i'm tired

too loud everywhere

[28374873647]

just fucking kidding i feel so shitty i want to die so bad jesus christ jesus fuck i hate tgis i want to die i want to die i want to die now im not even tired anymore im just horrible depressed and upset and hahh

[heartbreakclubs]

trauma 5/?

[ratcaves]

I love you

[ratcaves]

you’re evil

[28374873647]

im sorry im sorry im really sorry god fuck im the worst im the worst s/o i hurt her didnt i fuckfuck fuck stupid stupid i want to die im the worst

[traumatizedbunny]

i love overthinking.

ok to rb.

[mentalllyillfuck]

[28374873647]

Me, a fool: i havent been feeling paranoid lately. Maybe im better.

Paranoia, coming back from a 3 month vacation, wearing sunglasses and a tweed hat: sup dude everyones lying to you

Me: oh

[reallypsychotic]

s/o to people with paranoia because paranoia is so hard and awful to deal with and ur so strong if u have to deal with it ily

[thoughtsick]

fun paranoia things

- your friends secretly want to kill you

- Them™

- hidden cameras

- those random strangers on the street are definitely talking about you

- fearing showers because someone is DEFINITELY going to break into the house while you’re showering

- feeling like you are always being stared at by malicious entities

- your psychologist secretly wants to kill you

- x person doesn’t reply in over an hour so obviously they’re dead

- you don’t know why but that food is definitely poisoned

- your family secretly wants to kill you

- that random guy can definitely read your mind, you’re not sure why but he can

- mirrors are evil and terrifying

- that guy on the TV? he’s talking about you

- if you reach over the edge of your bed at night something is definitely going to grab you

- if someone turns onto the same street as you they are definitely following you

- your pets are secretly spying on you

- thinking about a bad thing and then panicking because thinking about the bad thing will make it happen

[hollowbibles]

Are you a cries every twenty minutes or hasn’t cried in 3 years ND? Are you a binge eats or skips every meal ND? Are you a drinking or smoking ND? Are you a loud angry music or soft sad music ND? Are you a stays awake for 4 days or sleeps 23 hours a day ND?

[rottenbutrecovering]

[deadwatered]

[hopelesssborderline]

[everybodyvanishes-deactivated20]

I have a really hard time believing that anybody could ever love me with all of my trauma, mental illnesses and complete lack of likeable personality

[28374873647]

Me: *is bored*

Me: *triggers self*

Me: ahh yes, my favorite pass time, suffering™

[28374873647]

how long until i kill my self god