⚠️ general sensitivity warning. canon (danganronpa) typical content, graphic violence self harm disturbing etc
⚠️ all explicit content on this blog will depict the relevant characters as adults.
⚠️ i am I/DD, intellectually & developmentally disabled with medium support needs. / 我有智力障碍. / 僕は知的障がいがあります
this is my MAIN 144 BLOG!!! any "oh god this is embarrassing" 144 goes on @144bonus which will have sensitive/adult content!
questions and talk are OK and very welcome, but do not ask me about tetro's production and production staff. consider adding "vb -" to your blacklist if seeing the handle/icon/etc/mentions upset you.
art/edit/etc use is totally OK! reposts are OK with or without credit! requests for 144 edits are OK too! you can tag my posts with kin/ID/ship/etc!
privates my blogs & posts often, sorry. if i've unlisted something you'd like to see again, just ask.
📺 TETRO STUFF!
i monoship ken/kaz in fixed order. no (explicit) 414 kaz/ken, no other characters, no polyships, no ken/anyonewhoisntkaz no kaz/anyonewhoisntken.
i won't create or RB any non-144 content (unless made by my friends!) or tag for other ships and characters. idm talking about them though!
nishino is my favorite character :) my favorite motive is ch2's adrenaline gas, and my favorite game is salvation game. my favorite 144 episode is woodshop, my favorite non-144 episode is common bond! my favorite friendship is airi & kaz!
i don't care about blue/white/staffwhatever etc. uninterested in other fangans. and seriously do not ask me abt production & production staff.
‼️ assume that all content i create is with the following beliefs:
ken and kaz have completely reciprocated feelings for each other
144 are wholly monogamous and would be exclusive life-long partners
AND 144 is a yandere/beloved ship. much importance to acknowledge the yandere
ken is autistic with low empathy
ken is a trans man. socially transitioned, has had top surgery, and would have a hysterectomy in his ~30s
kaz is incontinent and wears incontinence briefs (adult | medical bladder control diapers, but will ALWAYS be referred to as incontinence briefs on this blog,) and NOT an ostomy bag
kaz presents and identifies as a cis man, but if he ever explored his gender, he’d identify as agender
outright canon is the audio drama itself. side canon are things like posts and creations by relevant production staff (i.e absinthe love is side canon, avox has some degree of canon but can be wholly disregarded) but I get to be the objective arbiter and ignore some stuff anyway like student 6A is alive and well ^_^
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i’m an adult. my name is “ouma,” but you can call me “ou” or the emoji 🌻
i use he/him and he/hir (no ze) pronouns. i am genderfluid and bigender male/female. i am OK being referred to as nonbinary on a definitional level, but i do not consider myself NB. the occasional “we” pronoun usage (usually) refers to myself and my IRL friend.
i am I/DD, intellectually & developmentally disabled with medium support needs. (for full transparency i am not autistic, i am not on the autism spectrum.) my I/DD manifests in a lot of ways but is prevalent as a communication | language disorder, so i struggle to speak eloquently and express myself properly. i edit my posts a lot bc of typos, grammar errors, and/or poor wording please be nice about this, assume the best of me and not the worst. / 我有智力障碍. / 僕は知的障がいがあります。
kazutoshi was conceived/cursed/concocted a werewolf. yumi says it must’ve be from his paternal (father’s) side. he digresses by the sharpness of her teeth and how he’s a mirror of his mother, but whateverrrrrrrrr.
to further synopsize, he presented at a stock standard age (14) in bad circumstances. sobbing, er, hiding in the auto repair class’ lavatory - three days after isao outted him. kazutoshi’s wails turned growls. almost gave that poor teacher a heart attack; inexplicable wolf trapped in a bathroom stall. teach reacted reasonably, grabbed for a makeshift weapon, which only incited the panic.
if not for his spotted, baby pelt inheriting traces of neon blue, kazutoshi wouldn’t Be Here Right Now. for years, kazutoshi regretted that morning’s fresh application of hair dye.
…dark musing aside. kazutoshi’s split grateful to be alive. horrors are aplenty, but he wakes every morning to good recipes, sweet kisses, and total reassurance that he is safe. regardless of his humanity & intelligence.
the waxing crescent coaxes him out of an elongated shift. multiple days spent werebodied result in awkward transformations back. weres’ bodies desire a fixed form, much to their genetics forlorn; that ancient tragedy’s more applicable to kazutoshi than just species dysphoria. top surgery was last year’s Big Operation.
“welcome back.”
“kk’nnn.” hand touch diagnoses a swollen throat. welts inside his cheeks. huh.
“ah, r-right… last night, um. you got. excited.” guilty not!smile. a knockoff mona lisa. “i had to muzzle you.”
fffffffff embarrassing. kazutoshi tries a ‘sorry’ and croaks instead. killing himself grotesquely. “kkkkkknhhh.” hasssseeeegawa. kennnnn… tries the foreign vowel & consonants on his tongue. keens, “kkkkkkkkennnn.”
shushing the animal noises. “it’s alright, kazutoshi. you don’t have to talk.”
“wa’n thhu. wa’hn tuh.” want to. speech like he’s in braces. “keeeeeeeen.” ‘it hurts’ shines in his not-quite-human pupils. exploded with emotion.
“oh, kazutoshi…” ken retrieves the Icy Hot cream. as he’s coating his fingers in the congealed menthol, he says, “you were really gone. d-don’t be disappointed, but i think you might not fully return for awhile.”
meaning?
“…close, if not the night before the next full moon.”
FANTASTIC.
“awoooooooow!”
“kazutoshi!” hurried application to his throat. apologies for not delivering the bad news more gently - which, if kazutoshi could fucking talk, he’d reject as ken was Perfectly Fucking Fine - and full rubs of his throat. ah. the massage punctuates where the muzzle was. it’s a phantom with his layered fur now porous skin, but it must’ve rubbed friction in. a werecat would purr. self-soothing or pleasure?!
after he’s abuzz in counterirritant, ken wet wipes their hands. glad for opposable thumbs. if only his stupid legs got the damn memo; hindpaws scrape the wooden floorboards and the duo wince. his dewclaws cause (insignificant) property damage. (said dewclaws are rear - nobody’s yet cued into the fact this means he’s a mutt. give it time.)
“okay, all done. let’s get you into a shirt, yeah?” nod. kazutoshi crawls to their low wardrobe. complete trust in ken as he shuffles forward on mixed hands/feet. could be read sexual, or innocent - kazutoshi is keenly aware of the vulnerable position. it’s deliberate. (regardless) ken wouldn’t advance upon him, nor take advantage, he’d advise kazutoshi to mmmmmmaybe stay out of the bathroom for a few minutes.
Been thinking about but unsure on how to articulate on: Ken and Kazutoshi would be a (somewhat. the dereisms) normal relationship outside of the KG and when Ken doesn't Know about Isao. When he Knows its bad.
