[13fckeda]

𝟏𝟑𝐅𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐃   –   a   multi   muse   blog   with   characters   from   various   film   and   television   formats   as   well   as   a   selection   of   original   characters   .   /   slayed   by   𝒎𝒐𝒙𝒊   (   26   ,   she   /   her   )   subjects   on   this   blog   are   retrieved   from   horror   &   fantasy   genres   and   may   include   triggering   themes   such   as   blackmailing   ,   abuse   ,   betrayal   ,   mental   health   issues   ,   loss   of   loved   ones   or   addiction   .   heavily   affiliated   with   my   love   @𝟑𝟏𝐅𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐃   .   established   october   2022   

[13fckeda]

this   blog   is   officially   archived   and   you   can   now   find   me   here   @13fcked   

[13fckeda]

i   really   need   to   remake   this   blog   because   it's   so   cluttery   and   untidy   .   new   one   will   be   posted   later   today   .   

[13fckeda]

31fcked

she  was  never  going  to  be  fine  with  the  idea  of  him  leaving.  they  were  still  new,  but  already  so  attached.  but  she  couldn’t  expect  to  follow  him  everywhere  either  -  especially  not  when  she  had  her  own  secrets,  things  to  protect  him  from  for  as  long  as  she  possibly  could.   “ okay,  fine.  i’ll  let  you  be  a  big  boy. ”  a  playful  smirk  rest  on  her  lips  as  their  noses  touched  and  her  arm  wrapped  tighter  around  jon’s  waist.  she  tucked  her  head  down  against  his  shoulder  then  and  shut  her  eyes,  taking  his  scent  in,  memorising  the  way  he  felt  under  her  fingers  while   she  still  could.   “ just  make  sure  to  give  me  warning  so  i’m  not  sitting  with  a  bag  of  dorito’s  under  a  blanket  when  you  do  call.  that’s  not  a  good  look  for  the  red  carpet. ”   -  plus  it  would  probably  be  how  she  spent  most  of  her  time  alone,  minus  annoying  her  sister  to  keep  her  busy.   “ i’ll  just  hang  out  with  fred. ”  

when   she   tucks   herself   into   him   once   more   ,   jonathan   closes   his   eyes   for   a   moment   .   he   ʰᵃᵈᶰ’ᵗ   ᵇᵉᵉᶰ   ᶠᵒˡˡᵒʷᶤᶰᵍ   the   tv   anyway   .   mind   too   occupied   with   the   trip   still   .   but   that   was   his   part   to   worry   about   ,   nothing   he   wanted   to   project   onto   her   .   so   he   had   to   try   a   little   harder   to   suck   it   up   .   dirty   blond   JUFFS   AT   HER   WORDS   with   amusement   in   it   .   “   i   ...   i   think   it’s   one-one   of   your   best   l-looks   .   “   head   turned   to   place   a   gentle   kiss   against   her   temple   .   they’d   grown   so   attached   to   each   other   since   that   trip   to   mexico   that   ᶤᵗ   ʷᵃˢ   ᵘᶰᶤᵐᵃᵍᶤᶰᵃᵇˡᵉ   to   be   separated   for   very   long   times   .   though   ,   it   didn’t   go   unnoticed   that   there   were   days   and   nights   when   libby   wouldn’t   share   what   she’d   been   up   to   or   who   she’d   been   with   .   and   truly   ,   jon   DIDN’T   WANT   TO   BE   the   boyfriend   who   followed   her   around   and   kept   pestering   her   about   what   she’s   doing   when   he   wasn’t   around   .   but   there’s   a   part   of   him   that   wonders   .   ᵃ   ᵖᵃʳᵗ   ᵒᶠ   ʰᶤᵐ   ʷᶤˢʰᵉˢ   he   would   have   the   guts   to   ask   .   instead   though   ...   just   clings   to   her   in   the   moments   that   he   gets   with   her   .   “   y-yeah   ?   let’s   see   ...   see   whether   he-he   KEEPS   YOU   WARM   at   ...   at   night   .   “   god   ,   he   hated   that   damn   lobster   .

[13fckeda]

i   need   a   new   pinned   but   ....   words   first   .

[stockholmgf]

sorry i moaned when u called me dumb disregard that

[thewinterclown]

BUCKY BARNES ✧ THE WINTER SOLDIER CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE WINTER SOLDIER, 2014 dir. The Russo Brothers

[azurememes]

(  *  &.  ED SHEERAN PROMPTS.

❛   and, darling, i will be loving you ‘til we’re 70.   ❜

❛   i’ll pick you up when you’re getting down.   ❜

❛   this feels like falling in love.   ❜

❛   you are my one and only.   ❜

❛   yeah you look happier, you do.   ❜

❛   and tomorrow’s a brand new day.   ❜

❛   i chased the picture perfect life, i think they painted it wrong.   ❜

❛   i can’t wait to make a million more first times.   ❜

❛   love can change the world in a moment.   ❜

❛   a heart that’s broke is a heart that’s been loved.   ❜

❛   without you to hold i’ll be freezing.   ❜

❛   and it’s been a while but i still feel the same.   ❜

❛   loving can mend your soul.   ❜

❛   you got a friend in me.   ❜

❛   pain is only relevant if it still hurts.   ❜

❛   and you will never know just how beautiful you are to me.   ❜

❛   go ahead and just live it up.   ❜

❛   times forever frozen still.   ❜

❛   you’ll never know the weight of my heart every time i leave you, babe.   ❜

❛   even at the times i’m miles away, you are always on my mind.   ❜

❛   do you ever wonder if the stars shine out for you ?   ❜

❛   and i’ll say it again living life on the edge with a close handful of friends.   ❜

❛   forever and now, i will be by your side.   ❜

❛   all my troubles turn to nothing when i’m in your eyes.   ❜

❛   so turn off the world and the telephone.   ❜

❛   none of us are saints, i guess that god knows that.   ❜

❛   i’m not you, now that would be disastrous.   ❜

❛   just promise me, you’ll always be a friend.   ❜

❛   i will always love you for what it’s worth.   ❜

❛   but if he breaks your heart like lovers do, just know that i’ll be waiting here for you.   ❜

[rp-meme-sauce]

Angst sentence starter

" It's fine, leave me. "

" There's no need for you to patch me up. "

" It can't happen to her/him. "

" I understand. "

" You'll leave me, everyone does in the end. "

" Please, let me help you. "

" I lied to you. I never loved you. "

" I love you, but I can't take this anymore. "

" You've changed. "

" I've lied so many times but this...this is real. Believe me. "

" I trusted you. "

" This is goodbye. "

" Is this a joke? "

" No, I can't follow you. Not this time. "

" What about our promise? You promised we'd be together. You can't leave "

" It hurts, being lied to. It's not something you can forgive easily. "

" I'm sorry. Give me another chance "

[13fckeda]

31fcked

she  can’t  get  enough  of  him.  it  doesn’t  matter  how  much  time  they  spend  together,  how  often  she  gets  to  press  her  body  up  against  his,  it’s  never  quite  enough.  any  excuse  she  can  get  to  kiss  jon  she’ll  take.  she  melts  into  the  kiss,  savours  it  as  hands  roam  over  his  body.  when  the  kiss  breaks,  she  looks  up  to  jon  with  a  grin  on  her  lips,  smile  soft  but  big.   “  hm,  addictive?  ”    libby  leaned  in  and  pressed  another  kiss  to  jon’s  lips,  smile  on  her  own.    “  you  know  i’m  going  to  have  to  use  that  against  you  now?  just  so  i  can  get  my  own  way.  ”     it  wasn’t  often  they  got  long  periods  where  they  were  able  to  just  be  them.  just  the  two  of  them.  she  had  every  intention  of  taking  advantage  of  it.  fingertips  brushed  down  his  jaw  against  the  stubble  of  his  beard.    “   now  i  just  have  to  come  up  with  a  clever  plan. ”

he   huffs   a   little   at   that   but   never   looses   the   provocative   smile   from   his   lips   .   “   hm   ...   “   jon   nods   his   head   .   “like   ...   like   you   don’t   already   do   –   do   that   .   “   points   out   and   closes   his   grip   around   her   a   little   tighter   .   liberty   had   him   in   the   palm   of   her   hand   .   HE   KNEW   IT   ,   she   knew   it   ,   and   each   person   who   witnessed   them   together   did   too   .   and   it   was   fine   .   truly   .   ᵗʳᵘˢᵗ   ᵇᵉᵗʷᵉᵉᶰ   ᵗʰᵉ   ᵗʷᵒ   ᵒᶠ   ᵗʰᵉᵐ   ᵇˡᶤᶰᵈ   ,   doubt   never   a   topic   .   eyes   close   so   he   can   enjoy   the   feeling   of   her   fingers   running   over   his   heard   and   pressing   into   his   aching   jaw   a   little   .   it   felt   good   .   relaxing   .   soothing   .   and   always   made   him   feel   less   embarrassed   ABOUT   THE   OBVIOUS   .   “   while   ...   while   you’re   thinking   ,   maybe   you   –   you   should   kiss   me   some   more   .   it   might   –   might   ʰᵉˡᵖ   ʸᵒᵘ   ʷᶤᵗʰ   ˢᵃᶤᵈ   ᶜˡᵉᵛᵉʳ   ᵖˡᵃᶰ   .   “   selfishly   ,   palm   finds   the   back   of   her   head   to   push   her   towards   his   own   face   once   more   .

[13fckeda]

girlpsych

@13fcked·: ’’ do you wanna make out? “

for   a   moment   gwen   is   frozen   in   shock,   staring   up   at   the   taller   male.   did   he   really   just   ask   her   that   ?   no   one   had   ever   approached   her   like   that   before   and   she   was   almost   certain   that   matt   was   messing   with   her.   what   a   jerk.   cheeks   flushed   a   bright   pink   and   she   pursed   her   lips.   ❝   shut   up,   ❞   a   hand   reaches   up   to   push   at   his   shoulder   to   try   and   play   off   her   embarrassment.   ❝   if   this   is   your   way   of   sweet   talking   me   out   of   doing   actual   work   then   you’re   sorely   mistaken.   ❞

it   had   been   worth   a   shot   .   could   have   worked   .   and   if   it   did   ,   great   .   if   it   didn’t   ...   which   it   didn’t   –   fine   .   at   least   a   grin   grew   on   his   face   .   “   oh   come   on   .   who   the   fck   turns   down   KISSES   FOR   WORK   ...   “   curly   haired   man   teases   back   though   ,   has   no   intention   of   pushing   the   situation   any   further   .   if   she   didn’t   want   it   ,   that   was   just   that   .   “   fine   .   we   will   work   ,   we   will   work   .   what’s   to   do   ?   let   me   help   .   maybe   that’ll   make   you   a   little   happier   .   though   ...   i   think   making   out   would   have   done   that   .   but   i’m   dropping   it   .   now   .   ᵍᶤᵛᵉ   ᵐᵉ   ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰᶤᶰᵍ   ᵗᵒ   ᵈᵒ   .   “   

[abbuzad4]

[bosvcr]

– i’m naive. a fool. or just in love.

baht oyunu, 1.01

[hyprmemes]

i can’t… starters edit as you see fit!

i can’t see eye to eye with you

i can’t give up like this

i can’t just leave

i can’t ever forgive you

i can’t just move on and forget

i can’t change my mind after all

i can’t go this way

i can’t pretend nothing happened

i can’t turn my back on you

i can’t go back to the way we were

i can’t see the future from here

i can’t climb that high

i can’t sink that low

i can’t cross a river like that

i can’t just sing my sorrows out

i can’t love the way you do

i can’t see the good in people

i can’t believe you’d say something like that

i can’t just think everyone i meet is evil

i can’t ignore true intentions

i can’t not consider the past in my actions

i can’t ever go back to a place like that

i can’t ask you to come

i can’t ask you to stay nor to leave

i can’t get them to back away

i can’t beg you to forgive me

i can’t keep going like this

i can’t take you seriously when you act that way

i can’t listen to you speak like this

i can’t do something like that that easily

i can’t just run in there and announce my presence

i can’t have people thinking i’d do something like this

i can’t be seen with you

i can’t stay away from you

i can’t take something like this from you

i can’t believe we’d ever even make it this far

i can’t see the sky from here

i can’t swim that far out

i can’t hold my own in a situation like this

i can’t talk to people who act like that

i can’t sustain one more second of this

i can’t hold out much longer

i can’t even begin to describe just how fucked up that is

i can’t fix this anymore

i can’t pretend i did this for noble reasons

i can’t claim i believe in humanity or you

i can’t lie about something as big as this

i can’t forgive myself for even the smallest mistake

[dear-ao3]

[13fckeda]

tragic   stories   were   shared   with   him   all   the   time   .   it   came   with   the   job   ,   was   part   of   owning   a   bar   and   talking   to   the   guests   there   .   after   all   ,   will   was   more   than   persistent   ʷʰᵉᶰ   ᶤᵗ   ᶜᵃᵐᵉ   ᵗᵒ   ʰᶤˢ   ᵇᵘˢᶤᶰᵉˢˢ   .   had   scratched   and   clawed   too   long   to   get   here   to   just   start   acting   like   he   didn’t   care   now   .   the   bar   ,   all   of   it   ,   everything   around   it   ,   that   was   his   baby   .   even   if   it   had   cost   him   his   marriage   .   even   if   he   only   got   to   see   his   daughter   every   other   weekend   .   THIS   RIGHT   HERE   ,   all   his   pride   .   leaned   forward   onto   his   elbows   ,   brunette   nods   and   grabs   the   bottle   he’d   taken   to   the   table   with   them   .   “   i   know   that   feeling   .   believe   me   ,   i   do   .   “   thick   irish   accent   falling   from   his   tongue   as   he   pours   them   both   another   one   .   “   see   ,   that’s   why   this   place   is   good   .   it’s   a   home   for   dudes   like   you   and   i   .   riding   solo   ?   no   problem   .   SEEKing   COMPANY   ?   no   problem   .   you   can   find   it   all   here   .   “   palm   meets   the   other   man’s   back   to   assure   him   that   he   means   what   he   said   .   “   anything   i   can   do   for   you   ?   ᶤᶠ   ʸᵒᵘ   ᶰᵉᵉᵈ   ᵃ   ᵈᵒᵘᵇˡᵉ   ˢʰᵒᵗ   or   a   pretty   face   by   yourself   ...   you   say   it   i   serve   it   .   “   corners   of   his   mouth   dance   up   in   a   mischievous   smile   ,   once   again   turning   a   serious   conversation   into   a   bit   of   a   joke   .   not   the   best   of   all   habits   .   

@31fcked​   sent:   “   it's   hard   to   be   lonely   ,   but   it's   the   right   thing   .   “

[13fckeda]

he   had   known   this   day   would   come   .   from   the   first   time   she’d   brought   up   how   amazing   steve   was   ,   how   good   looking   ,   so   smart   ,   so   polite   ...   –   FCK   THAT   .   matthew   had   known   from   that   moment   on   immediately   ,   she’d   get   rid   of   him   one   day   .   ˢʰᵉ’ᵈ   ʳᵉᵖˡᵃᶜᵉ   ʰᶤᵐ   ᶠᵒʳ   ˢᵗᵉᵛᵉ   .   not   even   necessarily   in   a   professional   way   ,   the   guy   probably   couldn’t   bodyguard   for   sht   .   but   all   the   nights   the   two   of   them   had   spent   tangled   in   the   sheets   ,   ALL   THE   HOURS   they’d   spent   talking   ,   pretending   they   were   nothing   more   than   colleagues   who   slept   together   .   when   truly   ...   the   both   of   them   knew   that   wasn’t   just   it   .   ʳᵉᵍᵃʳᵈˡᵉˢˢ   ᵒᶠ   ᵃˡˡ   ᵗʰᵃᵗ   ,   he’d   known   that   once   someone   better   came   along   ,   he’d   be   replaced   .   because   it’s   not   the   first   time   it   happened   .   

curly   haired   man   won’t   cause   a   scene   .   nah   .   not   on   this   one   .   not   when   he’d   had   weeks   to   prepare   himself   ,   a   long   time   to   brace   his   heart   .   words   were   uttered   ,   NOTHING   SURPRISING   ABOUT   IT   .   and   yet   ,   it   stung   .   it   hurt   .   it   was   a   slap   across   the   face   .   “   okay   .   “   tone   flat   ,   ᵃˡˡ   ᵉᵐᵒᵗᶤᵒᶰˢ   ᵖʳᵉˢˢᵘʳᵉᵈ   ᵇᵃᶜᵏ   .   expression   blank   .   too   focussed   on   hiding   his   the   heartbreak   he’d   known   would   follow   .   ice   blue   orbs   on   her   face   for   another   moment   .   last   seconds   of   soaking   up   who   they   had   been   together   ,   what   they   had   been   together   .   then   he   has   to   LET   IT   SINK   IN   .   mel   didn’t   want   him   .   ˢʰᵉ’ᵈ   ᶠᵒᵘᶰᵈ   ˢᵒᵐᵉᵒᶰᵉ   ᵇᵉᵗᵗᵉʳ   .   and   there   was   no   one   to   blame   but   he   .   no   one   ,   because   no   one   but   he   could   have   brought   up   his   feelings   and   the   spark   between   them   .   but   he   failed   .   matthew   simply   failed   .

@melodysworn​   sent:   "   i   can't   do   this   anymore   .   "