with false salvation we found freedom

A side blog for my ocs Aegaeon, Leto, Citino and Can !

[lookatmysillies]

ALNST S40 OCs Naz & Yael Official Profiles

Since I never actually posted their official profiles, here are their profiles & assets for @season40! Once again, art for both by @rockwgooglyeyes, he does lots of amazing oc art over on his blog!

Yael and Naz have both lost people very dear to them (Akane @aakaneeee & Macbeth @alien-til-i-stage, respectively) shortly before their season and are dealing with the fallout as they hit the stage. Their closest confidants at the time of S40 are Can @14-alc (warily reciprocated) and Inna (wildly one-sided) for Yael and Wren @ivanttakethis (Naz likes to act like it's one-sided) for Naz

By S40, they share a guardian, Guardian Ebej. Naz was Ebej's first pet human and he was intrigued by her outbursts and uncontrollable fluxes of emotion. He purchased Yael after Yael's guardian sold them, exhausted of having to deal with Yael's strange and morbid behaviors. Ebej further encouraged Yael's mental illness and fueled his delusions by sending him on a "mission" after graduation from Anakt Garden to spread the word about the Great Anakt, which Yael claims to have seen firsthand from two near-death experiences (one when they were a small child and tried to end their own life by drowning themselves, only saved by Can; then again before graduation when they acquired a bad concussion in a physical fight with Inna).

Here are their pictures for the brackets:

[14-alc]

Heard we were making our sonas into alnst OCS woe

[lookatmysillies]

Character Intimacy Levels: S39 Pt. 1

Based on the character intimacy percentages from the art book. Covering my characters’ intimacy levels with characters they have notable relationships with within and outside of their classes. This is part 1 for my S39 kids, then there’ll be Non-Competitors (Eddy and Itsaso), S40 (Naz and Yael), and S41 (Light and Halo).

Send me an ask if I miss your character and you want to know the intimacy level between one of my ocs and yours!

Tallis

Himei: 100% You picked me, of all people. I don’t know why you picked me. Sometimes I worry you just took pity on me.

Tov: 100% Is this what it’s like to be truly understood? I never knew it could be like this. It’s unlike anything I’ve ever felt.

Eddy: 85% We met under the worst circumstances. Maybe that’s why I’ve grown to love you so fast.

Lang: 80% I just like to… sit with you. And watch you make things from nothing. You calm me.

Khoi: 78% We used to be closer, but after Sai and Vera… well, we’re just not as close anymore. Still, I think I love you very much. You taught me more than anyone ever has.

Nyx: 76% You can be cold and sharp, but I know you’re full of good. You’re my friend. I feel safe with you.

Stasya: 65% My roommate. You keep your things tidy like me. I like you a lot.

Sai: 64% After everything, I still wish the best for you.

Castor: 60% Your inability to take things seriously gets on my nerves. But you look out for me.

Noora: 45% What a sweet girl. You’re the first human I ever saw.

Flor: 25% I don’t get you…

Daiki: 25% Maybe we could be friends in another life.

Cirrus: 12% If only I knew you better. I feel like I can see the answer to life itself on your face, and then a million new questions.

Azure: 5% I think Tov likes you? You make me nervous.

Castor

Kyo: 100% Kyo, lovely soul, I’ve never deserved you, your gentleness, or your grace for someone who only hurts the people he loves.

Nyx: 96% Baby brother, I’d like to think I’d do anything for you. I hope I’m right.

Haneul: 88% You make me feel safer than I’ve ever felt. I used to find you difficult to understand. I understand you now.

Aurien: 75% You make me feel such love and protectiveness. And yet your trust in me scares me.

Faolan: 73% Hehe, you remind me of my Kyo!

Jae: 66% You make me laugh every day.

Flor: 50% You remind me a bit of—well, me.

Evon: 45% I hated when Kyo had a crush on you, but I could never hate you. You’re beautiful. You gave him solace in ways I couldn’t.

Dian: 31% My little redheaded buddy! You’re good for Nyxie, following him around all the time. He needs to not be in his thoughts so much.

Moran: 12% Therapy party pooper.

Tov: 10% Uptight and unnerving. You have qualities I respect, though.

Azure: 1% Ugh.

Solei: 1% Sometimes I can’t help but loathe you for flying. For saving Aurien. Because I couldn’t.

Cinna, Leto, & Light: 1% I’m sorry.

Ok boy oh boy let’s see who to tag

@ivanttakethis for Tov. @pwippy for Lang. @bittersweet-adagio for Sai and Khoi. @imperfectnothing for Nyx, Dian, Han, and Fao. @billwasnot for Stasya. @kamersona for Noora. @sotogalmo for Flor. @daiki1k for Daiki. @cirrusoftheclouds for Cirrus. @azureitri for Azure. @aurienneirua for Aurien and Cinnabar. @kofeedoggo for Jae and Evon. @geospiral for Moran. @solei-eclipse for Solei. Aaaand @14-alc for Leto. Jfc okay time to retag like 80% of these in comments now that I have all the users in one place

[lookatmysillies]

Character Intimacy Levels: S39 Pt. 2 of 2

Based on the character intimacy percentages from the art book. Covering my characters’ intimacy levels with characters they have notable relationships with within and outside of their classes. This is part 2 for my S39 kids, then there’ll be Non-Competitors (Eddy and Itsaso), S40 (Naz and Yael), and S41 (Light and Halo).

Himei

Tallis: 100% You’ve always been so authentic, whether you like it or not. …I like being needed by you.

Tov: 98% My best friend—more than a best friend? You’re more strong-willed than Tallis. It’s harder to control and keep you where I know you’re safe.

Dian: 95% My less complicated best friend, haha! I feel like I can tell you anything. Well—most everything.

Hayate: 70% I love you. I will always love you. But you’re wrong.

Rose: 67% We used to clash a lot. It’s funny to remember those times, actually.

Moran: 52% One of Tov’s friends and I like to think one of my friends too! You’re the first classmate I met when we were in those containers. You do make me a little sad sometimes…

Min: 50% I wish we could dance again, Min…

Nyx: 30% Silly, reticent boy! Poor DiDi is head over heels for you and you have no idea.

Lark: 16% I didn’t even think much of you until… well.

Leona: 10% Strange…

Ellie: 10% I’m not much of a fan.

Noora: 8% I will never forgive myself, for what little it’s worth.

Halo: 1% I know you’re supposed to be some kind of replacement for me. Good luck, child. It’s not as great as it looks.

Cirrus: 1% It should’ve been me.

Daiki: 1% You bring out the worst in me.

Kyo

Castor: 99% I love you, Castor. And I have no idea how to reach you.

Nyx: 85% Cas has tried to sway me into mentoring way too many next class kids with him, but you I genuinely like. I want to protect you.

Haneul: 80% You pay a lot of attention to me, which I’m not really used to… it’s nice, though.

Evon: 70% I could sit with you for hours in comfortable silence.

Faolan: 70% So cool…

Jae: 36% Err, you’re a little tiring. Nice though.

Azure: 33% You’re not as bad as Cas thinks. I feel bad for you, to be honest.

Akane: 30% I find a kindred spirit in you, Akane.

Aegaeon: 20% You annoy me.

Tagging: @ivanttakethis for Tov. @imperfectnothing for Nyx, Dian, Han, and Fao. @rosedeleca for Rose. @geospiral for Moran. @starry-skiez for Min. @kamersona for Lark and Noora. @bittersweet-adagio for Ellie. @cirrusoftheclouds for Cirrus. @daiki1k for Daiki. @kofeedoggo for Jae and Evon. @azureitri for Azure. @aakaneeee for Akane. @14-alc for Aegaeon.

[pwippy-deactivated20241125]

i like my life but dang im procrastinating 💥💥

[pwippy-deactivated20241125]

hey existing is pretty cool. and weird. everything wasnt and then everything was and like dimensions upon dimensions were created and will continue to exist even when all physical matter is gone. weird little particles mashed into different particles and so on and over a ton of time (which will barely be a blip in the grand scheme of things) until collections were formed and planets and other rocks were formed. then water which is SO WEIRD and hey look at that ive gone over like 8 billion years already. at some point life existed. and soso many life forms. weird stuff like bacteria and then theres SO MUCH of it. trying to create an estimate of how many life forms have existed and creating a network of what had turned into what (cant destroy matter innit? i ate a plant and that plant is now me but that plant is made of earth and energy from past plants and the sun yadda yadda) would 100% be impossible for like. ever.

idk why im creating paragraphs because this is already so long that this is more of a journal than something yall would gaf about but hey. you dont even know where the network would START. sun energy and like fusion and helium. sure. big bang. how did that happen? 2 black holes and a lot of energy. where did the energy come from? the concept of quantum uncertainty which "allows energy to be formed literally from nowhere" what. wtf. are we real. how does that work. i mean theres a wikipedia article explaining it but im not a wuantum mechanist im a random teen created from stardust or something. also im moving so its hard to read an ultimately subjective article that ik states something about plancks constant which immediately brings me flashbacks of chem.

anyways subjectivity leads me to my next point as im rapidly diverging from my other points! subjectivity. everything is subjective because (ithink) there isnt an omniscient being that can record everything as it really is. and an omniscient being isnt objective. knowledge vs application and linguistic phrasing of concepts is very different. is my blue your blue? what about a dogs vision? my experience is infinitely different from yours but so easily lumped together to create a common state of being. in terms of humans we have brains! they make subjectivity go brrr. theyre so easily affected by things which is so easily affected by things and on and on. technically speaking since you can scan a brain and see how it acts currently as well as look at itis history to see how it turned out that way. to an extent you can predict what someone will do based on that information, it works the same with physics, so TO AN EXTENT everything is predictable. hey but guess what. once you get to a certain scale a nice thing called entropy exists. which is in simple terms unpredictability. weird.

that brings me to the concept of determinism and other universes! if something is random that means an other event could have happened. this also applies to morals and ethics. saying you shouldve or couldve done something differently, like studying or helping someone, means that choice DID exist and therefore free will exists. also other universes. theres also a theory this universe was formed because 2 other universes merged. i need to look into that. another thing about universes is how variable they are. physics and what we know to be true could be completely false somrwhere else.

hey. philosophy! is what you did really what you did if you dont remember it? tree in a forest? dear evan hansen? thats just one concept upon trillions uppn trillions of other concepts our brains formed. what gives us the ability to comprehend anything anyways? is morals just a survival based aspect we call "academic" to sound like a higher force over something like schau. schaudenfreude. ? do animals have religion or a system of belief we couldnt even START to understand? if we give domesticated animals food and shelter what does that makes us to them?

[lookatmysillies]

ALNST OCs as Animal Crossing Villagers: Part 4

KHOI as PAPI, a lazy horse villager

LARK as ZELL, a smug deer villager

TOV as IONE, a normal squirrel villager

AKANE as WHITNEY, a snooty wolf villager

JAE as KID CAT, a jock cat villager (thought of the comic book thing and it was too cute to pass up aygisgdbvh)

AEGAEON as MATHILDA, a snooty kangaroo villager (+the baby because she accidentally adopts a lot of street children idfk)

LANG as CEPHALOBOT, a smug octopus villager

NYX as MARSHAL, a smug squirrel villager (one of my top 3 favorites alongside Freya and Goldie he's my baby)

(Characters belong to @bittersweet-adagio, @kamersona, @ivanttakethis, @kofeedoggo, @aakaneeee, @pwippy, @14-alc, and @rockwgooglyeyes)

[mayasallowsillusions]

MAYA FIRST DAY AT ANAKT GARDEN [PART 2]

Oh, there's a face she had seen at parties. Ava had a beauty that felt serene. Like the ocean Maya heard about, in a way. But there was always the sense that something wasn't...right. Ava never looked fully aware of present at the parties. She still looks almost...empty, even at in the garden. [Ava by @tinypaperstars ]

Maya heard murmuring and let her eyes fall on a duo. They seemed to be be rather smitten wit each other...it was rather adorable, to say the least. The red-haired girl seemed to be the quiter of the two, and seemed to always be...uneasy. Nonetheless, she visibly enjoyed being around the other girl.[Cinnabar by @everpresent-neverending ]

The girl, with her lilac hair, clinged onto the redhead with pure affection. She smiled and rambled, though Maya wasn't close enough to decipher any of it. She was the more outgoing of the two, she could tell tha much...opposites really do attract, huh?[Yuna by @starry-skiez ]

...and there's another couple. At least, Maya thinks they are. They seemed to be opposites too, almost like night and day. They were both...beautiful. One had raven black hair and seemed to keep to herself as far as Maya could tell. She seemed almost nervous but didn'thate the fact that the other girl stuck by her so much.[Isla by @nottoonedin ]

The other one seemed very taken by the raven-haired girl. She smiled wide and Maya swore, she could almost see heart-eyes. Bright and willing to give out her love openly...romantic, but sometimes overwhelming. Maybe that was what was happening. [ Monica by @nottoonedin ]

...Why does that kid remind Maya of a squid? She doesn't even know how or why, but that boy who was sat by himself, with pink hair, a streak of black running through it, remind her of a squid. He looked to be shy, quiet...but he didn't look dangerous. What a sweet kid. [Kune by @pengugu09 ]

Oh, and there was another shy one. A boy with...with a missing eye....He seemed like a sun that was hidden behind clouds (Maya doesn't know how that makes sense to her, but it does). He seemed to also keep to himself as best as he could. As though he felt like he was taking up more space than he should. Maya shouldn't be thinking like this, she really shouldn't...but he made her feel uneasy. She wants to just- just look away. Look away- [Can by @14-alc ]

[rockwgooglyeyes]

Wait, I dunno if we ever got Dian's reaction to Round12! <- is wondering because I've been making his playlist (there is no winter (nyx) without the summer (dian), so)

His reaction to Flor and Ellie's death, with Vera's disappearance? lmao you didn't because even writing out Nyx's rounds has been time consuming as hell anyways here's Dian's reaction to Round 12!

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Never did Dian ever expect to see Flor's guts spill on the stage. Not that he ever really expected such a thing from anyone but Flor, the lovely fool? They wore their ego so flippantly, it was if it didn't exist at all, they laughed along with every joke made in their expense. Every slight was water off of a duck's back with Flor, her laughter as jubilant and bright as fizzy soda, Dian thought that she had the win in the bag.

When Ellie's body crumpled to the ground, her red hair blending into the pool of blood as if it were cut from the same cloth, Dian couldn't help but laugh. The sound bubbling up out of his throat, his head in his hands as he sat in his dressing room in a theatre however far away from one so similar, one with two dead bodies and one newly wanted by the law. He hadn't even taken the night off for this, still in his stage clothes, makeup running from the tears budding at the corners of his eyes and running down his cheeks as he sobbed. Dian hadn't even known Ellie well, he shouldn't be crying (he shouldn't be laughing) but Flor was splayed on the floor, too, their limbs in all the wrong directions and a stretched-wide smile forever painted on their face.

Flor was the jester, it didn't make sense, she wasn't supposed to die. Maybe this was just another subversion of expectations. Just like when Flor smiled cryptically at him when he pointed out that it was kind of strange that they were painting their face green for a performance when the rest of their skin was still obviously a warm shade of beige. She waved off his ministrations, batting his hands away even as he fixed the seams on her sleeves, laughing when he threatened to poke her with the pins. She made the whole thing herself, of course, he was just helping with the littler things that she'd said she couldn't get quite right.

"My hands just can't stop shaking," she told him, laughing and rolling her eyes. Maybe he should've read into her words, the way her laugh was brittle at the edges but he'd been so happy to see her that he didn't even register the trembling fear that swirled in her eyes.

Maybe he should've known that something would go wrong. An assassination on stage. Everyone evacuated (again) and the contestants sent to Anakt for surveillance under the guise of safekeeping. He wouldn't be able to see Himei before her next round (he wouldn't be able to see her ever again). He wouldn't be able to see Nyx before his bout against Cas, before he fought for his life on stage against his older brother.

Dian's shoulders shook as he cried harder, announcer's voice still blaring over the speakers as his despair was illuminated by the light of the livestream.

OCs (other than yours, Kellie, and mine) mentioned belong to @junebluues (Ellie and Vera) and @lookatmysillies (Himei and Cas)

I hope this works for an answer Kellie!! <3 love you!

[unbloodiedmartyr]

Posts that are so VALShrue. to me.

[rockwgooglyeyes]

@bluemoonscape

[starry-skiez]

Okay Starry so following up on your Yuna post! First, she's adorable and I love her design (she's a pair with Cinnabar, yeah?) and secondly, what does she think of Asuka? They both like pretty things (and Asuka's owner is going to be a curator/collector as well) so maybe they could bond over that? (he's closest friends with Leto and Kioku tbh so as long as she doesn't have any beef with them or his sister they should be fine??)

anyways love you starry hope you are having a good day so far <3 <3

Aww thank you!!! Yes, she is! ^^

Alright so I did some digging on him before I answered this (that's why i took so long 😅) and here are my (really, Yuna's) thoughts!!!

Yuna finds Asuka to be a fun person! She's interested by the way he likes to mess with people and she would join him in his mischievous antics tbh >:) because of how outspoken (as you put it, loud and obnoxious) he is, I think Yuna would take some of that into her personality. Not quite loud or obnoxious, just more confident seeming and talkative. In her persona, at least. She thinks that he is what a "normal" person is like so she definently copies some of his mannerisms (she may also. be autistic..probably) They could go hunting for shiny things together :3 Yuna would bring Cinna with her ofc but I don't think she'd hate having another friend who gets her. Also she stares at him. They stare a lot

Extra notes are that their color palletes are similar!!! and Yuna would find Asuka's taste in clothes interesting

[rockwgooglyeyes]

It is immensely funny to me that Yuna thinks Asuka is normal because . . . he is . . . so normal (laughs nervously)

He is delighted to have a friend to be mischievous with! His pranks are usually just efforts in "i am bored. i will make myself no longer bored" (I feel like a target of said pranks is often @alien-til-i-stage's Macbeth? just because he's kind of uptight lmao). If he notices that she's more confident around him, he's happy that she feels more comfortable when he's around (he would interpret it that way) and he doesn't mind Cinna tagging along on their shiny hunting!! He just hopes that she doesn't mind his rambling. (I love that they stare at each other a lot that's so silly)

[yesornopolls]

Does it ever surprise you how tumblr seems to have more writers than non-writers (according to polls)?

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Voting ended onSep 8, 2024

[junebluues]

heyo. didya like my sample guys. here’s the full course meal

about sirius:

half sona half. very not

any pronouns. gender is an illusion

aroace spectrum. dunno if they’d feel attraction but if they could would most likely be to anyone regardless of gender

THAT SMILE IS AN ILLUSION TOO DON’T BE FOOLED

i made them a bit similar to other ocs i think so if you see a resemblance im so sorry that was completely an accident

luka’s uniform design! i thought it fit more than others i wanted to try so..

pookie is FUCKED up so bad

kind of based on my own past and my own issues sorry sirius my bad bud

same birthday as me!

made him taller. for the sake of my dignity.

originally was going to be in s39 but then i was like nah nevermind and she went here instead

the whimsy is a lie

REAAAALLLYYYY good at bottling their emotions.

haven’t decided if i want em to have a masculine or feminine voice yet BUT if i do decide on a feminine voice their song is going to be my kink is karma because it was literally the ONLY thing i was listening to while drawing sirius. also for lore reasons

character inspo

i know bill cipher looks actually insane in this lineup but i promise you it makes total sense

up -> down on the left side

sunday (hsr)

charlotte (pbc)

rio ranger (yttd)

up -> down on the right side

mafuyu asahina (pjsk)

luka (alnst)

bill cipher (gravity falls)

2 icons side by side, one with the whimsy on one with it off

if anyone wants to be friends hey… im open to it

additional:

THEY MAKE IT TO THE COMPETITION I PROMISE

his guardian’s name is noct

does NOT talk about their past at all whatsoever and any questions about it will be dodged

[14-alc]

Random Leto sketches! (featuring Asuka)

These are all for modern au(I'm coping for what's coming if you cant tell)

Asuka is @rockwgooglyeyes 's

[pyluht]

🤎💛

[valtsv]

spend long enough being an OC Guy and you will eventually inevitably become a sincere recreation of the gregory berrycone 4chan bit

[valtsv]

this is what i sound like to other people

[haventseensun]

me going 'this is so furishin core'.............what if one day I start saying 'this is so Hikari' to random people

[bluemoonscape]

Idk why I did it guys I couldn’t tell you

[severedscales]

(@ kioku) HI I hope you like these flowers!! Bye! (He'd run away in the fastest possible way n faceplant).

(@ jiu) HI PREZ I heard you liked rice!! You look kinda pale and I hope you are ok!!

(HI PARA IK THESE ARE PRETTY LOW QUALITY BUT I WAS THINKING OTPF THE WOE ORANGES BE UPON YE MEME N I THINK CAN WOULD TRY TO APPROACH THEM)

WAAAAH? Flowers?! I love flowers! Thank you so mu-- ah, he's running?!

THANK YOOOU!! THEY'RE BEAUTIFUL AND I PROMISE I'LL HOLD ONTO THEM REALLY TIGHTLY! Dang... I didn't get to ask for his name... Ooh! Yikes. That looked like it hurt. Hold on, I'm on my way!

There is no need to fret over me, though I appreciate both your concern and your gift. Thank you.

(( First Innamorati and now you? How do people keep finding out what I favor...? I must behave more carefully... ))

THANK YOU FOR THIS BY THE WAY ITS SO CUTE AND FUN I ADORE IT. WOE, CAN BE UPON YE!