3Goffik5U

a/s/l :: time is a fabrication/hellagoffik/the endless void. Professional aesthetic shitposter. 22. Pretty ace. Pretty sad. Probably not completely worthless. Sad tumblr trash trigger warning for the entire blog.

[3goffik5u]

[thepuppyclub]

any advice for someone who isn't really that interesting?

you weren’t put on this earth to entertain people. live your life as a boring bitch to the fullest.

[aurahe]

[jewelist]

self care is eating rice

[3goffik5u]

BIG FUCKIN MOOD

[wavefinderxv-deactivated2020021]

not even in a sexual way but i’m just craving affection because i feel like crap i just want someone to hug me for a couple of hours and tell me i’m going to be okay 

[3goffik5u]

Lbr in the current society ppl see Cutting yourself: fucked up, probably mentally ill, doing it for attention Cutting someone else: Holy shit, metal af, that dude is insane don't mess with him man he'll fuck you up, badass I'M JUST SAYIN 🙏 8-9 years later you know what stayed with me that I'm proud of? It ain't turning the other cheek, it ain't "taking it like a man", It's the exact moment I heard "what the fuck are you doing?! Holy shit he's bleeding! What the fuck why you gotta be so serious?!"

[3goffik5u]

LOOK im just saying some friends aren't worth it and you should just send em crying to the hospital and take the loss you don't need em

[3goffik5u]

Also I kinda accidentally told my mom about the time I pulled a knife on a friend when I was 13. #awkward

[3goffik5u]

Y'know sometimes I think about what my life would be like if I'd had the guts to just fuckin shank some of my friends way back instead of like just grinding thru a few years of getting jumped (assaulted? Idfk) on the regs y'know? Maybe I would still wear shorts, or pj's, or soft pants, or pants with elastic waistbands. Maybe I wouldn't cinch my belt up by my ribs. Idk man I mean my jump reflex chilled after 2-3 years so Who knows even

[atraversso]

[candiedmoon-deactivated20170403]

[vanish]

[love-personal]

[oblit]

[sadviolences]

[lemonlavander]

[3goffik5u]

In retrospect I should not have taken it as such a personal failing for not coming clean abt self harm stuff to my ex when we were together like... I got there eventually.... But I was scared and panicked the first few times she asked what the scars were.... I mean I understand trust is really important and like I get it.... But my reaction is a reflection of where I'm at.... And we can only hope to be better in the future and think abt how we affect others.....