SUDDEN NEWS; BLOG MOVED/RENEWED.
So, I have finally come to a decision about Simon.
For those who have followed me up until now, they will know that Simon is most of all my favourite muse, my main one and sweetheart. My favourite bitch, really. I just love roleplaying as her, but at this point, I barely enjoy any interactions I get.
Due to what happened recently (and not so recently), I have developed new muses -- Pearl, Owain, perhaps I'll dust off my Lea too. Being on Simon is starting to be difficult, since on this blog I am always ignored, belittled or even completely unnoticed. Someone does, someone does not, but the last days of my life have been literal hell. My stress levels have been at the top notch, which leaded me away from Simon to avoid people I didn't necessarily wanted to meet/speak with. Most of the time that I am logged into Simon and I want to roleplay with someone, I either get ignored or not even calculated.
[WARNING; RANTING AND PERSONAL STUFF FROM UNDER THERE.]
Plus, there's a question I have also talked with @rabbitvevo and @corvinine some time ago; Simon has been completely copied by someone I knew and trusted, which led me to unfriend them and to repeteatedly try to call them out of their shit.
Copying is not nice. Looking at a muse, and maybe having an idea thanks to some of their headcanons and thanking the mun for the inspiration is very nice! But, returning to the topic;
Her habits, her dressing style, her cute-but-a-bitch way of living, even her favourite drink (vodka!) and her brutal past. Subtly or not, everything about her was copied. At first, I refused to believe it, of course. I was friend with the mun behind all of this, so it took me quite a while to explode. I told them, we came to an understanding -- then they kept copying my muse, almost in all details. Subtle, splendid way to enrage me again.
The thing that made me so angry is that, at first they admitted of copying my muse, my dear Simbby. And then, they started defending themselves saying that 'they did it even since they started to change [their muse]' (buddy, if you are reading; i checked. post for post, for agonizing hours. you lied, lmao), kept making excuses for it, even coming to the point where we used a mutual friend we have in common in which they bravely stated that ''they never copied my muse''. Now, I have screenshots I took from our messages as proof -- and even if I am angry, let down by their behavior and saddened, I will not post them. I still have a misplaced respect on them, sadly enough.
You can kind of see it, as Garo told me, that it's a bad rip-off of Simon, except 23 times more whiny and oriented towards nsfw, not nearly as developed as my muse, which I pride myself of saying.
Anyway, this whole joke (because that's all it is to me, a joke) took an abrupt end when they couldn't apparently reap what they sow, so I left them to swim in their own waters. I have just a message for them and it's along the lines of; several of the people following both you and me noticed your copying actions. Now, how much will it take to the rest of them to see what you have done? It's a matter of time, but for me? I don't really care much. Keep doing what you are doing, someone will call you out of your shit for this, one day. Meanwhile, this is not my business anymore.
They stressed me far too much with their shitty behavior, and taking an action was hard, but in the end I finally thought about leaving. If I have new ideas, they won't copy them too, because they will not be able to find me anymore.
This, and the fact that I don't follow the Homestuck comic anymore, is the reason that I am officially remaking Simon as an OC, independent from the Homestuck rp community/fandom.
I don't feel comfortable being there anymore. The blog is too clogged up with other profiles and stuff, and mostly I am feeling deeply unwelcomed -- or whatever by the whole community, except for an handful of people. Hence why I will be moving elsewhere, move on with my stuff like nothing happened.
Of course, I will keep her relationships from before -- and follow the people there first. Then, send a message with the url and the warning of remaking at whoever will be interested.
For whoever wants, they can ask for the new blog url at my kik (sm99ches), in my askbox or in my Skype. The reminded that I will be solely and ruthlessly selective on the new blog stays there as a warning.
This blog will be turned into an archive I will possibly link of in my new blog.
That being said, I hope everyone has a good day! I'm really sorry for ranting. I just needed to get this out.