum are LGBTQ+.
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Asexual: Asexuality is the lack of sexual attraction to others, or low or absent interest in or desire for sexual activity.
Aromantic: An aromantic is a person who experiences little or no romantic attraction to others.
Demisexual: A demisexual is a person who does not experience sexual attraction unless they form a strong emotional connection with someone.
Demiromantic: A demiromantic is a type of grey-romantic who only experiences romantic attraction after developing an emotional connection beforehand.
Greysexual: Someone who experiences occasional and/or mild sexual attraction.
Greyromantic: Someone who experiences occasional and/or mild romantic attraction.
Cupiosexual and cupioromantic: Cupiosexual is a subset of asexual. It is used to describe asexuals (people who never experience sexual attraction) who still desire a sexual relationship. Cupioromantic is a subset of aromantic.
Lithsexual: Akoisexual (also called akoinesexual and lithsexual) refers to a person who experiences sexual attraction, but has their feelings fade if reciprocated.
Lithromantic: Lithromantic (also known as akoiromantic or apromantic) is a romantic orientation on the asexual spectrum. Somebody who is lithromantic can feel romantic attraction towards others and also enjoy being in romantic relationships but only in theory. They do not need the affection to be reciprocated, and as such do not usually feel compelled to seek out a relationship with someone they are interested in.
Fraysexual and frayromantic: Fraysexual (and also frayromantic; also called reverse-demisexual/romantic) people feel attraction only initially upon meeting or seeing someone. These feelings weaken or disappear once a bond is formed.
Boys, at times like these I think Hitler may have been right about a few things.
Get the fuck off our post kthxbye
Ok “askagenderfluidandgenderflux”
I'll bet zim/zam/zir spent 12 hours in photoshop working on all those flags. Going to run out of color combinations soon.
Every single pope since Pope John Paul II has been a false Shepard in the seeds of Peter.
Pope John Paul II - more like every pope since Pius X
Emotional Labor: What It Is and How To Do It
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If I were this hoe’s ‘partner’ of 8 years I’d cut her off so fast and let her see how she does in the dating market as a 30 year old female who draws ‘art’ like this.
In case you’re wondering this is “Hestia” and her hairy inner thighs. Everyone knows the Greeks were faggots but they’d still probably be rolling in their graves if they saw this. I find the last post especially funny - about telling a man to seek therapy when he brings up issues about his dad. Wtf is a relationship for if it isn’t for mutual support? Surely this womans poor SO had to sit through hours of her complaining about her rather obvious lack of male role models...
gr8 b8 m8
“White women elected Trump. Black, brown, trans and queer women have been doing this for far longer and at far greater peril.” Any kind of real solidarity from allies has got to start with acknowledging these truths.
Acknowledge white privilege, and acknowledge who has been fighting for equality from day one, and then use that privilege to help put marginalized people in charge.
This is just a toxic combination of a majority guilt complex and a desperate need for attention / validation through peer approval.
I absolutely cannot stand people like this. Some real “my fellow white people” dialogue; throwing every other white bitch under the bus to appease some frizzy-haired Afro transsexual. Whenever you hear anyone speaking for their entire tribe always assume it’s a skinwalker. She’s wearing a lot of makeup - can we be sure she isn’t a black / latino person in disguise? Some reverse Rachel Dolezal type shit.
HHH don’t let your memes be dreams
Male Feminists
I’ve never met a so called male feminist who didn’t seem like he was going to rape a bitch. Look at the president of Canada for example, he has a rapey face. Seriously. I also feel that male feminists are generally creepy, manipulative, and boring. I have the same distaste for male feminists that I have for that certain brand of left libertarian (ostensibly part of my own tribe) who seems to only believe in libertarian principles because he wants some sort of deviant behavior he (it’s always a he for some reason) to be sanctioned by law.
I did have a single male feminist friend in university (name changed here to John), he was in the year before mine. We met in my senior year when I had accumulated a fair amount of fame/respect with my professors and with many of my fellow students. I sorta liked John at first because we both played minecraft and had similar ideas about our field, at the time he was dating this cute little asian girl and they had been together for a few years, I also enjoy the company of cute asian girls so I thought we were a natural fit. My girlfriend at the time (a huge tumblr style feminist) could tell that he was a shithead, I thought he was alright, and I tried to integrate John into my friend group. I realized after I met him that he was probably using me for this (it was made especially apparent when he never talked to me again after I finished university and began a long period of unemployment).
After a while I noticed that something was subtly off about him. First he told me about all the women's studies courses he had been taking, I thought this was a joke, he started talking about how much of a feminist he was, I thought this was a joke too, especially if he was talking to me. It was an open secret throughout the course of my education that some of my politics may have been a little bit reactionary. John could really speak the language of feminism well though, when we talked about trannies, abortion, race, rape etc he had all the right politically correct opinions. I remember him apologizing for being white at one point. He told me how many chicks he had fucked, and I was genuinely impressed that the number was (way) higher than mine at the time. John was also adamantly against the concept of children and marriage, had a preoccupation with proving his uniqueness, he would also spend a ton of time shitting on his classmates, especially the men but often the women as well.
There were two events that really started to alienate me from John. The first was how he treated his partner. Now I’m all for treating women like shit; honestly I love it; there was nothing I liked more than making tumblr girl beg for my dick, railing her from behind, grabbing a fistfull of her hair, spanking her, and calling her a dirty slut. But the rest of the time, we cared about each other, tremendously. I would have never said anything to denigrate her to my friends while we were dating. John though, he talked shit about his girlfriend to me constantly, they had been together for over a year, and she was obviously deeply in love with him. He had no intention whatsoever of continuing a relationship with her after he was done school, and was obviously leading her on, he thought this was funny. He only really expressed some ‘remorse’ to me when I pointed out how cruel it was to do this to her. He also tried to justify his shady faggy ways by saying that she was actually ‘sorta a bad person’. At one point John also confided in me that he had cheated on her. I didn’t really care too much at the time, I was shocked a little bit, but I was too caught up in my own depressions, anxieties etc.
There’s a part of my heart that always feels bad for women - especially the cute ones, or the hopeless ones. To a degree I think it’s important to be a gentleman. I don’t know why really, maybe I’ve ‘internalized’ the idea that women are the weaker sex (they really are, in terms of physical strength, musculature, bone density etc). But I don’t think I’ve ever talked shit about a girl I was currently fucking like that. Generally though I can tolerate the despicable actions of my friends - so long as they are loyal; this brings us into my second point.
I finally stopped talking to John when he betrayed my trust. I had had a bad day and I sent him a rather desperate sounding text message about it, hoping that I could confide in him a bit about how shit something had gone. He showed it to the girl who was sitting next to him allegedly he laughed at my suffering. He thought that his girl was his friend, turns out she was pretty sick of him. However she had been my girlfriends room-mate the previous summer, so she told her that this guy was talking shit about her boyfriend, and of course my girlfriend told me. It really disgusted me that he had expected me to hold all his gross secrets but he had taken the first chance he had to betray me for points with a girl? That was the last straw, and for the rest of the year I definitely kept him at more of a distance.
If you’re a female reading this blog post - send me nudes - also don’t date male feminists they will treat you like shit, they will try to ‘liberate’ you sexually, trust me you aren’t really attracted to those greasy looking small dicked faggots anyways. I have met many toxic males but I don’t think I have ever met someone as sly and deceptive as a man pretending to care about women's issues.
If you’re male. I would advise you to stay away from male feminists as well. If there is a ‘brotherhood’ that exists between all men, they have betrayed it. I don’t really believe anyone can act outside of their own self interest - I’m a capitalist. There is real value to males remaining cohesive, if a man has betrayed that cohesion, you have to question what’s in it for him.
Lately I’ve been talking to a very cute Korean girl. I’ve been really digging her vibe, I’m not entirely sure what I want to do with her yet. It seems like we share a set of values, but I don’t really know if we have any of the same interests, it would be really nice to have someone to watch tv with all summer tho.
this problem isn’t that men “misread” signals (and even verbal statements), it’s that men are unwilling to accept what’s being communicated, because it’d mean they won’t get what they want–and they value getting what they want more than they value their partner’s comfort, safety, and desires. this is a matter of will and values masquerading as a matter of knowledge and communication. men’s “confusion” is their justification for continuing with what they want to do (and society will accept it too!), so there’s always a motivation to be “confused.” that’s the problem.
Imagine thinking “It’s not me, It’s them” except them is like 50% of the population, imagine thinking you know men better than men, Imagine making gross generalizations about every man in the world, imagine believing your 4 years of womens studies entitles you to make a statement like “this problem isn’t that men “misread” signals (and even verbal statements), it’s that men are unwilling to accept what’s being communicated”. Honestly if I was marginally less tolerant of female histrionics and if it weren’t so degenerate I’d probably be a faggot.
“So there’s always a motivation to be ‘confused’. that’s the problem.” lmfao...
The (near) Triumph Of the Freaks
I spend a lot of time contemplating the 2016 election - I think anyone who enjoys strategy should spend time contemplating Donald Trump V Hilary Clinton. Also it gives me a sick satisfaction that I got to play a small role in the rebuke of the establishment in 2016.
I remember one of my friends posted a video on facebook the day after the election with all those crying retards at Hilary HQ in New York captioned with something like “If you think this is funny you have no sense of empathy” I’m paraphrasing here, but I reacted with the laughter reaction and was summarily blocked from her facebook. Before the election I had made a bet with my ex - a feminist of the tumblr variety, we had had a conversation and she told me that she didn’t know a single person who would vote for Trump. I told her that she definitely did, she didn’t believe me. Later I watched “The Final Year” a fascinating documentary about BO’s final year in office. The best scene of the movie is a party held by a high ranking Obama staffer featuring prominent female Hilary supporters and feminists. As the news rolled in watching their faces go from elation to dread was positively electrifying.
As I finished “The Final Year” I started to form my own opinion on why Hilary lost the election in 2016. I thought about BO’s clingers speech, Hilary calling half of America “deplorable”. And then I thought about the people that Hilary had surrounded herself with - the people who were with her on the campaign trail - the sort of people at her campaign parties in New York. Instead all I could remember was a parade of freaks and degenerates stumping for a sad old lady.
The class of people who vocally stumped for HRC are tolerated by most of the American population, Lady Gaga is a talented musician, Stephen King and JK Rowling are great authors, LeBron James can play basketball, All those late night talk show hosts are probably found funny by some people, Jay-Z ... survived, hell I guess even “Undocumented Americans” tend to the lawns and kitchens of Hilary’s wealthy donor class. Even the design agency HRC chose for her (very good) million dollar logo was Pentagram in New York. I think though that if you were to ask the majority of American Citizens if they wanted any of these people near the oval office, the resounding answer would be no. HRC surrounded herself with a parade of degenerates, mis-shapen looking untermensch, criminals (illegal aliens), lispy metrosexual men, grossly obese cat ladies, the incredibly wealthy, out of touch grandmas and crotchety old men.
It is better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to open one's mouth and remove all doubt.
I didn’t think that some of the people that Hilary surrounded herself with were idiots before the election. I used to thoroughly enjoy Lady Gaga, and Harry Potter is pretty great. However following the election I realized that Lady Gaga was a complete fucking idiot, along with JK Rowling, Bruce Springsteen, Robert DeNiro - the list goes on. Every single dumb out of touch thing they said seemed to ring totally hollow, at least the people (many regular people!) however misguided, who shilled for Bernie seemed to do it for the principle. I don’t understand how Hilary Clinton thought that actors, athletes, or popular musicians would convince anyone to vote for her.
Could you really tell me that Miley Cyrus convinced a single person to vote for Hilary Clinton? The thought of Miley visiting president Hilary in the Oval Office makes me fucking shudder.
An anecdote that came out after the election was that Bill Clinton begged with HRC’s gay campaign manager Robby Mook to do a few campaign stops in Michigan, Pennsylvania, Massachusetts, and Wisconsin. Allegedly Mook put on the old man voice and mocked Bill Clinton for believing that he “Understood the average American“ good job Robby!
Think about the people who you surround yourself with. Are these people worthy of your admiration? Are they worthy of your money?
Too Much the Artiste
I had a shit day today - interpersonally - something I was hoping would work out didn’t work out. Since I’m such a misogynist and a reactionary and since I’m hoping on eventually posting body photos and photos of all the girls I fuck on this tumblr I don’t want to give too much away...
I did get some good news though - I solved a math problem algebraically (whereas I think the intent was to find a graphical solution) that had been bugging me for a long time. It’s not really a huge triumph, but I still sorta feel proud of myself that I was able to reason through it.
Another triumph today was that to be rather ambiguous something in my past wound up unblocking something in my future. And that’s a neat feeling. It’s the first really good news I’ve had in a while about a big goal of mine that I’ll write more about in the near future.
I had an interesting experience today - first some backstory - while I was on vacation recently I met a girl (who was also on vacation visiting her family) on tinder we wound up meeting up and she paid for my dinner. After I finger blasted her in a public park. I’ll probably write more about this because it was a fucking wild encounter. We met up a few more times before the end of my vacation. Anyways turns out that she was one of those expensive escorts where she lived. Much later I found out that she also did porn.
She is objectively probably out of my league - a really really gorgeous hapa. Green eyes reddish hair - pink nipples.
I also found out that her home city wasn’t very far away from mine. When I went home I kept in contact with her entertaining the thought that I’d go see her some time soon and really rail her for a weekend while I explored the city she lived in. I even bought her a copy of Neuromancer (my favorite book) for Valentines day... I ultimately decided against this. I think it broke her heart a little bit. I’ll confess that this made me feel like a bit of a badass. I probably deserved getting my heart broken this April.
Today she sent me a snap telling me she had started reading Neuromancer. And I realized that to a lesser degree I’m almost everything I wanted to be. I’m the hero of my own cyberpunk novel - I’m Henry Dorsett Case mixed with Peter Riviera. I work as a software engineer and I have an escort / pornstar sorta girlfriend / side hoe. I had a good laugh at my desk about this.
I have this perverse desire to collect women like pokemon cards. I also realized today that I didn’t really have anyone to share the good times with, even though cyberhoe is gorgeous and educated sometimes I don’t really think any of our goals or values align. For that matter - I don’t feel like my values really align with the values of any of my friends. It’s rather lonely on the fringes.
The funny thing is - my values did align with that one girl the one who fucked me up. I keep telling myself that I have to fight for her if I want her back, and generally I get the things that I fight for.
Joe Rogan Mercenary Mens Movement
I go to and from these strange extremes. Some days I feel like I’m the absolute king of the world and that every thing I say is completely golden I talk mad shit at work and I feel like I know what I’m talking about. Conversely other days I feel like an absolute worm. I have some theories on what dictates these kinds of moods - generally it’s women.
Also probably masturbation - masturbation is so shitty for you man, I heard somewhere that a teaspoon of semen is basically a pint of blood or something wild like that. Retain your semen, seriously, don’t expend your seminal fluid on a woman unless you think she absolutely deserves it. For this reason I cum for no thot. Seriously I haven’t been able to ejaculate with a woman since I was 15. I feel like the next girl who makes me blow my top will be ‘the one’.
I think sometimes that to succeed as a man you need to cultivate the mentality of a lizard. When my mother and I used to fight she told me that I had a mercenary mentality, I think in some ways this is the truth, the world is cold and it’s difficult to succeed if you aren’t cold blooded. I also think that the things I enjoy most in life are sorta the things that actually do ‘warm’ my heart. sometimes I wonder if the chill that I’ve invited in will actually make those warm things feel better, maybe I’ll just get burned.
My dreams recently have a primal quality to them. In my dreams I’m crawling out of fetid swamps, having sex, eating meat, murder. I think my life in a way lacks honor, I’m a software engineer for a medium sized company and sometimes I feel like it’s more a game of politics and interpersonal relationships than it is skill. There’s a big part of me that wants to get spontaneously naked. I’m sorta disappointed I didn’t get some blood work done before and after I started my current fitness routine. I wonder how much my blood test has jumped.
The Count of _____ ______
The count of monte Cristo is a very long book, I’m around halfway through. The story is about Edmond Dantes who gets fucked by 3 people 2 of whom he presumed to be his friends and eventually wrongfully imprisoned for many years on the day of his wedding. Through some luck he escapes from prison, returns with a fortune, a new name and title “The Count of Monte Cristo”, and proceeds to spend the 900 + pages of the book on an elaborate revenge scheme against his enemies.
I’m unsure sometimes if I’m looking for revenge or just something from the world. Today I met with a girl that broke my heart, I had to pick up some things from her. A few shirts mostly. We hadn’t really interacted in person for a few weeks, and I was extremely anxious about seeing her. After we met and conversed briefly I noticed that she totally eye fucked me as I walked out of her building. I’m looking pretty stacked lately. Later after a brief exchange on snapchat I found out that she definitely Wanted the D. I intend to give it to her. I want this girl, more than I’ve wanted anyone since I was 16. I came into today with low expectations but after our meeting and some more analysis I’ve determined that my situation isn’t really as bleak as I thought it was. I wonder how much energy I should put into my side hoes? are they just a distraction?
I realized a while ago that ‘love’ always involves an act of self mutilation, you have to take a little piece of yourself and entrust it to someone else. I don’t think you ever get that shard back. If you want to love someone or something you have to burn for that thing; just like Monte Cristo burned for revenge, what emerges from the ash is always a purer you.
That in some way he could work the fat off his soul the way a fighter went into the mountains to work and train in order to burn it out of his body.
I’ve never actually finished The Snows of Kilimanjaro, but it’s still probably my favorite quote.
The Count is an idol of mine, recently I’ve discovered another idol, Rich Piana, a deceased American bodybuilder; definitely not of the ‘natty’ variety. This guy is a complete monster, if you’ve ever listened to him you can tell immediately that he is so totally goal oriented that he actually died for it. A martyr to the gym. I think that’s what I want - I want to live and die for the things and people I care about. In my heart I think I’ve started to feel a little bit like the count - through the genetic lottery, and a few other things I know that I can achieve almost anything that I set my mind to.
JS Policy and Personal Goals
I have decided to use as little JavaScript as possible for this blog. I work with JavaScript and I hate it. I’m not going to burden you with it here. I’m considering ‘highlight.js’ a library for highlighting code snippets which seems innocuous enough. You can never be sure with JavaScript though... I probably won’t spend much time here talking about web technologies, unless it is from a security perspective. Do not worry - no tracking pixels on my blog ever.
I have started working out 4 times a week - so far I’ve managed to stick to my routine for ~4 weeks - this is the longest I’ve ever stuck with a training regime. I also have the disposable income to buy a ton of supplements and hire a personal trainer. I have opted for both. As such I’d like to outline my body goals on this blog - as a way to hold myself accountable and as a way to maintain them for posterity. I am an ectomorph, and I am extremely tall and skinny 200 cm and ~ 100 kg I think that a healthy weight for me is around 110 - 115 kg of muscle. Hopefully I can achieve most of my desired results naturally but a little bit of anavar never hurt anyone.
I want to look like a combination of that monster man from “The Shape of The Water” and Michael Phelps. The goal aesthetic is P R I M O R D I A L M A N. I want to look like something that crawls out of a black lagoon and fucks all the townspeople. I don’t feel like my aesthetic is my only goal - I think working out, following a routine, bettering yourself, builds the will to power. That innate natural confidence that comes from knowing you could dominate all the other men around you. I also want to have sex with as many girls as possible in the next 5 or so years. Aside from sex and aesthetics I’m pretty serious about my research in computer science, mathematics, and recently physics - I’ll write more about this when I feel like I have something better to tell you.
wow, what a gorgeous month to remember autism isn’t a disease and there’s no “cure for autism” and there shouldn’t have to be one just because allistic people can’t get the hell over themselves and realise other people experience the world differently and have different needs and require different accommodations. terrific.
autism is literally a neurological and development condition but ok sure yeah keep with the feel good platitudes, you absolute tit
There’s a strong difference between a “disease” and a “condition”, you absolute tit
Think of it this way. 83% of computers (laptop and desktop) use Windows. 13% use Mac. The vast majority of software is developed for windows, with another significant fraction developed for or adapted to mac, because that’s what most people use and it’s all most people understand.
Now imaging you’re one of the 1.4% of computers are running Linux. This doesn’t mean you’ve got a windows machine with a virus, it doesn’t mean your computer is broken, it doesn’t mean it needs to get replaced with a more common operating system. It’s not quite as good at some things most people take for granted, but it’s significantly better at a bunch of other things. But if you have a problem with your computer, the vast majority of people won’t have any idea what you’re talking about. They’ll give advice for how to deal with a similar issue on their own computer, and it will be worthless. The only people with any idea what you’re going through are going to be on linux forums. And you can mostly muddle through all the things everybody else can do with improvisation and lots of WINE, but it sure would be nice if the devs of that video game you were looking forward to would like, acknowledge the existence of your demographic.
Now imagine that on top of all that, the primary linux support system had been taken over by a bunch of assholes who’ve never so much as looked at a command prompt in their lives. but who have declared themselves the Voice of Linux Users and keep spending millions of dollars on campaigns “educating” everybody about how using linux makes you a fundamentally bad and stupid person so your laptop needs to be burned immediately to force you to get a correct computer.
lmfao - when you can’t understand autism or GNU/Linux.
I don’t know if this is more insulting to the parents of people with autism (not the self diagnosed kind) or to people who run Linux.
1. First autism is a “Neurodevelopmental Disorder” although this does not make it a disease, this is in the same category as a TBI or Downs Syndrome. Autism can manifest in extremely severe forms - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j4PTf7LgsIE&t=87s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PPWL5yimhyg this isn’t just a ‘different perspective’ nah fam it’s a debilitating intellectual disorder, and many people born with autism lead incredibly difficult lives.
2. Autism is a disorder of the ‘hardware’ not necessarily the ‘software’ your PC can run GNU/Linux, if you run android on your phones you are already running a version of Linux. This is because GNU/Linux, Microsoft Windows and OSX have been designed to be largely compatible with a broad range of instruction sets x86, x86_64, ARM, PowerPC etc. These instruction sets all have utility.
3. GNU/Linux is much more useful than you think.
4. I don’t know what your last paragraph means. Most of the people who deal with autism on a day to day basis are incredibly compassionate.
