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Dance With Me - Ashton Irwin *SMUT* 16+

The bass shook the floor underneath my feet. I couldn’t see my friends. Well, my height made it pretty much impossible to see more than three feet away without a body suddenly blocking my view.

I sighed and slumped down on a chair next to the bar. I pulled out my phone, no messages, no missed calls, no signal. Fantastic. There didn’t even seem to be an exit where I could run out and try to call for a taxi. I put my head in my hands, almost willing the music to stop. Happy 18th Birthday, Y/N. This was not the way I expected the night to turn out.

“Are you okay?” I felt a hand touch my arm, causing me to spin to the right and yank my arm from their grasp. “Sorry, didn’t mean to startle you.”

In front of me stood a guy slightly older than me. He had fluffy hair hanging down over half of his forehead and his ears. He wore a shirt that defined his muscular arms and his large hands now were placed on the table.

“Oh, right. No. It’s okay.” I stammered, awkwardly trying to avoid too much eye contact. I heard him pull out a chair beside me and I turned to see him running his fingers through his hair, smiling at me.

“Can I buy you a drink?” He questioned.

“No, I think I’ll be leaving soon.” I’d already drunk too much. “Thanks for the offer, though.”

“No problem.” He cleared his throat. “I’m Ashton.”

“Y/N.” I quietly replied.

“Dance with me.” He suddenly demanded. I turned to him and furrowed my eyebrows.

“I don’t da...” I began, but then he suddenly pulled me off my chair to the open space that was supposed to pass for a dance floor.

I didn’t want to be there, but his intense eyes drew me in, demanding that I stay with him.

I awkwardly began stepping from side to side. I looked up to see Ashton laughing.

“Look, you have to do it like this.” He grabbed my waist and spun me around so I was dancing with my back to him. He placed a hand on my waist, pushing my hips onto him. My breath became caught in my throat. My heart beating hard. He leaned his head down to my ear and whispered, his warm breath fanning my cheek. “Now, move your hips to the music.”

Slowly, I began rocking my hips from side to side pushing back on his hips. His breath was warm on my neck and I slowly felt him place his lips on my bare shoulder. I began to grind on him harder.

His hand ran from my hip down onto my inner leg, stroking the bare skin he had found. We weren’t visible as the bodies around us pushed us closer together and made us invisible from everyone else.

His fingers continued to climb up my inner leg until I felt his forefinger tap my clit. I squirmed, moving my hips to encourage him further. He began rubbing my clit through my underwear. He suddenly spun me round and smashed our lips together.

Ashton grabbed my hand and pulled us towards a cupboard to the side of the bar. In the dim lighting, he scanned the small space, checking that there was nobody there. He pulled me inside, closed the door and instantly slammed me against it, pushing our lips together and forcing my dress above my waist.

I stretched out my fingers and clasping his jeans. I snapped the button undone and pulled them down, leaving him in his boxers. I reached under the waistband of his boxers and grabbed his length. He moaned against my lips as I began pumping it, his body shaking. I felt him slowly guide my panties down my legs until they fell on the floor and he slammed to fingers inside me and I cried out against his lips.

He continued to push his fingers inside me, pleasure taking over my body. Suddenly, he stopped and my hand was pulled from his length as he lifted me so that my bare legs were wrapped around his waist. Ashton pulled his boxers down and I lined myself up before bouncing down on his length. I screamed out with pleasure, my voice not audible to anybody other than Ashton as the music blared outside. I began bouncing in time to the bass, Ashton’s hands clasping my breasts and his lips fierce on mine.

Suddenly, my body became over-taken by pleasure as I reached my high. I began bouncing faster and faster until we were both done.

I gasped for breath and Ashton slowly put me down on my feet.

“Wow.” I panted, looking up at him.

He smirked down at me. “You’re good.”

I blushed. “Thanks?”

“What’s your number? I need to see you again.” He breathed down on my face.

“Or... We could go back to mine.” I smirked.

“Even better.”

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I feel really bad for not being online as much as I used to, but I break up for summer in about 4 weeks so I’ll be online way too often then aha. Anyway, to make up for it I’m going to post an Ashton and Calum smut oneshots today :)

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Turn It Down - Luke Hemmings

My fingers glided over the keys, searching for the right notes, my eyes not interrupting the peaceful flow of my digits across the smooth surface. The music that resonated from inside the grand instrument shuddered through me, my body swaying back and forth, urging my fingers to keep playing as I breathed in deeply. This was the one time of the day, when my family were out and my house was quiet that I could feel truly at peace. The stress that I had been feeling just oozed out of me, nothing was interrupting my mind of thought. This was my therapy.

Then reality flooded back.

In the form of loud bass notes and the crash of a drum kit.

The sudden onset of a guitar riled me. I slowly shut the lid on my piano and rested my head in my hands.

Scraping my hair away from my face, I stood up and began marching away from the seat, my kitten slippers dragging on the carpet. I swung the door open and cut across the grass to my neighbour’s house.

I slammed my fist against the door. Rage taking over as I glared at the figure that came walking towards me. These were our new neighbours and obviously they didn’t realise that loud music was not appropriate.

The door opened to reveal a tall, young woman, with long hair that reached her waist and was braided near her face. Her lip piercing shone and she used her tongue to fiddle with it as she sized me up.

“Who are you?” She grunted.

“I’m Y/N.” I hesitated. “I… Live next door.” I pointed towards my house.

“Oh.” She raised an eyebrow. “You’ve come over to meet Luke, right?”

I panicked but forced a calm exterior as I confidently replied with “Yes, I am.”

“He’s in the basement.” She stepped to the side and opened the door further for me.

I stumbled in. She closed the door and walked off into another room. The house was an identical layout to mine. I quietly found the door to the basement, the sound of the music getting louder as I swung the door open and stepped down. The walls were covered with posters of bands I had never heard of. Suddenly, I had reached the bottom of the stairs and I realised that I was stood right in front of 4 boys, who had now stopped playing their music.

One of them had bright pink hair, Michael. I recognised him, he went to my cousin’s school. Then I noticed Ashton and Calum, two boys from my school, but they were in the year above me. That’s when I laid eyes on the new guy. Luke. His hair was a sharp blonde and his features were scrutinising as he looked over at me.

“Who the fuck are you?” He spat at me.

“She’s Y/N.” Ashton murmured, flashing me a small smile.

“Well what the hell is, Y/N,” He said my name in a sarcastic tone, “doing in my house?” He shot me a questioning look.

“I…” I froze, suddenly losing my train of thought as I stared at the four guys in front of me. “I…”

“You…?” Luke hissed at me.

“I came to tell you to turn the music down.” I said quietly.

Michael, Ashton and Calum all grinned but tried to hide it. Luke, on the other hand, began laughing hysterically. Suddenly his faced turned serious.

“I’ll do whatever the hell I like in my house, whether it bothers you or not. So, since you’ve made the effort of coming to tell me to turn it down, I’ll turn it up. Now get the fuck out of my house.” He scowled at me. I was taken aback and began to stumble up the stairs.

“Wait.” Ashton spoke up, causing me to halt and for everybody to look over at him.

“What now, Ashton?” Luke glared at him.

“You’re being a bit harsh there, Luke.”

“Do I look like a give a shit?” Luke gestured to his face.

“Give it a rest, Luke.” Michael joined in. “She only wanted you to turn it down.”

“We’ll turn it down, don’t worry Y/N.” Calum turned to me and spoke softly.

I smiled and continued to run up the stairs, heading towards the door. I began to open it when a hand grabbed mine and pulled me backwards. My body went into shock and I fell into the arms of the person. It was Luke. I instantly tried to pull away.

He let go of my hand and stepped back.

“Okay, I’m sorry.” He murmured.

“Huh?” I stammered.

“I said I’m sorry.” He sighed. “I shouldn’t have been so short with you, it’s just. I don’t want them to think I’m a pushover.”

“Okay…” I breathed.

“Please, don’t think I’m a bad person.”

“I won’t.” I tried to turn to leave.

“No, please.” He pleaded, I felt how genuinely sorry he was. I stopped and looked at him. “Shit, I haven’t even got to school but I’ve already made an enemy.”

“I’m not your enemy, Luke.” I laughed inwardly.

“Prove it.” He smiled.

“What?” I felt unsure as he stepped towards me.

“Walk with me to school tomorrow.” He grinned. “Get to know me, and let me get to know you. Then I’ll know that you don’t hate me.”

I hesitated for a moment. “Okay…” I finally agreed and huge smile crossed his face. “I have to go now.” I turned towards the door.

“Alright, but don’t forget to come and meet me at the end of the street tomorrow.”

“I won’t.” I ran outside. The cool air hitting me and throwing me off balance. What on earth just happened? What did I just agree to?

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Take Off Your Pants and Jacket- Luke Hemmings Oneshot

“Oh god.” I looked at the shattered metal on the floor and closed my eyes. “Well done.” It was Luke’s ‘Take Off Your Pants and Jacket’ CD.

Luke will go nuts.

Now, luckily he’s in LA right now, so I don’t have to face him in person. I just have to face him on they skype call that’s about to start any second now.

I sat back in the chair as I heard the ringtone start playing through my laptop’s speakers. I slowly pressed the “accept with video” button and smiled as I saw Luke’s face pop up on the screen, closely followed by Ashton’s.

“HI Y/N!” Ashton shrieked.

“HI ASHTON!” I replied.

“Okay now get lost, Ash.” Luke stared at him.

“Excuse me, Lucas.” Ashton sat back in his seat next to Luke. “I’ll stay sat right here, thank you very much.” I started laughing and soon I heard Ashton’s giggle, making Luke smile.

“Well just be quiet then.”

“Fine.” Ashton said through giggles.

“Y/N” Luke finally turned to his phone. “You look beautiful with your hair like that.” I felt my braid and smiled.

“Thanks, I just wanted to try something new.”

“New looks good.” He grinned. “So how have you been?”

“I’ve been good. Yourself?”

“I’ll be good once you tell me what you’re worried about.” He smiled at me through the screen. I scowled and tried to look innocent.

“What are you talking about?”

“Y/N, you were sat fiddling with a loose bit of hair. You always do that when you’re nervous or hiding something.” He laughed. “So tell me, what is it?”

“I can’t tell you, Luke. You’ll be so mad.”

“Oh, come on. You have to tell me now.”

“I want to know too!” Ashton piped up.

“Shut up, Ash.” Luke and I said simultaneously.

“FINE.” Ashton yelled in Luke’s ear, making him wince. Luke turned to me, giving me a serious look.

“Okay, fine. I broke your CD.”

Luke and Ashton laughed. “You were scared to tell me that?” Luke laughed, “That’s not a big deal.”

I smiled. “It was your ‘Take Off Your Pants and Jacket.’” The laughter instantly stopped.

“Oh dear…” I heard Ashton say and from the look on Luke’s face, I could guess why Ashton had stopped giggling.

“I’m so sorry Luke. My cousin put it on the floor and I didn’t see it.”

Luke sighed. “Of course it’s alright, Y/N. I couldn’t be mad at you for something that isn’t even your fault. I can get another CD. At least it was just a CD.” I smiled at him.

“Thanks, Luke.”

“Don’t worry about having to tell me about that kind of stuff. Ever.”

I grinned, the anxiety slipping out me. “So what are you guys doing?”

“Y/N WATCH ME ON MARIO KART!” Ashton shrieked.

“For crying out loud, Ash. Will you stop shouting in my ear?” Luke punched Ashton on the arm. “Idiot.” I laughed.

“Okay, Luke, Sorry.” Ashton looked so innocent, Luke had to smile. “NOW WATCH, Y/N!”

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Just Let Me Go- Michael Clifford Oneshot

I shuffled through the door. A hard day at work had made me so exhausted that I just wanted to sit and watch TV with Y/N. I’d been looking forward to coming home all day. The hours at work are terrible; I’m constantly being called in to do extra shifts. The strain that my work is putting on mine and Y/N’s relationship is becoming visible. She’s the only thing getting me through though.

“Y/N! I’m home!” I called up the stairs through the house. I was quite early, but I saw her car outside so knew she was in. “Y/N?” I called again. Shrugging off my jacket, which was soaked from the rain pouring from the clouds outside. Pushing off my shoes, I looked into the living room to see if I could see Y/N. There was no sight of her.

I wiped my tired eyes with my fingertips; I could feel a bad headache coming on. I began yawning as I walked into the kitchen but stopped abruptly when I saw Y/N stood in the centre of the kitchen, her eyes red and her mascara on her cheeks. She was wearing her black winter coat and her boots. There was a suitcase next to her. Her keys were on the unit.

“Y/N…” I stuttered, lost for words.

“I’m leaving you.” She said clearly, like she’d rehearsed it in her head.

I felt like somebody had ripped a hole in my chest and was drawing out every last thing I had left to live for. All I could say was “No…” Tears welled in my eyes and as I walked towards her they began to tumble out onto my cheeks.

“No, Michael, don’t.” She sobbed. “Don’t come any closer.”

I looked up aghast. Was she scared of me? Did she hate me so much that she didn’t even want me near her?

“Please…” She whispered. “Just let me go.”

“Just let you go?” I stared down at the floor. “I can’t, Y/N.”

“You have to.”

“I can’t.”

“You don’t have a choice.”

“I do have a choice. I can’t let you go.” I bit my lip, my face scrunching up with pain. “If I let you go, I’m letting go of the one thing that is keeping me from giving up on everything. You’re my everything, Y/N. Please don’t go.”

I heard her sobs as she began to walk past me towards the door. I grabbed her hand.

“Michael, please don’t.” She whined, her voice so croaky the words were barely audible. “Just let me go.” I hated those four words.

I held onto her hand for a little bit longer, cherishing the last moment that I had to remember with her. Why was she doing this? What had I done?

“Don’t go.” I tried pleading with her again.

“I have to.” She replied, patronisingly.

“No you don’t.”

“I do.” She sobbed. “Our relationship isn’t healthy anymore. None of this is. I can’t go around pretending that everything is alright anymore because it’s not. I can’t stand being at home on my own whilst you’re out. You’re always out. I never know where you are. You say you’re at work but you never answer the phone when I call. I can’t be sure that that is really where you are. I can’t be certain that you are telling me the truth.” She threw the words at me and every word stung but the last eight were like bullets attacking my heart. “I don’t know if you love me anymore.” She was shaking, her lip trembling.

“I do love you, Y/N.” I wept. “I love you more than I love anything. You are my world and I go to work so that we can afford a better place to live. I want to be able to buy you everything you want and I will do everything I can to keep us together. I’m not prepared to let you go. I can’t.”

“You have to, Michael. I’m so sorry.” She pulled her hand from mine and ran towards the door, not looking back. I heard a car start up in the distance.

I was left.

Alone.

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Babysitting- Luke Hemmings Oneshot

My sister had gone away on a luxury cruise, and I jumped at the chance to look after her kids. Even though they were all young and needed constant attention, I loved looking after the four of them. I was really grateful that Luke had offered to help me watch them. They were staying at my house and Luke, being my best friend, pretty much lived here anyway.

“Hey! Put that down!” I shouted at Andrew, the eldest- he was still only 7 though. He scowled at me as he slowly put down the perfume bottle that he was playing with and ran outside to play with the other kids.

I smiled and slowly trundled down the stairs into the kitchen and through the patio doors into the garden. The kids were running around, playing catch, and laughing so loud I couldn’t help but grin at them. Suddenly I realised there was only three children playing so began glancing about. That’s when I spotted Luke.

He was squatting down on the floor, His lanky legs shaking slightly as he had evidently been in that position for a while. He was laughing and cooing at my youngest niece, Emily. He was holding her toy above her head as she stretched out her tiny arms to try and snatch it away, adorable noises echoing from her voice box.

I sat down on a chair and contently watched as he sat, fascinated with the young child, and entertained her by placing his hands over his face and encouraging her to do the same. I beamed down at the two of them before quickly pulling out my phone and snapping a picture of the two of them playing. It was one of the cutest things I had ever seen.

“Did you just take a picture of me?” I heard Luke’s husky voice enquire.

“Yeah…” I giggled, looking back at the picture.

“Ugh Y/N. I look terrible.”

“Too bad. I think you look cute.” I smiled before realising what I’d said, I looked over at Luke who was now raising an eyebrow at me, completely frozen on the spot.

Shit. Well done Y/N.

“I didn’t mean it like that…” I stuttered.

“Well I can’t blame you, to be fair.” He smirked and continued playing with Emily.

“What?” I laughed.

“I’m fabulous and we all know it.” Luke mimed flipping long hair over his shoulder, causing my body to shake as I put my face in my hands and laughed at his stupid way of shrugging off the mistake I had made.

“Not as fabulous as Emily though.”

“No.” He cooed towards Emily, “Of course not. Cuteness runs in her family.” I laughed, not realising what he had just said.

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The Anniversary- Ashton Irwin Oneshot

I was all ready. My hair neatly curled and held in place with grips and hairspray, that I didn’t doubt would turn my hair into a gross, sticky texture by the morning. But I was, for once, happy with the way I looked (it had taken me three hours) and I was, for once, ready to go on a date with my boyfriend of exactly one year. Ashton had flown back from his tour in Australia as it was our one year anniversary. Don’t get me wrong, I wasn’t expecting anything special. In fact, I ddin’t want anything special- I just wanted him. I just wanted to spend time with him and talk. Nothing else. That was all I needed.

I heard soft footsteps coming towards my door and I felt the butterflies in my stomach leap with joy. It was him. I flung the door open before he even had chance to sound a knock. I was instantly in his arms, hearing his giggle as I nuzzled my face into his chest.

“Sorry wrong flat..” He giggled again and I stepped back to lightly punch him in the arm.

“Idiot.” I scoffed, smiling up at him. His arms had doubled in size since I last saw him and… wow….

“Are you gonna let me in or what?” He pushed his way past me and into the living room. I grinned and followed after him. He sat down on the sofa and sighed. “I’ve missed this place.” He looked around the room.

“Just the room?” I smirked.

“Well, yeah and the things in it of course.” He said smiling at me, “and by that I mean the TV”.

I flopped down next to him, nudging his leg with my knee. “Idiot” I repeated and he giggled pulling me into a deep kiss. He pulled away and looked deep into my eyes.

“Happy anniversary Y/N.” He placed another kiss on my pouted lips.

“Happy Anniversary, Ashton.”

I got up to put on my shoes. “We’d best get going.”

“Wait.” He stood up suddenly, pulling out a box that I hadn’t even paid any attention to when he came in.

“What on earth is that, Ashton?” I asked suspiciously, stepping towards him, wobbling on my tip-toes.

He slowly pulled off the lid of the box, to reveal a small, delicate puppy. It’s ears were pinned up and it’s tongue sticking out as it looked up at me, what seemed to be a smile was plastered to its adorable face.

“Ashton!” I cried, scooping the tiny creature up in my hands. My eyes filling with salty tears.

“He’s to keep you company, Y/N.” He grinned down at me. I crashed my body against Ashton’s, a million thank yous spilling from my mouth.

“He’s perfect!” I was so astonished. I hadn’t expected this at all. I looked up at my perfect boyfriend and placed a kiss on his lips. “I love you so much, Ashton.”

“I love you too, Y/N.”

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5 Seconds Of Summer - Good Girls (Behind The Scenes)

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SO MANY FEELS

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Would you guys want me to do another smut oneshot or not? I'm not sure if that's something you guys would be interested in ?? Please let me know, I'm doing a lot of prewriting at the moment x

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Do you have anxiety? Because I do and I don't know anybody who suffers from it as bad as I do, and I'd love to talk to someone about it. Lovely blog! :)

I do have anxiety, yes. I have suffered with it quite badly for quite a long time. I'd love to talk to you about it. Thank you so much! xx

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Frozen Fingers- Calum Hood

  I was truly miserable. It was like somebody had sucked the life out of me. I didn’t want to be happy. I didn’t want to leave my apartment. I didn’t want to pretend that I was completely happy and everything was perfectly fine…

Everything wasn’t fine. Nothing was fine at all. The one person I wanted to have at my birthday party wasn’t here and I hadn’t even got a happy birthday call from him. Time zones suck. I hadn’t spoken  to Calum since last night when he called. I had expected him to be telling me that his flight had just landed, although it was slightly delayed. But that wasn’t the case. Calum wasn’t at the airport. In fact, he wasn’t even in Australia. He was in LA. He had been pulled into a ‘quick’ interview and photoshoot that had meant he wouldn’t be able to get a flight home for another three days. Of course, he always agrees to anything the band wants him to do.

I sat, sulking, and watched my friends and family laugh and joke at the dinner tables around me. People were dancing next to the booming speakers and I felt pain spread across my forehead. Tears welled up in my eyes as I quietly excused myself from the table where my best friends were too engrossed in their conversation to notice that I was no longer present and I jumped outside, tumbling down the steps until I was sat on the bottom ledge. I began to weep, my eyeliner running and I gripped my jeans, trying to get away from the panic that was taking over my entire body.

This isn’t the place, Y/N. Not here.

I sat for a while, letting the cold nip at my fingers, the numbness offering an escape from the pain that the rest of my body was feeling. I longed for the feeling of not feeling at all. I wanted to be back home, wearing Cal’s clothes, feeling his embrace as he brought my body out of this bubble of fear. I needed him. I couldn’t do this any longer. I couldn’t bear it.

“Y/N?” I heard a soft call from a distance away. I glanced up to see a dark figure running towards me, shrugging their jacket off. I tried to stand but the cold had made my legs numb and I clutched the wall as I wobbled perilously in my heels, letting out a cry.

Then the figure grabbed me, I thought to push them away but was too weak so instead allowed them to embrace me and cried into their chest. I felt fabric being wrapped around my icy skin and a kiss placed to my forehead. I looked up, startled.

Staring back down at me were a pair of chocolate brown eyes that melted my heart. It was him. Cal.

“Cal?” I stuttered, tears falling from my eyes. “Is it you?”

He chuckled lowly. “Happy birthday, Y/N” he hugged me tighter. But what the fuck are you doing out here on you own? Are you crazy.” He began shuffling me inside but my legs fell from underneath me due to the lack of feeling in my muscles. I closed my eyes, hoping that the pain striking my body from the cold would vanish. I felt a hand scoop my legs up. Calum carried me into the building and sat me down in a side room. In the dim lighting I could just see his flawless skin as he leaned towards me.

“I missed you so much” I trembled. He didn’t reply. Instead he pushed his warm lips onto my frozen ones, and I knew that he’d missed me too.

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AU: Calum pretending to be something he’s not to impress your dad, but in the end he hints out what you two actually do together. 

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I loved your Ashton Irwin proposal! It was really good! :)

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You guys do realize Luke can just suddenly die his hair blue and that would officially be the end of us. 

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Ashton Irwin- The Proposal

Ashton had been gone for two and a half months now. I was beginning to get really restless at night as I hadn’t had a proper conversation with him in so long. But I was always updated with what he was doing with text messages, calls, tweets and his funny little keeks that he was always posting. I was so happy that he was living his dream but I wanted him to be a part of my life forever, with his cute grin and gorgeous dimples.

Suddenly a notification popped up on my phone, indicating that 5SOS had posted a new keek.

I opened up keek and pressed play.

“Hi guys!” Ashton’s face appeared, making me smile. “This one’s going to be a little different because it’s a special message that I need to give to Y/N back home.” Confusion washed over me.

“Hey, Y/N,” he continued “I need you to go outside right now because there is a taxi waiting there. Don’t ask him where he’s taking you, just go, trust me please. Okay, I love you, bye!”

I was so confused, why would Ashton want me to get into a random taxi? He’s on tour; I could see that from the keek, so where on earth would I ever need to be.

Reluctantly, I went outside to find a taxi parked at the bottom of my drive. I locked my house and got into the taxi, not asking where we were going. Just letting the driver drive.

Soon we got to a grand hotel, which had beautiful windows that covered multiple floors and was surrounded by beautiful flowers.

“You’re supposed to go in; I’ve been told to tell you.” The taxi driver said.

“Do I need to pay you?” I enquired.

“No, that was already taken care of.”

“Oh…” I hopped out of the taxi and walked up to the hotel doors where I was met by a receptionist.

“Hi Y/N!” She excitedly waved at me. Was I the only person who had no idea what was going on?

“Hi…” I replied, unsettled in the confusion surrounding me.

The receptionist grabbed my arm and hurriedly escorted me into a large auditorium-like room.

“What’s-" I began to ask the receptionist what was happening but she interrupted me.

“Just go up on the stage.” She smiled before walking out.

I walked around to the bottom of the stage and slowly made my way up the steps. In the centre of the platform there was a single chair, which I presumed I was supposed to sit on, which I did.

I heard footsteps behind me and Ashton appeared in a smart tuxedo. Unbelievable joy washed over me, my heart beat faster and I flung myself into my arms.

“What are you doing back?” I breathed.

“I came back early.” He said shakily.

“You did all this just to surprise me about the fact you were back?” I beamed up at him, how sweet was he?

“Not exactly.” He murmured, and suddenly anxiety took over my body. “That’s not why I brought you here…”

He’s going to break up with me. He’s found somebody else, and he’s leaving me. Like this.

Tears pricked at my eyes.

I sat back down in the chair and Ashton stood in front of me.

“I’ve been gone for a really long time now, Y/N…” he said quietly. I was going to break down. I could tell.

“Yeah.” I squeaked, barely audible.

“And I haven’t been able to see you every day like I want. We’re living apart and it’s hard upon our relationship. Really hard.” I pressed my lips together.

“We’ve been together for so long; I can no longer carry on doing this having you as just my girlfriend back home.” I squeezed my eyes together, that was all I needed to hear. He was done with me.

“Which is why,” he began again, “open your eyes Y/N, please…” he croaked. I slowly opened my eyelids and through my blurry vision I could see that he was down on one knee. My hand shot over my mouth as he pushed his hand into his pocket and pulled out a box. He opened the box to reveal the most beautiful ring. “This is why, Y/N, I’m asking you to seal us together, to make our bond permanent and share the rest of your life with me. I’m asking you to agree to me making you my wife. So, Y/N, what do you say? Will you marry me?”

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Michael Clifford- A Face in the Crowd

My eyes were barely staying open as I continued with my work. A college student never sleeps. Even at 3am. I had so much to do. Assignments here, projects there, and exams were coming up soon. At least the workload was taking my mind off the fact that I was going to have to say goodbye to Michael tomorrow.

I glanced over at my bright-haired boyfriend who was snoozing on the sofa with the TV still on. I smiled lightly, tears welling up as I thought of how much he meant to me. I wasn’t looking forward to being apart from him again. The last time he went he was gone for two weeks and it was brutal. I can’t even begin to think about what it will be like this time, he’s going away for 3 months. I felt so alone last time, he wasn’t there to watch films with, and he wasn’t there to go to the cinema with or make dinner. It was just me and my school books. If I could barely handle being apart for two weeks, 3 months was going to be torture.

I felt arms snake around my neck; I looked over my shoulder to see a sleepy Michael resting his head on me.

“You nearly done, baby?” He whispered in my ear, I could hear the drowsiness in his voice.

“Almost…” I sighed.

“It’s 3am, you have to give yourself a break.” He replied.

“I can’t, I-" He cut me off my placing his lips on my neck and kissing me gently. He moved his mouth up until he was kissing my jawline.

I spun my body round and wound my fingers into his hair, pulling him closer to me. Our hot breath intertwined as I waited before he crashed his lips onto mine, his hands pulling my waist close to his. I pulled on his hair and he moaned loudly. The kiss was deep, passionate and desperate. I needed this. I needed him. I needed to be close.

All of a sudden he pulled away from me. A look of concern filled his eyes as he brushed away a teardrop that had fallen onto my cheek. I didn’t even realise that I’d started crying.

“What’s wrong, Y/N?” he whispered.

I began to sob lightly. “I don’t want you to go.”

He pulled me in a hug, “It’ll all be okay.”

“But what if it isn’t?” I sobbed louder.

“What do you mean?”

“Michael, you’ll be playing to thousands every night, you’ll see so many faces. What if mine just becomes another face in the crowd?” I sniffed.

“Y/N…” He sighed, “Are you worried that I’ll forget you?” I nodded and he hugged me again, harder. “That will never ever happen. I could never forget about you, you are my world.”

I rested my forehead against his. “I can’t stand it when you’re not here.”

“We’ll get through it. We’re strong. I know we’ll be okay.”

“I don't wanna lose you.”

“You won’t.” He whispered before kissing me again.