scio, sweetheart.

i am asking you to   [ endure ]   it.

[1stchild]

⸻ # 1STCHILD, an independent &. private rei ayanami of neon genesis evangelion, written by theo ( 23, she / her ) ... sporadic activity &. crossover - friendly. first established may of 2026. 18+ only. last updated 06 . 01 . 2026 ...

i do not follow for follow. if i’m following you, that means i’m genuinely interested in both you and the character(s) you write. that being said, if you don’t have an interest in my blog, that’s totally fine ! please just softblock / hardblock, depending on your preference.

i expect basic rp etiquette and have zero tolerance for bigotry or “proship” rhetoric. note that i block very freely to curate my online spaces. if i have you blocked, it’s probably not personal, but please don’t go seeking out reasons why. i will not write with characters from certain fandoms — including, but not limited to: harry potter, attack on titan, hazbin hotel and stranger things. i am highly duplicate and oc friendly.

shipping is very far from my main priority here. i am open to discussing it for characters within her age range, but it’s not my focus and i generally lean more towards character exploration and rei forming platonic bonds.

use simple formatting when writing with me. for my own formatting, i alternate between regular - sized and small text, but that is about the extent of it. please don’t use lightly colored text or fancy fonts in your replies to me. basically anything inaccessible.

my interpretation of rei is not canon compliant. please try to avoid assuming anything about my portrayal and message me if you have any questions. this blog is generally plot - focused, though i may throw out starter calls from time to time.

credits. all art used on this blog is official, unless otherwise stated. icon border / divider is by poetryrph !

my name is theo. you can also call me teddy ! i am 23 years-old and use she pronouns. i operate under est and my activity tends to fluctuate depending on my irl circumstances and inspiration. mutuals, feel free to reach out for my discord !

[1stchild]

🫵👁👁

oh yep that's sure me.

[1stchild]

@kyoskagi

[1stchild]

can i get some really stupid asks to answer semi-seriously

[1stchild]

NOT THAT STUPID !!!!!!!!!!!!

[1stchild]

ahem.

really stupid ask.

[1stchild]

can i get some really stupid asks to answer semi-seriously

[1stchild]

hi i just woke up from a dream where there was an nge rpc and i woke up believing it was true until i logged back on... anyway a close friend of mine is returning to the tumblr rpc so please follow him and be so so nice to him! @vinditia

[1stchild]

idk why i wanted icons so bad she makes the same expression in literally every single cap i've taken so far

[1stchild]

[ @damagecompilation / shinji : ] mostly, i want to be kind.

the words that tumble out of shinji's mouth are gauche and unsure,  much like the boy himself,  but it's enough to prompt rei to turn and face him.   he had just been speaking to her back all this while as they walked from school,  but it's only now that anything he's said has piqued her interest.

she stands there for a moment,  stick still,  blinking vacantly at him.   the corners of her mouth twitch,  as if she's mimicking the sound of the words she wants to speak in her mouth …   but after a long beat,  she turns around and resumes walking.

tugging on the strap of her schoolbag,  she lets out a small breath,  and everything she didn't say the moment before is gone,  too.

“  it won't get you far,  ”     is all she mumbles.

[magictransistor]

Pavel Tchelitchev. Head. 1950.

[1stchild]

[ @heartinhands / spike : ] what time do you want me to pick you up ?

“  you mean …   after school ?  ”     eyes lowered,  rei worries her lip between her teeth until the faint metallic tang of blood reaches her tongue.   it's a peculiarly thoughtful gesture,  enough so to wonder about.   she knows this man,  vaguely  —  another associate of nerv,  though she forgets his exact title …   and his name.   she wonders if he even knows hers.     “  a quarter after 3pm.   but i can walk.   i don't want to trouble you.  ”

[1stchild]

for those who use icons, do you write your reply first and then choose an icon or do you choose an icon and then write to fit the icon you picked? out of curiosity.

[nge-screencaps]

[luckyacid]

Calida Rawles When Time Carries, 2025 Acrylic on canvas 72 x 96 in

[bombgirl]

wordlessly sits beside her, lunchbox in hands. chow time!

“ Y'know , usually you're not allowed to bring outside food into a cafe but since I'm the ooooooonly one who seemes to ever work here besides the boss , and 'cause I'm on break , you can stay but you'll have to order a drink before ya leave . ” blue hair , vacant expression , and the vague scent of LCL waftering off her like perfume . it was rei ayanami just as the files portrayed her , but why on earth did she wander in here of all places to eat ? there was a curiosity in reze that betrayed her aloofness as an impassive waitress , there was something that made her sudden appearance that felt like an omen of some kind .

[1stchild]

“  …?  ”     pausing mid-chew,  rei's eyes,  wide with alarm,  dart towards the black-haired girl.   she's not allowed ?   the carefree smile the girl wears seems to imply that she doesn't really mind too much,  as do her words  —  permission for the simple price of one drink  —  but they sort of float in one ear and out the other.

swallowing her bite of fried pork,  she tucks her food away back in her lunchbox and moves to stand back up.     “  sorry,  ”     she mumbles,     “  i didn't know.  ”

[st4rwitness]

“ sit down.  you’ve done more than enough for the day. ” / @1stchild.

[1stchild]

it's more of a reflex that her mouth opens to protest,  but rei turns up empty on words all the same.   she'd rather keep at it,  she thinks,  though there isn't a bone in her body willful enough to argue further.   turning to the chair that misato is helpfully pointing towards,  she silently sits.   placid and obedient.

gaze pointed nowhere in particular,  she asks,     “  what should i do now ?  ”

[xyumeni]

i have never done something like this before on here, but guess who ran out of her meds and can't afford to refill them this month. that's right, it's me :')

so in order to pay for my meds this month, i'm offering skeb commissions!

what are skeb commissions you ask? a skeb commission is basically a "surprise style" commission. just hand over the character you want drawn and depending on how much you pay, you will get a finished piece without any wips and stuff like that. this post explains it a little better.

anyway, i'm willing to draw canon and oc characters. if the character you want drawn is an oc, please have a clear ( preferably digital ) reference for them.

you can order these through my ko-fi. they are on a pay what you want basis with the minimum price being 10$. and if you'd rather just donate any amount, feel free to do so as well!

goal: 0 / 34.78$

i know it doesn't seem like a lot of money, but i have no source of income right now nor insurance to help cover any costs. any and all reblogs are highly appreciated!

you can find a few examples of my recent art under the read more, as well as more in the ko-fi listing itself.