hit me with another line

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Gulf shores. Good food, drinks, and friends. No responsibilities. That was exactly what I needed

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Seriously beginning to wonder if I have many more days left in me. I can only handle so much

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If you can believe it, I’m really not in any better mental place than I was years ago when I was posting on this blog. My life in general is “better,” but I still contemplate suicide like every couple days so what’s the difference right? At least back then I had a bunch of drugs I could take. 

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holy fuck i’m on 40mg hydrocodone and having a few beers and i am straight nodding hard. i’m in love with everything ❤️

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Also I'm getting my hands on some suboxone soon and I can not be more ducking excited.

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God damn I love benzos. Clonazolam is the shit.

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I have to stop drinking

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stop doing drugs before u kill urself

Thanks for the concerns (I guess) but you don’t even know the way I choose to use and why in even the slightest. So nice hate mail, but I got it dear :)

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rolling 5-mapb at school shi

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Oh yeah I guess I did finally get 5-mapb and it's the fucking shit

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morning coffee

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Clonazolam

[03stripes]

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I’ve finally accepted that I’m over you. Thankfully fairly quickly, but your lifestyle made that exponentially easier.

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Got and tested some 2-fa yesterday and all night. A damn fun chem and I still can’t get over the fact I got it through the mail.

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I’m so fucked up. I have to be fucked up just to be comfortable around people. This is bad

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I wish I never fucking took you to that house show