pairing .á s3!young!lottie matthews x fem!reader
warnings .á kissing. blood kink (not really). fingering. face fucking. lmk if i missed any :)
summary .á based off of s3 ep 7 of yellowjackets!
authors note .á this is incredibly self indulgent bc she looked so good hacking that manâs head in đ
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your blood ran cold as you watched his body fall, the hole in the back of his head gushing as he gargled, the last sounds emanating from the back of his throat as he bled out.
the hair on the back of your neck stood up, eyes ghosting over with tears as you looked from the body up to the person that had done it; your girlfriend, stood there with streaks of blood on her face, pulling the axe from his skull.
âoh my god,â you whispered out, hands coming up to cover your mouth as you stared out in horror, your eyes continuously flitting from lottie to the now deceased researcher, all hopes and dreams of finally being able to go home, disappearing from your grasp.
while some of the other girls panicked alongside of you, others collecting themselves together to go on and chase after the remaining two strangers that had run off, you stood there, frozen in place as you watched lottie kneel down, nimble fingers etching to the edges of the wound, mixing between the blood and brain matter.
âlottie what did you do?â you gasped out, lips parted and hands trembling in horror as you watched on.
she looked up, some of the blood now smeared along her lips, eyes wide with something you havenât seen in her for quite some time now, âthey donât belong.â she exclaimed, hoping youâd understand.
you always understood her, so why not now?
you shook your head in disbelief, melissaâs screams falling on deaf ears as you tried to grasp the situation on hand, your eyes never leaving the deceased.
lottie noticed, her face falling as she watched you, her bloodied hand reaching out for yours, the same hand youâd been holding moments before they showed up.
your gaze hadnât faltered, your body frozen in place, âit doesnât want them here,â she furiously explains, her eyes tearing up as she looked at you; why couldnât you just get it, she had to do it.
before you could dwell on it longer, gen shook you back to the present, urging you to help her and mari with melissa, dragging you over to the fallen blonde.
your feet trudged against the forest floor, dragging in the dirt as your body moved but your mind continued to dwell on what youâd just witnessed, head turned to continue staring over your shoulder, glassy eyes trained on lottieâs retreating figure.
âyouâll see. youâll see. i promise, youâll see,â she whispered out to you, the smile that had previously been on her face falling as she watched you go, turning back to the body in front of her.
as you sat with gen and melissa, weighing out all your options on how to get the arrow through without hurting her, you couldnât help but glance at lottie every now and again, the blood now smeared all across her face and lips, fingertips drenched in it too.
the sun rose shortly, the morning air crisp, yet the events of the previous night played on a loop in your head, lottieâs blood smeared face a constant reminder.
melissaâs hand clutched your arm, pulling you back to the present, wincing as you tried pulling the arrow through, stopping once melissa screamed, âit must be barbed, the more we pull the more it hurts,â you huffed, chewing the inside of your cheek as you looked at gen.
âcan i help?â lottieâs voice sounded out, her eyes immediately on you as you looked up, that soft, almost innocent look in her eyes almost making you want to forget the past few hours that had happened, hug her, kiss her and tell her youâre sorry for ever doubting her.
âhavenât you done enough?â genâs harsh words broke you from your trance, allowing mari to take over as you stood up.
âthose strangers, they were gonna ruin everything,â she exclaimed, her brown almost black eyes finding yours, searching for some sort of understanding.
you wanted to understand, you really did, but that nagging feeling creeping up at the back of your throat, telling you that your chances of finally getting home were ruined stopped you, only looking at lottie with furrowed brows and an unsure stare.
âtell me you believe me, tell me you get why i had to do it,â she says to you and you only, dammed what the others thought, as long you understood her, as long as you supported her.
you chewed the skin of your bottom lip, softly grasping her arm as you led her towards the back of your shared hut, finally letting out the sigh youâd been keeping in.
âlot, i want to, iâi really do justââ you paused, running a hand through your hair, eyes flitting back up to the red coating her chin, dark in contrast to her skin, the beaming rays of sun sauntering through the tree tops enhancing the colour.
âwhat ifâwhat if they were our way home, what ifâ they couldâve been our way home lottie! and you justââ you paused, swallowing your words, eyes stinging with tears.
the last thing you wanted was to make her feel bad, those big black eyes of hers tugging on your heart strings, almost begging you to forgive her and try and her see her reasoning behind it.
she stepped forward, her hands reaching for yours, the sticky blood on her hands coating yours as she held them, bringing you forward to her chest.
âi know i know, but itâs not our time yet, you have to believe me angelâit, it doesnât want them here, they shouldnât be hereâthey wouldâve ruined everything,â she whispers, her voice soft as she spoke down to you, pleading with you to understand.
you only stood there, her eyes searching yours, searching for some kind of sign that you understood her reasons, that you werenât scared of her.
âhey,â she says after a beat of silence, her one hand dropping yours in favour of grasping your chin, crimson red smearing across your jawline.
âtalk to me, what are you thinking?â she asks, beady eyes trailing over your figure, her thumb gently trailing over your bottom lip.
right at that moment, that split second, with the sun peeking through the canopy of treeâs above you, shining behind her, accentuating her being, her skin almost glowing, you realised nothing she did would ever make you hate her.
how could you hate her with how soft she was handling you right now? how beautiful she looked, even with her face stained red; how on earth were you supposed to hate the one girl who had always loved you?
how were you meant to stay angry at her with the way she was looking at you, her eyes alone begging you to forgive her, to understand her, to talk to her.
âbabyââ she nervously spoke up again, only for you to cut her off by surging forward, your lips colliding with hers in chaste kiss, her lips moving against yours almost immediately.
your hands moved into her hair, her back colliding with the wooden structure of your shared hut, stray twigs scratching the skin of her back, but lottie couldnât seem to care, not with the way your hands worshipped her body as though she were some god, your tongue nudging her lips apart to taste her, the metallic smell and twang of the blood coating her skin completely lost on you with how fervently you kissed her.
she pulled away momentarily, her chest heaving as she caught her breath, the faintest smile ghosting her lips.
âyouâre right, theyâthey wouldâve ruined everything,â you gasped out, pupils dilated, lips swollen and kiss bitten, the faint taste of blood on your tongue only spurring your need for her on. even if you didnât believe it yourself, youâd do and say whatever you needed to, all so you could see that smile you loved so dearly.
âi trust you,â you whispered, reaching for her hand, your eyes falling to her fingers intertwining with yours.
âi knew youâd understand,â she hummed, her smile growing as she stepped closer to you, pulling your hand to her chest, slowly but surely dragging your intertwined fingers down and down, only dropping your hand once it reached the hem of her dress.
the side of your lips quirked up in a knowing smirk, your eyes cascading down to where your hand rested, bunching up her dress till your hand met the waistband of her underwear.
this time lottie lunged forward, forcing her tongue into your mouth, breathing you in as your hand snaked beneath the material of her underwear, crimson fingertips ghosting over her sensitive clit.
she gasped against your lips, pulling away to lean her forehead against yours, âdonât tease,â she whispered, moving her kisses to your jawline, dragging her teeth across your flesh.
this only spurred you on, eagerly rubbing at her aching bud, moving a finger down to ghost over her wetness, moaning out at the feel of her arousal coating your fingertips, her thighs almost clamping shut around your hand.
âfuck lottie,â you gasped out, shoving your index finger followed by your middle into her heat, her lips stilling against your skin at the intrusion, knees buckling as you immediately got to work, rough palm deliciously rubbing against her clit as your fucked her cunt with your fingers.
you couldnât take it anymore, you needed to taste her, hazardously dropping to your knees, keeping her bunched up dress to her abdomen, slowly slipping your fingers from her warmth, ghosting them over your lips before licking them clean, moaning at the taste of her on your tongue.
with an urgency you pulled her underwear to the side, immediately moving in to lap up her wetness, moving your unoccupied hand to lift her leg over your shoulder, getting all the more closer to your meal.
you breathed her essence in, getting lost in her sopping pussy as you heard her moan, head spinning as you ate her out like your life depended on it.
âtaste so good,â you murmured, your tongue occasionally dipping between her folds, fucking her pathetic hole, tasting her sweetness before moving back to suck at her clit.
her moans only spurred you on, the shake of her thighs and the rapid rise and fall of her chest the usual indication of her oncoming orgasm.
âmhm feels soâso good,â she hummed, her hand snaking into your hair, gripping at the root to push your further into her, your tongue slipping back between her folds, fucking her cunt as your nose deliciously nudged her clit, her hips moving on their own accord, humping your face, using you to get off; just how you liked it.
âshit shit shit,â she whispered, her brows furrowed as you moved to suck harshly on her bud, clamping your lips shut over it, the graze of your teeth against her sensitive pearl the push she needed to get over the edge, gushing onto your tongue as you moved to lap up her orgasm.
lips and chin glistened as you pulled away, pupils blown as you looked up at her, her hand moving from your hair to your cheek, smearing her spend all along your mouth, beckoning you to stand.
you rose to your feet, hazy eyes looking up at her, the smile on her face only making you want to get down on your knees and worship her more.
she pulled you toward her, turning you both around as she shoved you against the hut, her hand resting on the base of your throat, lightly squeezing. tilting your chin up, she pressed her lips to yours, tasting herself on your tongue as she invaded your mouth with her own, panting into your lips as she came down from her own high.
âtold you youâd see,â she hums against your lips, words muffled as she smiles into the kiss.
you were hers and nothing she or anyone did would change that.
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