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A photo for every day of 2018 - 2019 snapchat: abbykins24

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You’re so god damn cute. Like holy shit 😍😍😍

why taaaaanks i do try.

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HI, hello. I almost forgot the name of this said 365 cuz its only a year worth of pictures.... I hope this makes a difference but please don't stop posting! I look forward to your pictures. You are so down to earth and watching you deal with anxiety helps me deal with mine. You show me life isn't perfect but we can keep going. And a really wished my makeup came out as beautiful as yours. You are the highlight of my day, EVERYDAY! Luv ya girl xoxo

WELL IM NOT CRYING YOU ARE. I haven't done this in forever! Maybe i'll post like what I post on instagram. if you wanna follow that one its instagram.com/abbyspoons12

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August 9th, 2019

Why do I feel so much wooooorse? And why do I make bad decisions all the time? Sometimes I just wonder why I’m here.

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August 8th, 2019

My voice was improving kind of today! But since yes this is the future, it got worse again. Damn you vocal cords!

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August 7th, 2019

I be riding in some fancy Uber’s lately.

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August 6th, 2019

I honestly have nothing better to post from today

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August 5th, 2019

My voice is GONE. It is GONE. And this is how my brain processes failure.

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August 4th, 2019

I made my way to our friends housewarming and had a blast seeing mah friends. We played drunk Jenga and Matt ruined everything.

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August 3rd, 2019

Such a fun day. I woke up with no voice at ALLLLL, I sounded terrible but I felt a lot better. So I decided to keep my plans with my best friend of 25 years since we rarely see each other anymore.

I came over around 2, ubering from here to Chicago during lolla is insane. But I got there and we Day drank which was so fun and talked about literally everything. Everything we’ve missed, stories of scorned friends, psycho exes, our plans. I absolutely adore this girl. I have a bond with her I can never have with someone else. She’s always been a part of me and I her.

We then went out with her friends to a few bars in wrigglyfield and got McDonald’s. After about an hour my voice was completely gone. I could whisper but that was it. So Torrie and I went home and she had hives all over so she needed some Benadryl cream. We were a hot mess.

Then I left and came home crying because of the pain l was in. A heavy dose of prednisone and breathing medicine and I’ll pull through. Hey fu

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August 2nd, 2019

Today was okay. Pretty good I’d say. I met my friend for lunch in Tinley Park and then came home and got ready for a housewarming party. I saw so many old friends while we played drunk jenga and Smirnoff iced people. I’m glad I went.

This was the eyelook I went with. I really like how it turned out!

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August 1st, 2019

Whale I tried to convince myself I wasn’t sick today. I went for a walk that got cut short cause of my coughing. I did my makeup and made plans but it was aalllllll a farce. I went to the nearby minute clinic and was diagnosed with.... THE FLU

So I came home and relaxed, napped, met my friend for dinner, and am now here, rewatching the office. But I chose this photo because I slept with that makeup on since 9 am and look how good it still looks!. Urban Decay setting spray is so ideal. Yay!

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July 31st, 2019

The last day of July! I felt a lot better today - prednisone and zinc my friends. I went to a job interview that went well but I got my dream job starting Monday so I’m excited about that.

I also did a purple eye look because a lot of my friends asked me to and I’m just not crazy about it. Overall today was good and easy.

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July 30th, 2019

I was really really sick today. My throat was swollen and on fire and I threw up twice which was mostly blood and mucus. My face was congested and I felt terrible. Just horrific. I couldn’t get warm and had a fever of 101.2.

I didn’t do much as a result. I slept on and off and desperately searched relief. I forced myself to go to court to see if I could bump up my court date. I did so successfully thankfully and then found out I was hired by blank space marketing! A PR group that is in the field I’m actually interested in.

I wanted this job so badly and I’m so excited that I’m able to be a part of their team! So today was an okay day. My mom and I watched Dexter, Shark Tank, Shark Week, etc. I love my mom so much and her ability to still treat me kindly when I don’t always deserve it.

Goodnight tumblr!

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July 29th, 2019

These are the backgrounds on my phone and I’m obsessed. Today was meh. Really meh. I hurt people I love and I’m not sure why.

Steff came over which was awesome. I’ve missed her so much. I’m also full blown sick and I feel terrible. I’ve thrown up twice and am achey and have the sorest throat. Strep maybe? Who knows. I’ll find out tomorrow. As for now, goodnight tumblr.

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July 28th, 2019

Today was great! My friend Ravi stopped in town on his way to Milwaukee and we decided to get lunch. We stopped at Rock Bottom which was delish and we just moaned and groaned. It was awesome and so pleasant to hang with Rav.

We stopped at our friend liz’s house for her little brother’s birthday. It was great to catch up with her and her boyfriend Brennan and sister Christy. SWELL.

Then I came back home and my friend Slowek came over and we’ve been watching shark week and eating portillos. Holla! Today’s been great.

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July 27th, 2019

Whaaaaat a shit day. I had to pay $700 to get my car back. I did not have $700 to spend. Instead, I took the embarrassing route and asked my closest friends for help. My friend Chris, a saint, offered to pay what I couldn’t. I am beyond blessed to have him in my life and am so unbelievably grateful for him.

My dad also tossed me some money for help and his empathy and patience and forgiveness is what I need right now. I know I’ve fucked up. I know I’ve had time to get my license back. I know this is allllllllll my fault. I’m so grateful for him and love him

I spent the rest of the day with those that felt for me and agreed I should have done something sooner but could empathize with the situation. We galavanted around Chicago, went to a cigar bar, and had ourselves a time.

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This is my life. My place to post each day. If you like what I post, that’s great!! But if you call me a liar or say I’m misrepresenting my life then you don’t know me at all and the audacity to call my writing a masquerade of the truth is disgusting to me. I won’t stop posting.