Nikki

TW ED !!! 5’8 1/2”, 15 Sw: 153.5 lbs Cw: 129 lbs Gw: 120 lbs Ugw: 100 lbs

[4naforlife]

was forced to “recover,” but I’m back now ⭐️

[4naforlife]

guys help my doctor is referring me to an ED clinic to get help what do I do

[4naforlife]

my scale says 120.6 lbs, but like a week ago the hospital scale said 126 so ????? 🤨

[4naforlife]

ive officially lost 30 lbs😦

[4naforlife]

dropped 1.2 lbs! I’m gonna do Pilates now 👍

[4naforlife]

does anybody else get nightmares abt ana or is it just me ??

[4naforlife]

the only thing keeping me going is people noticing how much weight I’ve lost over the summer once I’m back at school !

[4naforlife]

what i ate today:

breakfast: cereal (50 cals)

lunch: chicken w rice (127 cals, my mom forced me to eat it)

dinner: a little of the leftovers (93 cals)

snacks: rice cake (35 cals), half a cookie (80 cals😨)

total: 386 cals

exercise: 259 cals

386-259=127 net

tmrw I’m being forced to go out to eat (around 540 cals) but I’ll be walking a lot after it so hopefully I can burn it all off

[4naforlife]

gonna start doing this every Saturday !

[4naforlife]

weighed myself and I’m still 128.4 wtfffff so pissed rn 🙁

[4naforlife]

haven’t weighed myself in like a day or two so I’ll do it tmrw !!

[4naforlife]

today I ate wayyyyyyyyy too much but it’s bc my parents forced me to

breakfast- cereal (150 cals)

lunch- part of a sandwich (293 cals 😨)

dinner- two small pieces of chicken with some rice (132)

snacks- rice cake (35), nectarine (55)

exercise: 277 cals (probably will exercise more tonight)

694-277=417 net

this was def one of my worst days ever but I’m gonna get back on track tomorrow !!

[4naforlife]

even if i ever recover the voice will never be gone

[4naforlife]

scrolling on tiktok for thinspo >>>>>>>

[4naforlife]

I love watching Ana/Ed movies sm, let me know some of ur guys’ favorites so I can watch!!

Ones I’ve watched so far: sharing the secret, to the bone, starving in surburbia (also has another name), little miss perfect, when friendship kills, and perfect body

[4naforlife]

what i ate today:

breakfast-nothing

lunch-half a sandwich (50 cals)

dinner- egg white toast (57 cals) with soup (84 cals, mom forced me to eat it🙁)

snack- half a walnut cookie (29 cals?) , half a nectarine (57 cals)

total- 277

exercise- 286.8 cals (probably gonna work out more today tho)

277-296.9=-19.9

[4naforlife]

what i ate today:

breakfast- nothing

lunch- half a sandwich (65 cals)

dinner- salmon w rice (150 cals)

snacks- rice pudding (75 cals), rice cake (35 cals)

Total: 325 🙁

Exercise:

15 min workout-247.45 cals

325-247.45=77.55