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STILL SLEEPIN'

STILL SLEEPIN’

my friends call me a poet i don’t like to write poetry though maybe i’m emo idk i use earplugs whenever i think someone is gonna tell me they love me i hope they name a hospital after me it’d probably be a mental facility lol tired of negativity trying to hate the sin instead of the sinner stop asking me why i write cause all i’m gonna say is “for you” my book is going to suck so much it’s all…

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BELIEVE IT OR NOT

believe it or not, i never really know how to translate my exact feelings into words so i can help and influence others…i’m just able to come really close to that. my biggest problem is describing love, because i know of no words that can fully express the insane impact she’s had on the youth. and also, because my love is different from your love. if i was to describe my love, it’d have something…

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PURSUIT OF EXCELLENCE

*I WROTE THIS ESSAY FOR A WRITING COMPETITION AT MY SCHOOL. I DIND’T WIN EVEN THOUGH I SHOULD HAVE. MY BOOK IS DEDICATED TO THE PARKWOOD HIGH SCHOOL PTO FOR NOT GIVING ME THE AWARD I DESERVE.* In the past 6 months, I’ve grown 1 inch. Granted, I was already 6’0, it felt quite odd to have such small growth in half of a year. In the past 6 months, I’ve grown 1 inch. In the past 6 months, I’ve gro-…

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LIFE JACKET

“The only way to swim is without a life jacket” – Titus Gilner 1. The first time I met you was on my roof when I saw the first shooting star of my life And welcomed it into my room with a kiss on the cheek Because I mistook it for you 2. I wanted to cause you a miracle 3. You make me drunk off of your footsteps That’s why my stomach turned The first time you approached me And I tripped over…

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AFTER I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF

captains log: life never stops oscillating. one minute we feel like poptropica again and the next it’s like curtain call. last time i wrote in this log was when i was bored in the er. anyways, i know a lotta people want a backstory and i don’t wanna get into what got me into the hospital because it isn’t as deep as it should be, but i’ll clear a couple things up. yes, i overdosed. no, i didn’t…

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SHE'S A PRICELESS LIVER

SHE’S A PRICELESS LIVER

it’s been a couple months still don’t think i know my name working on more projects than i should be i stopped drinking because it no longer was spiked with ink i hate my life my privileged, entitled, hollywood, arrogant, narcissistic, egotistical, yeezy taught me lifestyle they always told me it was my narcissism that holds me back from utilizing the potential that you seem to see in me i got…

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WHEN I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF

5/3/16: i’m in the hospital. don’t wanna talk about it rn but just know everything’s gonna be okay. hope i didn’t let people down today. i think today, i killed every piece of myself that i dislike. i’m listening to prom night by chance because it’s one of the few songs that makes me happy. they’re gonna send me to a facility for a week so i’ll probably journal everything that goes on in there…

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POEMS I WROTE FOR MY FRIENDS

Every semester, the English department in my school requires each student to write a poem and perform it. I wrote these for my friends so that they’d get good grades. They gave me the ideas for what they wanted them to be about, and I wrote them. We are not alone, The universe is very Vast, no lives matter No matter what race, Gender, orientation We are all equal The world will not end…

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TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN: MY NAME IS “NOT OKAY TODAY”. I AM FROM A TOWN THAT NO ONE CAN SEEM TO ESCAPE. I USED TO BE CONSTANTLY IGNORED BY THOSE WHO I CARED ABOUT TOO MUCH SO NOW IM REPAYING THAT TO THOSE WHO DO NOT DESERVE IT. IM NEVER SURE IF I DESERVE TO KNOW WHAT LOVE IS, BUT I KNOW A PERSON WHO GIVES ME AN IDEA. I ALWAYS SEEM TO RUIN THINGS WITH PEOPLE SO THATS WHY WHEN I MET YOU, I TOLD MY…

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THE WORTH OF MEMORIES

sold, sold, sold. first went the memories. the time we felt the wind 300 feet in the air, the times we got “lost” in the dark, the times that made us fall in love. the starting bid was the feeling i first got when you kissed me. it was expensive. i tried to up the price some more by putting our pictures up on my wall, but that was topped by someone else’s opinion of how i do things. i guess i…

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5/24/16

captains log: for the last year, i’ve done nothing but hide. I can’t decide whether I’m hiding or if I’d rather not be found. i’m across the table from a girl who sometimes i feel like is a stranger. she’s mean. she likes it. doesn’t wanna change. she sold me a box of lifestyle kyngs and took away my liver from me. she knows i love change so maybe that’s why her moods come and go as fast as my…

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