He says he loves me, made a choice where I must suffer and fight to fit in his life, I stay because I love him too but I can't go past this. The idea that I'm not necessary, or worth, that I'm a background and not what he is aiming for. If I have no proof of his love all there is is a relationship between me and my delusional hope. How far can I trick myself to never try to ask for more?














