What I Eat In A Day

Life on a low calorie diet

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Hiking to Lose Weight

Once again I am concerned about my weight. I used to be very big and lost a lot of weight (45lbs) several years ago. As time goes on, I feel the struggle to keep it off. I have resigned myself to constant waves of weight gain and weight loss, and I’m ok with that to a point. I’m totally fine with gaining 10 pounds over the winter and losing it in the spring, as long as I don’t get back to being…

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New Year's Eve Christmas Fruit Plate

New Year’s Eve Christmas Fruit Plate

Hello Friends, Merry Christmas! It’s been a weird year for us all and unfortunately I haven’t eaten as well as I would have liked. I’m having dinner with my brother and sister-in-law tonight so I thought I would start the day with a healthy, but festive, Christmas Fruit Plate. On my fruit plate I have a whole persimmon, a clementine and some frozen pomegranate arils. I saw these persimmons at…

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New Year's Eve Breakfast Fruit Plate

New Year’s Eve Breakfast Fruit Plate

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Time is rushing on

Out of control

I try to grab it

Catch as much as I can

Keep them in tiny boxes

Like butterflies in a jar

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I tried out an extra strength diet tea

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I'd rather be an alcoholic, a smoker, addicted to pills, anything other than fat.

I wish I didn't feel this way but I do.

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What I ate today

Proud of myself for only eating 1200 calories today. It wasn't even difficult, I was full all day. Unfortunately, I found a whole bunch of ed/ana youtubers I didn't know about and it's making me want to restrict again. I forgot how much I liked the feeling of not eating and being in control.

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Please subscribe to Lauren's Fitness Journey https://youtu.be/ElO2DDVsS7M

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Trying to get my fitness YouTube channel going, if you could watch, like or subscribe I'd appreciate it ❤️

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My whole life all I ever wanted to be was skinny.

That's kind of sad, isn't it?

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Fall favourites video

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#confession

I have a friend who is very entitled and it's been getting on my nerves. I'll call her Tiffany.

I helped Tiffany get a very good job, and I also helped another friend get a similar job. Tiffany has a master's degree and the other friend does not, and she's very annoyed that they make the same money, but neither would have their jobs without my help. The other friend has a lot more experience and a way better work ethic, so I feel quite defensive for her. Between the two of them I would much rather employ the other friend. Tiffany has done absolutely nothing to get promoted within the organization but has the nerve to complain about not getting paid enough. The salary is also very generous for an entry level position, by the way (~$52,000 Canadian).

Tiffany also complains to me often about the fact that her parents will not pay off her student loans, or says the government should pay them off for her. Her parents never promised to pay them, they're actually not that rich and have 3 kids. Tiffany's seriously pissed that she has to pay back the loans she knowingly took out. Also knowing fully well that I paid mine off by myself with no help, and I had more loans... When I mention that she brags about how her student money was half grants (free money). Like... How can you be genuinely shocked and angry you have to pay back your own debt 🙄

Kind of tired of her shit lately, going to keep some distance.

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Trying out intermittent fasting, this was my first day. Couldn't quite make it through 15 hours and I feel bad about it.

I have been drinking a lot more water though. I was so dehydrated before!

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i don’t eat because when i sneeze in class no one says “bless you” and idk maybe its just because im an annoying bitch but i need to rule out that it could be that im not skinny

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I think the best part of losing over 45 lbs is not having thoughts like this anymore.

I don't really think people treat me that differently, but when people are d*cks I know it's not because of my size.

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I have a lot to be grateful for tonight.

My sister in law and I don't always get along, she gets on my nerves often. She usually does Thanksgiving and I never look forward to it. This year it got cancelled and I'm kind of sad about it (?).

At the same time I'm grateful to have some time at home which is exactly what I needed. I'm taking some time to do nothing on purpose and it's pretty great.

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When I took this photo I was sure my legs would look fat but it's not too bad.

Been doing a lot of squats at the gym 🦵