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@13rwzach
Just getting something off my chest
I have this huge new-found fascination with Steve-O and I donât know why.
Thanks
New Smut Prompt List
This was originally posted by @jiminniethemarshmallow but I needed to make some changes to it (namely, removing stuff because I donât write about pregnancy and stuff because... yeah, no).
Send me one from each category (or two from the dialogue choices).
Dialogue
1. âI missed you so much.â
2. âLike what you see?â
3. âIâve been thinking about you all day.â
4. âYouâre so perfect. And Iâm so fucking lucky.â
5. âTry to stay quiet, understand?â
6. âWeâre in public, you know.â
7. âI didnât know you were so sensitive.â
8. âDonât be so rough. There canât be any marks.â
9. âDonât smile at me like that. You know it drives me crazy.â
10. âI like it when you say my name like that.â
11. âI heard shower sex is dangerous, but right now, Iâm willing to take the risk.â
12. âI really donât care. You still look hot and Iâm trying not to kiss you senseless right now.â
13. âYouâre so much fun to touch.â
14. âCan I at least take my shoes off before you pounce on me?â
15. âAre you sure? Once we start, I might not be able to stop.â
16. âNo, Iâm supposed to be making you feel good.â
17. âOh my God, do that again.â
18. âYou can be wearing a trash bag, and Iâd still want you.â
19. âI thought maybe we can do a little more than just kissing.â
20. âIâm going to be late because you canât keep it in your pants.â
21. âIâll keep you warm.â
22. âDoes your ass even fit in those jeans?â
23. âIâm hotâ âYes you are ;)â
24. âThis is ridiculous!â
25. âWe could get caught!â
26. âI have a surprise for you.â
27. ââŚOr we could just get naked.â
28. âIâm still sore from last night.â
29. âWill you marry me?â
30. âI canât take this anymore.â
31. âNo panties, baby girl?â
32. âAll I can think about is ripping that dress off of you.â
33. âDonât hide from me, I want to see you.â
34. âYouâre mine and no one else can have you.â
35. âWell good morning to you too.â
36. âUm, can I help you? Why are you staring at me?â
37. âAlways so fucking tight for me.â
38. âLook at what you did to me. Iâve had to deal with this all day.â
39. âIâll be gentle, promise.â
40. âJust relax.â
41. âOh fuck, donât stop.â
42. âGive me a little show.â
43. âCan we just stay home so I can fuck your brains out?â
44. âYouâre a virgin? How?â
45. âLay back and let me take care of you.â
Setting
46. Car
47. Closet
48. Gym
49. Bathroom
50. Park
51. Office
52. Hotel
53. Bedroom
54. Restaurant
55. Library
56. Pool
57. Classroom
58. Amusement Park
59. Dance Studio
60. Club
61. Frat house
62. Forest/ woods
63. Storage room
64. Backstage
65. Rooftop
66. Theatre
67. Changing room
Situation
68. Kissing
69. Making out
70. Eating out
71. Just eating
72. Cuddling
73. Holding hands
74. Telling each other I love you
75. Blowjob
76. Teasing
77. Flirting
78. Dancing
79. Skipping class
80. First kiss
81. First time
82. Drinking
83. Sleeping together
84. Getting caught
85. Sneaking out
86. First Date
87. Blushing
88. Picnicking
89. Spanking
90. Showering together
91. Playing video games
92. Cooking
93. Just sex ;)
94. Buying couple items
95. Confessing
96. Dating
97. Waking up
98. Surprise!
99. Angry sex
100. Make up sex
101. Dirty talk
102. Overstimulation
103. Caught masturbating (specify who)
104. Shy
105. Trapped in snow storm
106. Lingerie
posting these gifs because the lack of cyrus content is hurting me
13rw scenarios
New â13 Reasons Whyâ scenario blog here. Iâll gladly take requests and will most likely accept anything unless Iâm uncomfortable with it.
Things Iâll most likely be uncomfortable with:
Rape scenes
Suicide scenes
Physical abuse scenes (hitting, scratching, punching, anything involving graphic violence basically)
Will I talk about those subjects in my imagines, scenarios, etc� Yes. Will I include graphic detailed scenarios of those things happening? No. Why? Because this is not a place to romanticize those things. Can you talk to me about those things? Yes, of course; you can shoot me an ask or message to talk about anything, any time.
Iâm happy to be apart of the fandom, and I hope I get some requests from you soon!
Hey fellow Zach tumblr! I just wanted to say hi! Welcome to the fandom! âşď¸âşď¸âşď¸
Hi! Thank you! Iâve actually been here for awhile but just wasnât active lol. I wasnât the biggest fan of the second season, so I kind of gave up, but then I saw Ross Butler on the screen and I almost shed tears over his beauty so I thought I should start this up again! Haha. Thank you for coming by and saying hi! Request anything you want!
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Zach Dempsey - Nosy
A/N: So I tried to write FluffâŚ. why did I try to write fluff? XD I mean, Iâm not saying itâs bad but I thrive in angst so this is painfully short and Iâm sorry. This was supposed to be like⌠Justin and Zach fighting over you in a fluffy way, but it turned in Zach realizes someone else is into you and makes his move.
Pairing: Zach x Reader
Warnings: Just some bad fluff folks, Iâm sorry. XD
Prompt: There was a post that inspired this but it kinda puttered out my b
Word Count: 1168 (đ)
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Your phone buzzing surprised you, and you couldnât help but groan as you stretched to grab it off the floor where it fell an hour or two ago. You were surprised to find a lengthy text from Justin Foley but your cheeks still twitched into a smile as you read it.
âHey (Y/N), are you busy on Friday? I was thinking we could hang out. Itâs been awhile since weâve had any one on one time.â
You smirk at your phone, knowing exactly why the two of you havenât had any alone time, mainly because youâve been spending most of your time with the boy sitting at the end of your bed. Zach Dempsey.
âWhoâs that?â he asks teasingly, playfully peeking around at your phone as you tuck it into your chest.
âNone of your business Mr. Dempsey,â you chastise him, locking the screen and sliding your phone under your leg. âNow letâs see that essay, Iâll proofread yours if youâll look over mine.â
âSeriously, (Y/N),â Zach remarked, a flat expression matting his features, unamused.
âYes, Zachary, seriously. A fresh set of eyes helps with pacing and light proofreading,â you assure him, holding your hand out expectantly for his laptop.
âDoesnât Google Docs do most of the proof reading that you need?â he whined, handing over his laptop as you pass him yours.
âIt does, but I have a bad habit of leaving words out and for some reason Google doesnât pick that up- Look Zach, you donât have to if you donât want to,â you sigh, pulling your phone out again to check the time.
âN-No, I do want to. Iâll tell you what,â he grinned, sliding over closer to you excitedly.
âTell me what?â you ask, eyeing him at this new, closer proximity and trying to keep your breathing steady.
âYou tell me who texted you, and Iâll read this paper over with the utmost precision,â he offers, his voice low and sultry. An infectious grin spreads over his face, one you only escape by casting your eyes to the ceiling.
âWhy do you want to know so badly?â you groan, begrudgingly pulling your phone out again.
âBecause I have a feeling I already know who it is,â Zach tells you flatly.
âOh, and whoâs that?â
âIâm pretty sure Foley wants to spend time with you. Heâs trying to get you away from me for a change?â
âWh-What? H-How- How did you know?â you sputter, checking your phone to find another message from Justin.
âI guess youâre hanging with Dempsey right now. Just so you know, heâs a good guy and all but I mean, a face that handsome? Howâs a guy supposed to compete?â
Your face flushes at the message and a nervous giggle slips out despite your attempts at restraint.Â
âWhatâd he say this time?â Zach asks, a note of frustration slipping into his voice.
âHe, uh, he guessed I was with you right now and says youâve got a very handsome face, one he finds hard to compete with,â you admit, your cheeks flushing at the admission. Itâs not like Justin was wrong, just saying it outloud to Zach was almost more than you could take.
âWh-What, no I donât. Iâm like, a five on a good day.â Any other guy making a claim like that would have been fishing for compliments but you knew Zach struggled with his self-image, even if you couldnât understand why.
âOh, come on Dempsey, Iâd give you a solid 9.5 on a day where you woke up in a dumpster,â you tell him, mirroring the same flat look heâd given you earlier.
âD-Did you wanna cut this short and go hang out with Foley? I donât mind,â he asks, trying to hide his disappointment.Â
âYouâd like that wouldnât you,â you smirk, âYou just donât want to read my paper.â
âYou caught me.â Zach grinned, stretching out on your bed. Your breath hitches at the sight, and you have to physically tear your eyes away from where his shirt was inching away from his shorts.
âBesides, Justin wants to hang out on Friday anyway, I have time for both of you,â you tease as your eyes trail back to his waistline. Shaking your head again, you open the lid to his laptop, biting your lip to resist the urge to look just once more.
âFriday, huh? Justyâs trying to take you out,â Zach grinned, sitting up to face you. âDo you like Justin? I mean, Iâll give you space if youâd rather spend time with him.â
You stare at Zach a moment, trying to process what he was suggesting, âLook Zach, if you have better things to do-â
âN-No, (Y/N), I didnât mean it like that. I was just trying to give you an out if you needed it. I didnât want you to feel obligated to me just because I, well, ya know, I like you.â
âJesus Christ, Zach,â you breathe, all the air seemingly sucked from your chest at his admission. You shut the laptop quickly, sliding it back over to him as you bit your lip again, trying to bring yourself to meet his eyes.
âSorry, (Y/N). Tell you what, Iâll just go and we can pretend I never said that,â he blushes, grabbing his laptop and shoving it back in his bag.
âN-No, Zach, I didnât mean that,â you assure him quickly, climbing over the bed to him. You plop yourself at the edge of your bed, looking up at him earnestly, âI-I like you too, Zach.â
âOh, jeez. Thatâs a relief.â He lets out a sigh of relief, sitting back down on the bed next to you. âAre you sure you donât want to give Justin a chance?â he asks nervously, seeming to be strangled by the words he doesnât want to ask.
âZach, Iâm sure,â you assure him, clasping your hand over his. His eyes meet yours, a strange look passing over them as he looks you over.Â
âThis might sound cheesy, but you look so beautiful tonight, (Y/N),â he murmurs softly, running his thumb over yours.
âIt is cheesy,â you grin giddly, âbut I love cheese, both the edible kind and the sappy, overdone kind.â
âSpeaking of cheese, Iâm starving,â Zach declares, trying to break himself of the embarrassment coating his cheeks.
âYou wanna go to Rosieâs?â
âTheir cheese fries are so good.â
âTo Rosieâs it is then, but Iâm still going to make you read over this damn essay. A deal is a deal.â
âAlright, alright,â he says, waving you off with a grin.
As he loads his bookbag up, you pull out your phone, unable to wipe the smirk off your face as you finally send a reply to Justin, letting him down as gently as possible. As the two of you head out to Zachâs car, the phone buzzes again.
âI never stood a chance did I? (; Itâs okay, you guys are great together. Iâll see the both of you on Friday.â
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Cyrus - Jacket
A/N: I was so confident with where I wanted to go with this, until I got to the end and I lost steam. Still. I like where I was going with this so I just have to hope you do too. Fluffy sarcasm imbound. âĽ
Request: Yes, by @thesupernova411
Pairing: Cyrus x Reader
Warnings: None, other than a severe lack of Zach what did I do. đđđ
Word Count: 1210
Prompt:Â I loves the Cyrus smut omg. If itâs okay could I get some fluff with Cyrus where the reader is hanging out with him and his friends or sister and sheâs cold so he gives the reader his jacket and just all the fluff. Please and thank you. Nova <3
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The music was loud, the people were rude and the drinks sucked. There was no place else youâd want to be. A punk show with Cyrus. The whole night, he couldnât take his eyes off you and you didnât want to flatter yourself, but youâd never seen him so happy. Even when music stopped and your ears were ringing, you couldnât stop smiling. He took your hand and led you outside and the chilly air was like an adrenaline rush in its own. You howled into the night to expel some of the energy you had built up.
âThat was so fucking awesome!â You exclaim. Mack smiles at you and Eric nods his head in agreement. âIâve never been to a punk show before.â Cyrus puts his arm around your waist the the four of you head down the street. You check your phone to find a text from your mom telling you to have fun and another from your best friend demanding details asap. You smile and tuck your phone away as you round the corner. âSo what are we doing now?â You ask Cyrus. âIâm way too hyped to go to bed right now.â
âWell, Eric and I are heading back to his place.â Mack tells you with a wink. Ericâs cheeks flush a little, avoiding direct eye contact with his best friend.
âLook man, I know youâre taking my little sister to bang her.â Cyrus tells Eric flatly. âJust donât hurt her and you have nothing to worry about.â Eric tried to laugh, but it was a little higher of a pitch so Mack waved to the two of you before departing down a dark street. âSo what did you want to get into?â Cyrus said as the two of you continued walking down the empty main street.
âI just want to spend more time with you. The show was a lot of fun, but it didnât exactly allow for much in the ways of intimacy.â You tell him. The two of you come to a crosswalk and stop to let the measly amount of traffic go by.
âWellâŚâ He started, rubbing his chin in contemplation. âWe could go to the park.â He suggested.
âOoh, thatâs a great idea.â You walk hand in hand down the dark streets until you finally reach Eisenhower Park. You release Cyrusâ hand as you run to the swings and hop on one. He looks at you, smile playing at his cheeks, almost like he couldnât believe how cute you were. As you propel the swing back and forth, the wind whips around you, chilling you to the core. You slow the swing down as Cyrus moves to stand in front front of you. When the swing has lost most of its momentum, he grabs the chains and stands in front of you smiling down at you. He slowly moves to kiss you, deep and passionately. As the two of you break apart, you shiver and concern comes over his face.
âYou okay?â He asks. âI didnât know I had that much kissing prowess.â You gently kick him, while giggling.
âWell, thereâs that, and itâs actually really cold tonight.â You tell him, rubbing your arms.
âWell damn, (Y/N) I canât control the weather!â He quotes, causing you to giggle. He pulls off his jacket and places it on your shoulders.
âWell what an honor I have received to be given the mighty punk leathers.â You tell him as you put your arms through the sleeves.
âYeah, youâre not keeping it.â He says seriously, before cracking a smile.
âOh do you not know the code? I mean, I wouldâve thought one of your previous girlfriends would have told you.â You say as you slowly stand up from the swing and move from around it. âOnce the jacket has been given to the girlfriend, it is a tithe for a happy harvest and a loving relationship.â
He raises his eyebrows at you. âOh really? And just who deemed that scripture?â He asked.
âItâs been this way since the times of Olde.â You try to say seriously, but giggles are seeping through.
âWell, if youâre not going to give it back, I guess Iâll just have to take it.â He says darkly, a twinkle in his eye. Shivers trickle down your spine as he prowls around you.
âOnce the jacket has been passed, you canât get it back.â You cough, trying to get your serious tone back.
âWeâll have to see about that.â He says, before lunging at you. Youâre quicker yet, and he proceeds to chase you around the small playground. You move to get behind the huge slide, and when he moves to go around one side, you move to the other. âCome on (Y/N), donât play hard to get.â He taunts.
âThe jacket belongs to me, so sayeth the days of olde!â You retort, opting to climb up the slide itself. When you get to the top, you turn around to sit and face him, a smug smile crossing your features. Seeing its a fruitless effort, he puts his hands up in defeat.
âOkay, you win. I suppose it does look better on you than it does on me.â He concedes, causing your heart to leap. âNow come down here so I can kiss you.â You raise your eyebrow.
âThat sounds like the biggest trap Iâve ever heard.â You tell him, eyeing him warily.
âI swear on my sister, no funny business.â He says, holding up his pinky. âPinky promise.â
You slide down to meet him and he leans over the slide to kiss you. His hands move all over you as he kneels on the slide next to you to deepen the kiss. His hands move from your face down to the small of your back to pull you closer into the kiss.
-
Over the next couple days, you wear the jacket with pride around school while his friends give him hell for falling for the old âIâm coldâ trick. He just shrugs as he looks at you, pride for you covering his features. He walks you home from school and just keeps chuckling to himself as you poke and prod, trying to get him to divulge whatever joke heâs been keeping to himself. He plays it to close to the chest and when you refuse to kiss him goodbye, he just shrugs, telling you to suit yourself. You watch him walk away, feeling confused and if youâre honest, a little hurt. You go into your room to find a small package on your bed. Your mom tells you Cyrusâ dad dropped it off this afternoon. You quickly open the box to find a leather jacket and a short letter.
Well, if you wonât give me mine back, I figured I should just make you one of your own. I hope you like it. I love you (Y/N).
You beam at the note before going back outside to call Cyrus. To your surprise heâs already waiting outside, his hands tucked behind back, smiling smugly at him.
âYouâre ridiculous.â You shout at him, happy tears brimming in your eyes.
âMaybe so, but thing is, itâs pretty chilly out.â He shrugs. âBut damn if you didnât look good wearing mine.â
Zach Dempsey - Cheat
A/N: Well, now that Iâve ripped my own heart out. đ I tried to keep the ending open to interpretation so to speak because I wouldnât want to leave him either, but at the same time, the amount of sex Hannah and Zach had over the summer would ruin it for me. So I didnât give a definite answer.
Request: Yes, by @babyybesson
Pairing: Zach x Reader
Warnings: Angsty angst. Oh and full disclosure, I did pull the courtroom dialogue straight from the show for the most part, just edited it where it needed to be.
Prompt:Â Can I have an imagine where the reader is dating Zach and finds out he cheated (multiple times) when he testifies in court and he tries to get her to forgive him and you can choose if she does or doesnât?
Word Count: 2013
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Cheat p2, Cheat p3
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âYou love me, right?â Your boyfriend asks you as the two of you lay in his bed. Heâs laying on your lap while you run your fingers through his hair. You were watching a documentary about sharks and you were mildly disturbed that he wasnât paying much attention.
âOf course I do, baby. Why wouldnât I?â You reply, twirling a his hair around your finger.
âOh no, I know. I just love you so much.â He says, looking at his hands, picking at a hangnail. âI donât know what Iâd do without you, honestly.â He says, his voice melancholy.
âDoes this have to do with court tomorrow?â You ask him tenderly. âYou didnât really know Hannah that well. You took a couple notes, big deal.â You assure him. âPeople arenât really going to see that as a big deal. Hannah overreacted.â Zach was silent. âMaybe if she wouldâve talked to you about it a little more rather than just assuming.â Youâd heard the tapes. Youâd caught him listening to him one night when you surprised him with a visit. You held him as he worked through his guilt, carrying way more than you thought necessary. He showed you the note she thought Zach had thrown away. He told you he didnât know how to react to it, he froze. It was the first time youâd seen him cry before and it broke your heart.
âI just want to help Hannah.â He murmurs gazing off into space. He moves to lay next to you, holding his arms out to hold you. He pulls you in close, covering the two of you with his thick blanket. He holds you as though itâs the last time heâd ever get to, kissing your head periodically. âI love you so much (Y/N).â He whispers in your ear. âThank you for always being there for me.â You were revelling in his love, arching your neck to kiss him, which got hot and heavy quickly. He kissed you all over, your chest, your neck, your tummy. There wasnât a single part of you he could get enough of. When you were done, he cleans you up before you get out of his bed, looking at the time on your phone. 1:12 am.
âI guess I should be going.â You say sadly, pulling your jeans back on.
âWould you stay with me tonight?â He asks, his voice husky. You raise your eyebrow at him
âAre you sure thatâs a good idea? Wonât your mom be mad?â You ask him, sitting down on his bed.
âI really donât care.â He says honestly. âI just want to spend time with you. If you leave, Iâll never get to sleep.â You nod, pulling your jeans back off and tossing them on the chair. You crawl back into his bed, thrilled to be back in his warm embrace. He wraps his arms around you, making you feel so safe as you both drift off to sleep.
-
The next morning comes all too fast. Zach wakes you up silently, putting his finger to his mouth. You dress quickly, before climbing out his window and avoiding the windows to run home and change. Your parents are still out of town so you let yourself in and get dressed in your court attire. You make your way back to Zachâs, his mother eyeing you cautiously before smiling and saying good morning. You and Zach get in his car, his mother following in herâs. Zach looks nervous as all hell, holding your hand as he drove. When you arrive at the courthouse, he opens your door for you, giving you an opportunity to give him a kiss.
âBaby, everything is going to be okay.â You assure him. He snorts and pulls you into a hug. His mom calls for him and he takes your hand as you walk into the court house. Lawyers pull him off into a sideroom, but he mouths he loves you. You smile at him, blowing him a small kiss before you and his mother take your seats in the main court hall.
âThank you for letting me come Mrs. Dempsey.â You say shyly while you wait for the proceedings to start.
âOf course (Y/N). I know you make my Zach very happy.â She says serenely. âHow long have you been together now?â
âSince sophomore year. Itâll be a year in a couple weeks.â You say, excitement leaking into your voice. His mom smiles at you.
âWell weâll have to bring you around for dinner than wonât we?â She says, a small smile playing at her cheeks.
âOrder!â The bailiff calls and the proceedings commence.
The Bakerâs Lawyer asks Zach about the bullying culture at Liberty but itâs when the schools lawyer approaches him that he starts to look really nervous. The lawyer starts to ask him about the summer before junior year. The summer you were at your grandparents in Washington. Signal had been non-existent so you only really got to talk to him sporadically. When his Dad died, your parents let you drive down to attend the funeral with him, but you had to go back the same night. It broke your heart to do it, but you didnât have a choice. You both cried when you left but you assured him youâd be home as soon as you could be.
âMr. Dempsey, isnât it true you reached out to Hannah the summer after the note?â
âYes.â
âAnd isnât it true you saw her more than once that summer?â The lawyer asked coolly.
âYes, my girlfriend was out of town that summer, it was slow.â He says, voice strained. He seemed to be focusing directly on the lawyer, trying not to let his gaze fall on you.
âAnd what did you do that summer with Hannah?â The lawyer asks.
âI saw a lot of movies. I was out of my mind after my dad died, and I needed someone to talk to.â
âBut didnât you send hundreds of texts back and forth that summer?â She asked. His eyes flicked to you, for only a second just to see your confused expression.
âI mean, we texted. I donât know how many times.â He paused a moment, before continuing. âWe just⌠we had things in common to talk about, and things we didnât have to talk about, things we just knew about each other.â He mumbles, looking down at his hands. Your heart is thudding in your chest. Heâd never told you about spending any time with Hannah, let alone that heâd gotten close to her. You wanted to leave that courtroom, to stop hearing what else he did with Hannah that summer. You were frozen to your seat, silent tears welling in your eyes as your boyfriend kept talking.
âThat mustâve been exhausting, keeping that a secret.â The lawyer said coldly.
âYeah, I guess I, uh I just wanted to keep the friendship ours.â Zach explains.
âAnd in all that time you spent together, all those texts, you and Hannah never became more than friends? You never told your fellow teammates about her, as youâve said they do? - Bragged a bit?â You couldnât help but glare at the back of the womanâs head, what exactly was she trying to say.
âNo. I would never do that.â Zach said, anger leaking in his tone.
âBecause there was nothing to brag about or because youâre not one to do so?â The lawyer asks slyly.
âBecause it wasnât like that.â Your stomach drops. You exchange glances with his mother, but she just shakes her head, watching her son intently.
âWhat was it like then? Mr. Dempsey, did something happen between you and Hannah Baker the summer before she took her life?â
Zach struggled for a moment, looking at his mom, to you. He looks devastated, causing tears to spill down your cheeks. He sniffled slightly, wiping his eyes before continuing.
âYes.â He mumbled.
âWhat?â The lawyer asked.
âYes, we⌠we had sex.â Your heart felt broken, and your body felt numb.
âJust once?â
âNo, it was all summer.â You let out a sob as you stand up and move out of the courtroom, breaking down in the hallway after the door closes. You hear the judge banging his gavel and calling for order in the court. You push through the front door, walking out into the world which felt so different now. How could he do it? You trusted him. Suddenly his actions from the previous night start to make sense. He knew youâd find out. You start wondering down the street, taking random turns, not knowing where to go, just wanting to stay out of sight. A half hour after you left, your phone starts blowing up. You turned off your device after seeing Zachâs name on your phone. You never wanted to talk to him again. You find yourself at the Eisenhower park, happy to find it completely empty. You climb up to the slide and sits down, pulling your knees up to your chest. You canât contain yourself anymore, and you cry. You donât bother trying to stay quiet because you were certain no one would be looking for you here.
You cry until you have no tears left to give. Your heart feels empty and barren. A familiar engine purr alerts you to the fact that you werenât alone anymore, and you know exactly who it was.
â(Y/N), I know youâre here.â Zach says weakly. âPlease, just talk to me.â You say nothing. You had nothing to say to him anymore. âPlease, (Y/N). Let me explain.â
âExplain what? Why you lied to me?â You snap, your voice raspy.
âI didnât know how to tell you, I needed you that summer.â He cries.
âSo itâs my fault?â You hiss at him, standing up to look down at him. His eyes were bloodshot, his suit disheveled. Your heart betrays you, wanting to go down and find comfort in his arms. âYou cheated on me because I couldnât be there for you? Even though I wanted nothing more than to be there with you?â
âI was going to tell you.â Zach says defeated. âI wish itâd never happened. I wish I could take it all back.â
âYou canât.â You say darkly. âYou never truly cared about me, did you?â
â(Y/N), I love you so much.â Zach begged. âI know I messed up but I canât live without you. I know Iâve hurt you, but I want to fix it.â
âYouâre going to have to learn how.â You say heartlessly. You slide down the slide and start walking out of the park.
â(Y/N).â Zach calls from behind you. â(Y/N), please.â
âGoodbye Zach.â You say coldly, heading home. You hear him collapse to his knees and start crying. You fight the urge to turn around, to scoop him up and hold him again. You think of the good times that you shared, and your own tears start to fall. You turn around to look at the broken man in front of you, and your feet take you to his side. When you rest your hand on his back, he wraps his arms around you, clinging to you.
âIâm so sorry, (Y/N).â He mutters in your ear, sniffling. âIâm so sorry and I will do anything to make it up to you, anything.â
âI donât know Zach.â You tell him, causing him to hold you tighter to him. âI donât know if I can trust you.â
âI know.â He cries softly. âIâll do anything for you (Y/N). You donât have to forgive me now.
âJust tell me one thing.â You say, calmly. He releases you slightly, looking into your eyes. âDid you love her?â
âI cared for Hannah, but the only person Iâve ever truly loved is you.â He assures you.
âI donât want to lose you.â You murmur, moving your gaze to his hands, wrapping yours around them. âI just donât know if I can forgive you.â
âWhatever it takes, Iâll do it. I love you (Y/N).â
I just want everyone to know⌠week 2 is not better than week 1
Of school. Save me.
Did life see me having a good day and was like⌠ânah fuck this bitchâ? Because why else would this happen?
Hey to all of my followers. I just wanted to let y'all know that I have a Harry Potter blog now @nevitropolis if you want to follow that. I'm more active there. I'll probably be more active when the new season comes out as well. I just haven't had motivation lol.
The way Brandon Larracuente is yelling for Brandon Flynn to look at the camera Iâm dying. BRANDOOONNNN!!
The Manchester benefit concert is being streamed live right now.
Oh my god.. :( @sentinelai
So here she is! Her name is Zoey! Sheâs all gray, and sheâs so sweet and playful. She just had surgery so itâs difficult keeping an eye on her because sheâs so active lol. For @hxnnxh-bxkxr because she wanted to see!
SH ES SO CUT E PH MU GFOFS
Thanks so much! I love her a bunch already! If anyone wants to know the story about how/why I got her, let me know by sending an ask or something haha â¤
So here she is! Her name is Zoey! She's all gray, and she's so sweet and playful. She just had surgery so it's difficult keeping an eye on her because she's so active lol. For @hxnnxh-bxkxr because she wanted to see!