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[6ix3y3s]

Enjoy the void

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[6ix3y3s]

Genesis

[6ix3y3s]

That day, when I found the decaying Angel's self bound against the cold chains of the under realm... That day, when I stared into it's eyes, full of grief and despair... That day, when it pleaded for a smidge of relief from this mortal realm, as long as it lived on, HE would continue on his rampage upon humanity. That day... when I gave into temptation, tore it's back and clipped it's wings....

...Was the day the world stopped for a second.

2025 >>>> 2022 The image of the wings is a vector image by Sana Siddique @ Vecteezy.com (Heavily edited for artistic convenience)

[6ix3y3s]

If you're a chaos-head, and also a fan of Cry of Fear... I am unsure of what exactly to tell you, but provide you with a custom hoodie where little Simon can brandish this hoodie against his will (if you are aware, then you are aware)

Here's a tutorial on how to put it into your game.

Keep in mind: you need to unlock all 5 endings of the game to unlock the custom hoodie option (being the very bad ending, 2 separate bad endings, the good ending, and the joke ending)

The hoodie provided is saved in .png for the sake of showcasing. Download this image and convert it to targa (.tga) and save it as 24-bit. (You can use any art program that allows you to save in .tga file (I prefer paint dot net)

Load up the game files in your steam directory (unless you downloaded it from another source, then I suggest you seek out the Cry of Fear folder as we speak), and search up models, costumes and put your targa file in the costumes folder, ensure you rename it to custom_hoodie. For the confused, it should look like this. steam>steamapps>common>cry_of_fear>cryoffear>models>costumes.

I will need to hold your hand for this, but if you are an owner of Steam, you will need to download Source SDK (and it's adjacent source variants) for the custom_hoodie to appear.

Start your game from the beginning, go to the secret room before proceeding, collect whatever you need for your little adventure and change your clothes. On the very bottom of the list should be a custom hoodie option, and it should look like this.

Do disregard the highlighted button, it does that on it's own sometimes.

5. Have fun.

[6ix3y3s]

Trigger warning for eye strain

Sir Pennington the 13th

[6ix3y3s]

There was a trend called 'museum of failures', showcasing a list of things that could have happened but did not. The overall trend felt... Quite negative.. maybe i do not relate to such, as I myself am deceased.. and in this new life, I have achieved things that one could only dream of.

The biggest achievement, next to earning a driver's license was cutting out a life out of my own. Someone i used to look up to, who helped me with my projects on my off time.. someone whom I considered a friend for quite a long time, even when before my untimely demise. I do miss them, but I no longer feel the burden placed on my back. In the time of that, I have encountered new lives that would directly (and indirectly) impact this life of mine. Whether it be by interacting, or just perceiving my posts and liking them, they left quite a imprint on my life.

My only hope is that this year grants me mercy, so I can recouperate from last year's stress. And to those mentioned, I thank you for joining me in this little journey of mine..

Happy new year, and may you be easy on yourselves this year.

Music is silent night by the soundlings (youtube audio library)

[6ix3y3s]

The artistic rendition of the events that have been occurring for these past few days. Someone provide them with Ibuprofen, the pain is becoming more and more unbearable...

[6ix3y3s]

Trigger warning for eye strain.

The Mind says: Idk what they serving, but they are serving indeed-i-o!!

[6ix3y3s]

Exhausted..

[6ix3y3s]

When traversing through worlds, one must adapt to the world itself as to not stand out too much.. Stylistically speaking... I don't particularly like this form as much, for I lack my tailfeathers... But for the sake of documenting, sacrifices must be made...

[6ix3y3s]

Hmm. I got interviewed by the owner of this little magazine called Sunday's Thrills.. The interviewee called Sunday was.. quite an interesting and curious young lady... She did pay for my meal in case you are wondering.. Quite an honor to be featured in this obscure little magazine... Will catch up on the rest of the issues when I get the chance.

[6ix3y3s]

--As if it was yesterday when I met the young woman, chosen by my hand alone to serve under me as one of the many Invaders.. The image of her perplexed expression is forever burned into the back of my eyes, realization hitting hard upon her untimely demise. She desperately calls for help, yet no help is to ever arrive and she keels over curled up, shouting about Hell-isms... This in fact was not Hell, rather it was reality.. That poor poor soul, doomed to roam the minds of men and women alike for the sake of documenting their worlds. Bright side, she found her purpose in her new life..--

[6ix3y3s]

last days of summer

[6ix3y3s]

Day of my birth. I count as 30 today. Happy birthday to me.. I suppose..

[plasmastainedbones]

reblog if you’re a rotting corpse

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The Cast... So far.