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Have this short introduction post so I don't have to put everything in the blog description:

I go by 4ce online and use he/they pronouns. I like space, sci-fi and drawing lanscapes/backgrounds.

I'm not good at being on social media so I'll probably not be very active for periods/in general. I like talking to people but i'm not very good at smalltalk/conversations both irl and through text so I apologize if I come across as aloof

I've found I don't have the braincells to maintain more than two blogs, so this one'll be my main blog

The other blog is @4ce160-art where I post my art

I'll add more to this post when I remember it

Terfs/bigots and proshippers dni etc.

I have a carrd now with links: here

the worst part atm of my own pc being broken is that I can't draw stuff digitally properly, I am free from the thesis curse for a few more months but at what cost (I am completely broke and I cannot play any of my videogames or draw stuff digitally properly :pensive:)

#4ce.txt #My ipad sort of works but I have to draw with my hand and it's less ideal for super polished stuff #Tbf I could set up some kind of drawing thing on the pc I'm borrowing but I do not have the brainpower to do more computer setup stuff atm

God I'm at bpjd episode 42 and I forgot how much of a mood shadowmaru was here

#4ce.txt #also aliens are still a thing but like don't worry about that lmao

tothechaos

[in the notes app] there is an ancient evil inside of me and it will devour anyone who gets too close to me whole

[30 seconds later in the group chat] OMGGGGG if we were pigeons we would absolutely make a nest together #ournest

#HELP #ME

j5sts0meguy

Kagerou!!!

#brave police j decker #bpjd #kagerou #m a n . .

j5sts0meguy

Happy pride month everyone

#bpjd #brave police j decker #juzo saejima #gunmax #mccrane #HELP????

garageinkspill

“Someday, in the distant future… When we are put to rest and start to decay, will the earth, will fate welcome us?”

#bpjd #brave police j decker #duke #MAN i just watched this episode #this show really does make you think about things but my brain is fried atm so i can't word stuff #either way i am inhaling the art

pronouncingitwang

at some point in your life you will be boiling fruit, water, sugar, and lemon juice in a pot to make a syrup or jam. the instructions will tell you to simmer for a certain amt of time. your timer will go off and you will look at the pot and go, "hm, this doesn't look thick enough. maybe i'll let it go for another 10 minutes." this is the devil speaking. it's only so liquid right now because it is at boiling point. it will thicken when it cools down. learn from the follies of my youth and do not let this happen to you

yokowan

at some point in your life you will be making a sauce or a stew in which you need to add cornstarch to thicken it. and you will prepare a slurry of starch in cold water and think "this looks like way too little starch to thicken this amount of liquid." this is the devil speaking. cornstarch instantly polymerizes at 95°C and if you add too much it will turn into an impossibly thick goop.

le-jardin-inculte

at some point in your life you will be making some sort of cream based dessert that requires gelatin to thicken it. and you will soak some gelatin sheets in water and think "this is too few gelatin sheets for this amount of cream." this is the devil speaking. it will thicken in the fridge and if you add too much you will end up with milk jelly

shithowdy

at some point in your life you will be baking cookies. you will take the sheet out after twelve minutes as the recipe instructs and the cookies will still be glistening and soft. "these don't seem cooked enough," you will think to yourself, "i should place them back into the oven until their edges are nice and golden." this is the devil talking. this is how you get dry, overdone cookies. the cookies will continue to bake on the warm sheet for several more minutes and then harden up after sitting on a rack for a while. trust the process. trust the process.

#4ce.txt #. . i really want to bake more stuff maybe one day

THE WHALE EPISODE

#4ce.txt #like in general #the idea of putting a human mind where a human mind absolutely should not be is one of the few things that does genuinely horrify me #somewhat tangential but #honorary mention to:#the episode with a guy that turns out to be a clone and all the existential stuff surrounding that #Also that one where a bunch of people have psychic powers and it's never elaborated on further (from what i remember)#there's also ghosts and mermaid people and underground insect guys and #I would totally listen to duke talk about nature and whales tbh i was kind of sad when everyone there seemed disinterested :pensive:

I love the discordant piano bpjd uses when creepy(tm) stuff happens lmao

#4ce.txt #also jesus christ there is so much that's just kind of casually mentioned once and never again like #that one garbage processing plant computer most likely gaining sentience etc.#There's lots of continuity/references to things too tho sometimes there's a thing or two that makes you go 'wait what???' for a sec

4ce160-art

I cannot believe I never posted this here, I apparently doodled these in 2024 LMAO

#my art #brave police j decker #bpjd #mccrane #HFDJFHKD putting these ancient drawings here too because it's relevant to my last post

, , I'm rewatching brave police j decker and I so badly want to draw the characters again

#4ce.txt #i think they're all neat but for some reason both power joe and mccrane have a special place in my heart for various reasons #both of them are very relatable (idk stupid fun fact or whatever i went through a similar arc(?) as mccrane in sync with #the first time watching through the show lmao)#I'll probably write a very rambling essay about it at some point but I'd have to rewatch/gather my thoughts first

arkheia

yeah

#HELP YEAH

4ce160

WHY DO I KEEP FINDING TYPOS IN MY COVER LETTERS

4ce160

You are actually kidding me, the linkedin page that I need to link for some godawful reason on my cv doesn't work/it just takes you to the generic frontpage, I don't want to sound like I'm complaining too much but holy shit how does this even happen

4ce160

I am going to throw something out of a window, I finally fixed the link, replaced my cv on the site, and it rewrites everything I've had to manually enter of information which took way too long, and now I have to do it all over again. Are you fucking serious. I want a genuine word with whoever decided to add that. I just want to talk. I promise. I have absolutely no malicious intentions

#4ce.txt #tbf the problem isn't the cv reading in itself here but the fact that it gives you no choice it just rewrites/refills everything instantly

4ce160

WHY DO I KEEP FINDING TYPOS IN MY COVER LETTERS

4ce160

You are actually kidding me, the linkedin page that I need to link for some godawful reason on my cv doesn't work/it just takes you to the generic frontpage, I don't want to sound like I'm complaining too much but holy shit how does this even happen

#4ce.txt #god i am so tired of constantly finding new tiny things I somehow overlooked #it feels especially bad because I pride myself on being more of a 'details' kind of person but clearly not #I've used this stupid cv in at least ten of my applications too it literally cannot keep happening #I dont know how to describe it but I am kind of feeling the kind of slow terror someone feels in movies when they're about to get eaten by #quick sand or something #like #obviously this is me feeling very bad(tm) and it'll pass but like #god what is the point if I'm just going to keep making tiny mistakes regardless of how hard I try #like it literally feels like nothing i do matters #i can try to learn things or get better at handling stuff but in the end #i'll probably forget some kind of small stupid detail and everything'll explode #it just feels inevitable and it sucks because that in itself is a bit of an evil circle

This is mostly just me being cranky because the pc I'm borrowing has a completely different keyboard layout so knowing I'll likely have to do my master's degree on this without any of the shortcuts I'm used to makes me want to drop out, but I'm trying to job search amidst this and

god I mentioned shitty web-design a few posts ago and like, it's not getting better. Not only does this application site have you run your cv through one of the stupid auto-filling things that never works despite trying to change cv templates etc., but like, the ui is just???annoying??

It covers the entire screen with a yes/no menu when you want to delete one experience widget thingie. It also puts [year] first and then [date] next to the date-entering things like (2021, july) instead of (july, 2021). Neither of those are the worst but I feel like they're worse because they're so tiny but it kind of disrupts your work-flow just enough to be annoying if that makes sense

#4ce.txt #I'm so annoyed that I can't even find the proper english words to articulate things but like man

WHY DO I KEEP FINDING TYPOS IN MY COVER LETTERS

#4ce.txt #I am dead serious I keep running everything through the spellchecker thing on microsoft word etc. and ye. t #Like????? It just baffles me that small things like that keeps eluding me despite me literally looking over it multiple times #i had a similar thing with the cv where I'd apparently accidentally made a gap in my education because i put the dates wrong #I still genuinely don't know how I made it through three adhd assessments

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