human shaped consciousness

Steph - she/her - 📍Alaska

[11summits]

I ❤️ broth

[11summits]

wanted to get sooo upset about something that was stupid and not a big deal. I'm still a little upset but I didn't cry about it. Small win.

[11summits]

usually I have the hangar hotel to myself but this hitch I'm sharing it with 4 other people (and 2 dogs). there's a new pilot, who I talked to several times and decided I liked. but we were just in the kitchen talking and I watched him pour a whole pan of cooking grease down the drain. think I managed to show no reaction.

I stay in the same room every hitch and all of my stuff is in drawers. well when I got here this time, my conditioner was missing from where it was kept inside a drawer, which was weird bc I knew I didn't finish it. after 2 days of washing my hair with no conditioner, I went looking for it, and found it in the room of a nurse... which kinda pissed me off. she's a messy person and yesterday she went on this tirade about another nurse being on mood stabilizers and I tried to challenge her and say "do you know for a FACT she's on mood stabilizers?" and she was really cagey and wouldn't commit to saying yes or no. she also said that nurse was manipulative..... which I was like this is so weird for you to be so judgmental but trying to chronically act like the cool nurse.

anyway. shared living spaces like this aren't fun.

[11summits]

I'm not scared of the future. I'm not scared of the past.

[11summits]

when I'm well rested, I can complete a hard sudoku in 8 mins or less. so I like to play a game of sudoku when I'm tired to see HOW tired I actually am. 10 mins is moderate. 12 mins is severely tired.

[11summits]

I signed up to take this fall class that's kinda advanced and I got sent some info about it today and the imposter syndrome is settling in 😭

[loveridden1999]

[11summits]

all the Buddhism leaves my body when a mosquito lands on me

[limitedfucks]

i bet it feels good as fuck to be normal about things

[11summits]

got covered in mosquito bites on the bike ride. To the point that I'm waking up at 3am bc they're itchy.

[persianmom]

[proteinmom]

i love turning off lights. no need for all that

[11summits]

I need to go to bed because I'm driving south tonorrow pretty early and I've really enjoyed waking up at 9am all week, so somethings gotta give

[11summits]

when I buy stuff from Autozone I like to use my abusive exs account and send the receipt to his email just to fuck with him. we haven't dated in 6 years but I still remember his phone number so net loss here.

[heavensghost]

I love with my teeth

[11summits]

"he's love bombing you? ok love bomb him back" fundamentally changed me, we can both be evil and say things we don't mean

[tasteslikesalt]