Shi⑅Ro

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[2beyourlight]

Hi everybody, as I think everyone has noticed I've grown more & more inactive, which was assumed by myself to be just me lacking my motivation in general but as my sleeping schedule got better and the sadness that warped around me like spiky vines was finally cut, freeing me from a bad state of mind & soul; I noticed that I just haven't been able of feeling safe to keep 2beyourlight up with people who weren't supposed to find it, ending up having found it. Honestly I made this blog to be just completely honest with my yan ways but ever since felt unable to keep up with this word.

I plan to make a new yanblog, I'm not leaving this space because it's really somewhere I feel like I can be understood. Just that there's no way in my mind to stay as 2beyourlight — if I cannot feel safe on what was supposed to be my safe space.

This isn't a “Goodbye”, but a “See you again soon”! & As well I'm keeping 2beyourlight up as a archival way.

[2beyourlight]

hiihiii Shiro!!! its good to see you back ^,w,^ did you play the new tomodachi life game? i thought that was why you were away LOL!! the timing was coincidental -🦇

Sensitive topic.. I can't play the new game </3 but I'm in a few of my deep connections island's! Shiromii ↓

[2beyourlight]

Writing letter's is terrible when you're genuinely crazy. Including a Warning & Apology at the top after writing it.

[2beyourlight]

Sleeping until you text me because I cannot see any benefit in staying up existing while you're not around.

[2beyourlight]

I hope you feel every time I think of you, if I could I would erase every other thought in my head so that you're the only thing in my mind. I love you more than anyone else ever could, it doesn't matter what you say, if it's not mutual, if you don't even think about me as much. I'll still have my heart consumed by you.

[2beyourlight]

I hate that other people have the privilege to even knowledge you, I wish it was possible to delete everyone's memory of you so no one else other than me can think of you! That way, I'd be sure you're only mine forever.

[2beyourlight]

It's so hard to get motivation to wake up when there is no one waiting for you to do so ... all that is there waiting is coffee.

[2beyourlight]

hi shiro since i am a rat and you are a cat are you going to chase me around just to scare me - anemone

Yes! 🧀 Go ahead and fall for my cheese trap while you're here.

[lovesick-fugue]

I’m a stalker to my core, I always check the background of every photo sent to me subconsciously so I can catch a glimpse of something.. ANYTHING that might get me to know a little more about you but I’m sure you’ll forgive my curiosity if it’s in the name of obsession?

I mean, who wouldn’t want a guy that’s informed about all the things you like and places you frequent, right~? Hehe ^^

[2beyourlight]

You don't think I'm weird, right? Everything I've done & still do, I do it all just for you. So you have no right to look at me as if I'm crazy — all I do is love you from the start and end of my heart.

[vd0ka-deactivated20260427]

I’ll lock you in a cage in my room. I’ll make it as comfortable as possible, I’ll fill it with cozy blankets and cushions, I’ll make sure everything is perfect for you. I’ll make your favorite meals and feed you. I’ll buy expensive hygiene products and wash your hair and body for you. I’ll buy clothes for you, even though only I’m the only one who will ever see you in them. I’ll buy you books and gaming consoles and hobby supplies and everything else you could ever want. I’ll take great care of you, so please don’t try to leave <3

[2beyourlight]

Having bpd is hoping people around you remember that you have it and that it actually affects your day to day life instead of being just a label. And hoping they dont consider you insane when your mood swings are actually to extreme happiness to extreme sadness to emptiness (& repeat). Sorry the disorder that makes me feel things to the extreme actually makes me feel them to the extreme, that isn't really my fault.

[2beyourlight]

Give me a future to look up for, a reason to keep going even with how terrible humanity is, a life to live for.

[nemonedoll]

please make me nauseous with need.

[obsessionrevived]

Everyone else is just jealous, I'm not abusing you, I'm protecting you. You need me and I need you!! We belong together, just give in already!

[muttaffections]

tell me you love me, say it till your mouth run dry and your lips are chapped, till your voice is horse and even when your body is begging you to stop, you keep repeating it, after all, I'd do the same for you

[2beyourlight]

how tall is Shiro? i always imagined Shiro as tall but im curiousss -🦇

Bat anon I'm so sorry. Shiro is 5'1 (154cm). Tall Shiro is not real. Maybe in my dream's...