i'll eat you up

i love you so reese | 25 | he/him

[20dollarnosebleed]

The urge to self destruct so that it cant possibly matter to anyone when i die

[20dollarnosebleed]

Im never going to matter to anyone as much as they matter to me so I should just. kill myself already. Why am i even waiting.

[20dollarnosebleed]

I dont know why i ever thought life would get better I dont deserve any of the people I have and theyd be better off without me and frankly I dont know why i keep entertaining the idea that they even tolerate me

[vamptits]

don't ever look up what your childhood friends are up to now!!!!!!!!!! like girl you're a nuclear safety engineer. i put on matching socks today. we played tag a thousand years ago.

[halberdbooks]

Yeah

[20dollarnosebleed]

Why cant i just die without it being my fault

[20dollarnosebleed]

I want to ask at what point did i become a person thats so easy to forget about but Ive literally always struggled making friends so there isnt a specific point I just. Was born wrong. Without social adaptability. And even now all these years later so many times entire friend groups have dropped me like its nothing I STILL cant figure out how to be likable

[20dollarnosebleed]

I wish i knew the exact moment in time that i ruined my future because it feels like theres so many. So so many mistakes i cant take back. I hate myself so bad and i dont even know when to blame it on

[fairycosmos]

I WISH THINGS HAD TURNED OUT DIFFERENTLY!!!!!!!!! goes to the supermarket

[20dollarnosebleed]

God wbat is even the fucking point anymore

[20dollarnosebleed]

All i do is fuck my own life over. I dont know. I dont know

[20dollarnosebleed]

God wbat is even the fucking point anymore

[rhinco]

i love you semicolon. no one look at my 80 word sentence

[reactionimagesdaily]

[pallegina]

*uses an em dash and a colon in the same sentence* we're done when i say we're done.

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[20dollarnosebleed]

When i tried to kms at 16 I should have tried harder jesus christ

[20dollarnosebleed]

I just want to be attractive and desirable to someone and to make out and literally just feel like a normal human but no I am undeserving of love and affection and worthless

[woodwool]

severely deficient in whatever vitamin makes u a person