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I have this weird feeling that my in-laws may have voted Trump. They are fucking strange and *don’t talk about politics* like as a rule. But I do “talk about politics” and did so throughout their visit and MIL literally changed the subject every single time. It got weird. I’d be like reporting on whatever the latest thing is and my MIL is like “Oh I think the baby pooped!” or...actually I think she used that one more than once.
Anyone want to follow me on IG!? I think I'm gong to start updating there more than here. I'd love to keep in touch there...I'm @moniqueee147
We can be serious, we can be silly. ***mostly were freaking out about the election
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5 weeks
Ugh life
What a freaking couple of months. I haven’t talked about it here but my husbands brother died about 6 weeks ago. It was and continues to be an absolute shock. It was the baby’s due date and the last thing we were ever expecting.
We have been trying to give my inlaws an extra distraction with e and new baby c and I think we are but there’s nothing you can do to help that kind of loss. I still dont feel like it’s real.
@oystergrl Big brother is more interested in the baby than I thought he’d be! He also is acting out a bit more though—I think he wants to make sure he still has our attention.
Slept for 3 weeks and woke up with a whole new attitude
I caught a sleepy little two weeker smile
2 versus 1
I am finding this whole newborn thing MUCH easier this time. When I brought Ev home from the hospital I had a bit of a panicky feeling overall. I mean I was really happy but I was also like “What have I done?” and feeding him and keeping him from crying and trying to get him to sleep all freaked me out.
Conrad is super easy so far. He sleeps, he eats. That’s about it. So we’re basically doing our usual Ev activities with a newborn along for the ride.
Aaaaand we have a baby! 5 days late and 1 slightly harrowing induction later and baby Conrad has arrived.
102 days at the mercy of grief and loss feels like 102 years and you have s— to show for it. You will not be physically healthier. You will not feel ‘wiser.’ You will not have 'closure.’ You will not have 'perspective’ or 'resilience’ or 'a new sense of self.’ You WILL have solid knowledge of fear, exhaustion and a new appreciation for the randomness and horror of the universe. And you’ll also realize that 102 days is nothing but a warm-up for things to come.
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Still an only child
Where is this baby?
39 weeks and 4 days. Let's do this.
Also, we have been watching the Americans over the last few months and now we only have one episode left. I feel like I’m losing a friend! What do I do???
I am sick sick sick. It started on Saturday and got worse on Sunday. I think (hope!) it’s just a basic stomach bug. But it’s still here even though I expected it to be gone. Please tell me this isn’t early labor or something. I’m not ready for you baby.
Related: We went to Lake Erie this weekend and it was awful. I can find something to like about just about everywhere but this...was just...bad. So my getting sick was the nail in the coffin and we cut the trip short by a day even though we’d already paid for the hotel and everything. It was really that bad.
Siblings suck*
I haven’t talked to my sister in almost a year. We’ve had a fraught relationship for a decade and in the past I had made many efforts to make it better and after one final attempt last summer, I came to the conclusion that she needs to get to a very different place in her life before any sort of relationship is possible. It makes me sad but I really really really got to a point where I feel like there’s nothing I can do.
I got an email from her this week that was I guess her attempt at reconciliation. She said she hopes she can repair our relationship, misses me, etc. It wasn’t long though—more of a short “I’m thinking of you, hope you’re well, etc.” type of thing.
My instinct was to respond with a long email communicating all of my thoughts about everything. But you know what? I wrote that email, hit delete and responded with a short, simple thank you and basically said something to the effect of time will tell what happens with our relationship. I think that was the better thing to do.
*Except my two kids—hopefully, they’ll get along great
